Hi everyone :-) ...Today, no ranting about random stuff, just read about the person I am dedicating this poem to. This poem is dedicated to My Lovely And Gorgeous Eldest Sister, Kehkashan.

She is my ideal, my only best friend because she is kind-hearted, caring, awesome, daring, soft spoken and bold. Her way of calming me from my anger is very soothing and understanding. She is my Guiding Angel and the Epitome of my life. I can never imagine nor I can think of my life without her. She is the one, who always listens to my rant, she is the shoulder I can cry on whenever I feel like, she helps me to deal with people who are making me test my patience and are trying to hurt me. 

In short, SHE IS MY EVERYTHING and SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME. She is basically like my 2nd mother as she treats me like her own child. There will be no words left when it comes to her praises. She maybe or maybe not be present with me right now (she's in the U.K, also she's not on wattpad) but you see, I LOVED HER, I LOVE HER AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HER.

Yours, Always-sad-little sis (inside joke, please excuse 😅), Dipps 🖤

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When she looks into my teary eyes,

She knows

The pain I am bearing is infinite and it can't be explained, I chose to hide.

She knows

The consequences I face everyday and things I am going through, I say that's only your thinking side.

She knows

The constant taunts and false blames I am hearing from people, I say give it sometime and it will reside.

When she see me holding myself from falling into pieces,

She knows

How hard it is to hold the tears in, when somebody is no far from insulting.

She knows

The tears which fall are not a waterfall, its a river which is overflowing and maybe I am drowning.

She knows

Tears are not a sign of weakness, they just shed to keep you from breaking.

When she looks at me crying continuously in a lonely place,

She knows

How much my eyes are burning and searing with pain by weeping my heart out, that's the only thing at which I am perfect.

She knows

That my heart and head are hurting like they have a defect.

She knows

On the outside, it seems I am only cracked a little bit but on the inside I am totally wrecked.

When she see me trying hard not to vent my anger out on the people who killed my confidence and annihilated my emotions,

She knows

The treatment, people like them should deserve but still she tells me, "Believe in karma and just hold on."

She knows

How much guilty those people are but still she says me, "Forgive them and let it go hon."

She knows

That I don't want to spare them but still she tells me,"Don't waste your time thinking about these morons."

When she looks through my daunted and exhausted soul,

She knows

That the damage is too much and I need someone to bring me back to life.

She knows

How to heal the wounds caused by the words which cut deeper than a knife.

She knows

That I will eventually make a way through this mess to strive.