(Y/n)'s POV

"N-No..." Kitsue laid on the ground. I walked closer to him. "K-Kitsue? Kitsue?" I crouched to Kitsue's level and grabbed his paw, trying to check his pulse. "Oh thank goodness, he's still alive." I look around to find what hit Kitsue and then I found a book on the ground lying next to Kitsue. I picked up the book and opened it and began to flip through the pages. I reached the front of the book and found some handwriting. "If found please return to..." I didn't want to read the next couple of words. "A-Adrien Agreste..."

I turn my head to Adrien who's face didn't have an inch of guilt. "Adrien... did you throw this book?" I said darkly. Adrien now looks a bit hurt. "Y-Yeah I did, but I threw it to protect you!" I took that in. "Okay... so that's one thing, but tell me... did it look like it was going to attack me?" Adrien then looked down. "N-No it didn't." I should have know.

"Please I'm sorry (Y/n) had I known it was friendly I wouldn't have thrown that book!" He grew closer to me and tried to grab my hand. "DON'T TOUCH ME!" I yelled at him and slapped his hand. "JUST STAY AWAY FROM ME!" I yelled again. I grabbed Kitsue and went outside the school. "(Y/N) WAIT!" Adrien yelled. I didn't acknowledge him.

I got outside and tried to find Shiro's car. I didn't see his car anywhere. "GAH HE'S NEVER HERE WHEN I NEED HIM!" I yell and I ran away from the school with a unconscious Kitsue in my arms. As I'm running I look around for a vet of any kind. But while I'm running I hear footsteps behind me. I look back and Adrien is running after me. I looked away and continued running but even faster than before. "I just want to stay away from him! He hurt my best friend, my family!"

Slowly Adrien faded from my view and I felt safe. I look around and found a stranger and asked a question. "Excuse me, is their a vet nearby that can help this guy?" I say referring to Kitsue. "Yeah there is one nearby, but I doubt they'll help foxes." The stranger said. Dread washed over me. "Oh... okay. Thank you." I walk away from the stranger and head to the direction of my house. I decided to take the long way the Chat showed me so I can avoid Adrien.

After a few minutes I reached my house and I opened the door and walked inside. I placed Kitsue on the couch in the living room and I went into my room and grabbed a spare blanket to cover Kitsue in. A sense of helplessness washed over me. I couldn't do anything to help. All of a sudden my phone began to vibrate and Shiro was calling me. I sighed and answered it.

"Hello?" I start off. "Hey (Y/n) I'm so sorry I didn't come to pick you up! The boss wanted me to stay extra to help around with some parts." Anger and hatred filled me. "And you couldn't text me that you weren't coming?" I gritted my teeth together. "That is so like you..." Shiro then spoke again but he sounded hurt. "I'm really sorry. I'll do anything to make it up to you!" "Anything?" I ask. "Yes anything." "Then start becoming a better brother..." I hung up the phone.

I place the phone on the couch and then it started vibrating again. I ignored it and I went into my room. I closed my door and lied down on my bed. I felt angry toward Shiro, he was never there for me. He always put something else before family, and that was when we began to fall apart. I thought that if I came to Paris I could repair that relationship, but it just got worse ever since I arrived. And now that Kitsue was here I was incredibly happy, because he was alive and was safe. But when he got hurt I felt so helpless as I couldn't get him any help. Shiro was busy and never around, and Kitsue is hurt and unconscious. I felt helpless and alone.

Negative thought began to fill my mind. "No one cares for you." "You should just fade away." "No one likes you." "No one loves you." Those thoughts kept going through my head, and they slowly began to consume me. I tried to fight back those thought but they just wouldn't stop coming. "You are just a liability. You should just die."

My mind went completely blank after hearing that thought. I felt nothing for a short moment and those dark thoughts began to embed themselves into my mind. Guilt, hatred, and other dark emotions began to overtake me. "W-Why am I like this?" I asked myself, sadly I didn't know the answer. Pain overtook my mind. "You want the pain to end. Don't you?" I nodded. "Well there is one way to end the pain, but once it's done there is no turning back." I didn't care. I wanted all the dark thoughts and pain to leave me as fast as I could. I didn't want to feel like this anymore. "What do I have to do?"

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