"Renoire!"

My Dad practically yelled at me when I didn't listen to him. Kris was standing by the window and holding some magazines while looking at me in a blank expression.

"Sorry Dad. I have so much things coop up in my mind." I explained and stood up from the couch. "I'll be getting coffee."

I quickly went out of his office and I can practically feel his stares boring into my head as I went out, I heaved a sigh before closing the door and held my chest. I just can't get over about what Jess said and did to me.

I've kissed girls, but guys no. This is my first time. Kris was different, he's blunt, straight to the point and a total teaser or I must say pervert but he knows how to wait, he knows not to take advantage of me and let everything go smoothly. But Jess, he took me by surprise, but what I'm bothered is, I didn't have any hint of anger towards it. I heaved a sigh as I pour my mug with a coffee.

"What's bothering you?"

I almost dropped my mug out from my hands when suddenly Kris was beside me.

"Jesus! Don't do that! Your going to kill me in no time." I exclaimed.

"Don't change the subject Ren. You've been spacing out since you came back from hanging out with your friends. What happened?"

He looked at me with his piercing electric blue eyes, sending shivers unto my body as he held my hands and my waist.

"Tell me." He pressed making my brain rack for any excuses to take but nothing came as Jess words clouded my mind.

"I love you Ren."

"No, I didn't mean it like that. I mean, I do love you, more than a friend Ren."

I clutch Kris's shirt tightly and looked down at my trembling hands. Should I tell him or not? He's the mafia lord, what if he order his men to kill Jess, I can't bear another guilt rising over me. That guilt that I let them be killed and not doing anything to save them.

They will hunt me for life.

"Ren."

"My minds in a complete mess! I don't know what to think of okay?! I just don't know." I yelled panicky and freed myself from Kris grasps.

"Ren. We won't solve it if you don't let it out."

"Solve it?! When your one of the cause my brains a total mess! Added up by this feelings that I don't know what and who to choose." I yelled again, this time tears begun cascading down from my eyes.

"You make me feel these emotions that I don't know of. But I don't wanna hurt my friend too and break our relationship just because I rejected him. I have loved my friend for years now and I dont wanna hurt him. I met him and spend more time, days, and even years with him but you, I just met you for a week and I'm already like a lovestruck puppy over you. Shit!" I rambled everything while crying.

"But I ain't confessing to you. Its just these emotions stirring me up, so don't hope." I threaten.

I turn my back from him to get out of here when he pulled me back again and immediately smashed his lips into mine, making me gasps and whine from his kiss. I tried punching his back but it was futile since his body looked like a tons of muscles underneath his shirt. But just the right muscles for a six foot five inch man.

He deepened the kiss by pushing my head more into his and held my waist for support. And I think I've made the biggest mistake in my life when I run my fingers through his fiery reddish hair that had him thinking that.

"Your in love with me Ren."

*************

"Ren?" I heard Dad call and I looked at him with a slight pout on my face.

"Yeah Dad?"

"Are you okay? You look bit red."

"Just ignore it dad."

I scoffed and turn my attention back to the wedding magazines. Yes, wedding magazines, since my husband to be is so reluctant to choose early.

"He's just too overwhelmed from my kiss awhile ago, Dad."

I immediately grab the nearest thing my hand could get a hold and throw it at Kris without batting my eyes. But unfortunately, he dodge the small flower pot that I had thrown at him easily and both my dad and him just laugh off my 'cute little antics' as they described it.

"Oh, so you already made a move with my boy. Your a kinky man." The both broke into a filth of laughter making me wanna rip their scalp off their heads.

Bleh!

"Dad, stop that. Your so disgusting. Your old already so stop spitting things like that." I whined as I scratch my head reluctantly.

"Oh youngsters this day sure move too fast."

"Yeah, I did woo him out from his briefs." Kris chimed making me gaped at him like a fish out of water. And again, they broke off into a filth of laughter. I stood up from the couch and stomped my way out of the room.

"Where're you going son?" Dad called out as I was about to shut the door close.

"I've lost my mood so I'm going out." I declared and closed the door with a loud blag, enough to indicate that I was angry.

*******

I was sitting up here in the tree where me and Elle had beg dad not to cut down. It was our place where we could lay down, do our homework, camping during full moon and especially, our playground. We really do have so much memories in this very tree and I will treasure those for eternity.

I peeled off the last skin of the apple with my pocket knife and sliced it nicely into appropriate strips, enough for my mouth to handle. I popped one slice to my mouth but accidentally the whole apple slipped from my hands when the tree I was sitting on suddenly shook, making me almost fall from the tree, fortunately I had a good grip on the branch I was sitting on.

"The fuck! Was that an earthquake?!" I yelled panicky but all I heard was a chuckle underneath. I looked down and glared hard at him.

"That was the vibration of my heartbeat for you love." He mocked making me glare at him but gasps momentarily when I saw what he's holding.

"Don't you dare used that axe against this tree or else!" I threaten but he just gave me a smirked and held out the axe once again.

"Or else what?" He asked and the axe came contact into the tree, making the entire tree shook from the strong impact.

"Or else I'm going to use that axe to cut your dick! Got that Callisto!" I threaten once again, but all over again he didn't fazed and continued cutting the tree down.

Oh shit, if he didn't stop, this tree will fall apart.

"What d'you want Callisto!?" I yelled.

"I want you to come down to plan where are we going to have our honeymo-"

"I'm never coming down asshole!" I yelled back and gave him the middle finger.

"Ohoh! You will darling. When I get to cut down this tree!!" He yelled and deliver the most strong impact that had me loosing my balance on the tree and slip my but off.

"Fuck you Kristopher!" I yelled when I felt my body fall out of the tree's grasps. I close my eyes, instead of wishing to end up with a broken arm, I wish I would just die immediately so I can be with my mom and sister.

"Hey..."

Someone called out. That voice really makes me calm and just soothes all my worries and anxieties away. I flutter my eyes open and found the most beautiful electric blue eyes that has ever presented right before my very own. I caressed it's cheeks and smiled.

"Woah, I just fall off from the tree."

"Yes, and I happen to catch you." He returned my smile with his own and it was just- goddamn embarrassing. I grab his cheeks and begun pinching it to no end.

"Aaahh!! Stop it!" He called out as we rolled around the grassy ground. His muscles bunching up against my skin as he held me as we kept rolling on the ground.

Decided that I had enough. I let go of his cheeks and laugh loudly as red marks were visible in both his cheeks. I quickly stood up, leaving him lying on the floor clutching his swollen red cheeks.

"Your cheeks are now in tandem with your red hair. Perfect!" I chirped happily.

"Oh your gonna be dead when I get my hands on you Ren." He threatened and I didn't waste anytime and run as fast as I could, but God forbid and fate stepped in and he caught me immediately.

As expected from a guy who came from one strong mafia family and also a mafia lord. He can have everything in just one click of his hands.

He took hold of my shirt and pulled it to him, sending the both of us on the ground and as accidentally as I never expected. I peck his lips from the sudden encounter that had him grinning as he held me as I blush furiously.

"I caught you."