KISS AND GOODBYE

Growing up, I'm a huge believer of good luck and unexpected signs. Halos kalahati sa mabilisang desisyon ko sa buhay ay dahil sa sign na hinihingi ko. I was fortunate enough to be in a place where I could eat thrice a day and was treating me nicely than anyone before.

Isinuklay ko ang kamay sa buhok ko at pinanood si Rake Alicante. He was drinking again at the bar counter where we first talk. I still didn't get it, he somehow agreed to play my game but something was stopping him. I guessed he was afraid of me that he might lose his sanity to me?

"Hello, Ekar, goodevening." I sat beside him and order my own drink.

Gaya ng ginagawa ko madalas, he was quietly watching the crowd infront of us.
I wonder what was he thinking?

"I thought you decided to play my game?" I asked while waiting for my drink. "Did you change your mind, Ekar?"

Isinandal nito ang braso sa bar counter. "I was thinking the benefits it will give me if I start playing it. We didn't negotiate properly yesterday. You only stated your term without hearing mine."

"Oh, what a fucking good analysis." I gave him a playful smile. "Then tell me, what do you want? Kaya kong ibigay ang lahat ng posibleng mangyari sa mundo. I can guzzle my alcohol while giving you a blowjob, you know." He looked at me ridiculously.

"Come on, don't be a killjoy. Tell me or ask me anything, I'll be honest with you."

He sighed heavily. "I want to know more about this world. Your world, precisely. How you play your game or even the people involve," he told me straightforwardly. "Paano ka nag-umpisa? I heard you like younger men, kaya hindi ko alam kung anong nagustuhan mo sa'kin."

"You're a dominant." Tumingin ako ng deretso sa mata niya. "And a dominant is an alpha who never desire to be ruled by anyone. It is simple as this, Ekar, I am a dominant too.So I want to test the theory. On how it will work to both of us, like are you gonna give up? Or am I gonna walk away from this?" iniikot ko ang buhok sa daliri ko habang kinakagat ang ibabang labi. "I mean, who knows what will happen, right? It will be unpredictable. It excites me. Because I love mysteries so much and unknown things."

Bumaba ang tingin ni Rake mula sa leeg ko papuntang balikat ko. His eyes turned dark, mas bumaba ito sa dibdib ko. At napunta sa gitnang parte na natatakpan ng damit ko. The way he was looking at me, it felt like he was stripping my clothe's off.

"You're putting me in your experimental list." Hindi parin niya inaalis ang tingin doon. I slowly put my hand in between my legs. He groaned a little. "How about if I get to explore your world first before mine?"

"Paano ko malalaman na hindi mo ako tatakasan?" itinataas-baba ko ang kamay ko roon. It was affecting him. I smirked. "I have trust issue, too, you know."

Itinaas ni Rake ang baso at idinikit sa hita ko. A hot and cold sensation was fighting inside me. I didn't know what his game was but I knew too, he was a dangerous man. But still, I'm still willing to play this game with him.

"Should we start over here, lady?" he said, going his way up to my thigh. Napahawak ako sa baso ko at ininom ang alak na nandoon.

I was watching him roaming around his glass to the lower part of my body. Itinaas ko pa lalo ang hita ko sakanya para mas lalong ma-expose.

The thing about our world, people didn't care if you were doing something unpleasant, they wouldn't mind. Sobrang sanay na ang mga tao na gumawa ng mga nakakadiring bagay sa mundong ito.

He held my face and caressed my lips with his thumb. I gave it a slight pecked.

"Should I kiss you here?" bumaba ang kamay niya, trailing his index finger to my throat. I nodded.

"Or leave my mark here?" gumiya ang kamay niya patungo sa collarbone ko, I watched him do that. "I can bite you here, lady."

My breath was becoming an even. His touch was sending frenzy signal to my body, eradicating the only defense I had and touching the dark of my lost soul. I closed my eyes, letting him do what he wanted just this time.

"I think we should leave," he told me when I opened my eyes I met his blazing stare against mine. "Your room or mine, which one do you think is better?"

"Mine," mabilis na sagot ko at tumayo na ako. "I have toys and anything you need."

"You're a girl-scout, lady."

"I guess, I am," I answered seductively.

Hinawakan ko ang kamay niya. Nagmamadali akong naglakad, itinutulak ang mga taong nakaharang sa dinadaanan namin. Alam kong nararamdaman niya rin ang nararamdaman ko, it was as if our body was talking and screaming for sex. I knew since the first day, all I wanted to do was to see him naked.

I pushed the elevator button as fast as I could. He then stood closer behind me, I could feel his growing manhood touching my butt. Napaungol ako ng bahagya. He's doing it on purpose to distract me. Lumapit ang bibig niya sa tenga ko.

"Why are you such in a hurry, lady? Don't you think it's better to take our time here?" he teased in a raspy voice.

I closed my eyes again, oh, how I pictured it shouting my name. Humarap ako sakanya at inayos ang kwelyo niya. If he was playing the teasing game, I should play it too.

"Definitely not. . .Ekar," I answered sexily. Ibinaba ko ang kamay sa braso niya. "I know what I want and I'll get it in an instant." mas ibinaba ko pa ang kamay ko at ipinasok sa bulsa ng pants niya. I tilted my head. "The thing about me, Rake, I'm really a straightforward type of person, kahit na may matatapakan akong tao, I'll still do what I should. I don't care if you're with someone or not but if I want you. I want you. End of story."

He snaked his hand around my waist then moved forward. Hindi ko na inalis ang pagkakatitig sa mukha niyang seryoso.

Nang makapasok kami ng tuluyan. Walang tao sa loob. Oh, I guessed, I am really lucky tonight.

I handed him my keycard and told him, "seventeen." then he pushed the number button.

When the elevator door closed, our lips collided and all I could hear was our growling sound. I started kissing him hungrily he did the same then he unbuttoned my dress.

"Shit. Not---here," I said in between our breath.

"Are you scared we'll get caught?"

"Fuck no," I told him and bit his lower lip and was aggressively playing my tongue inside his mouth.

Naramdaman ko ang paggalaw ng kamay ni Rake para pindutin ang elevator button para hindi magbukas sa ibang floor. Well, I didn't care if someone saw us doing it here. Hindi lang naman kami ang unang taong nag-make out dito.

Binuhat ako ni Rake at ipinaikot ko ang hita ko sa bewang niya. Then my body crashed into the elevator's wall panel, he was grinding himself towards me and pushing me further. Napaungol ako habang hinahalikan niya ako.

I could sense his smile. "Don't you dare laugh at me," I whispered and then put my hand on his face to kiss him deeper.

"Why not?" he asked in between our kiss. "You are very entertaining, lady."

I stopped and gave him a smirk. Hindi dapat ako magpadala masyado. Itinulak ko siya ng marahan, nagbago naman ang ekspresyon ng mukha ni Rake. It was really painful to watch and I wanted to laugh at him so badly.

"What the fuck are you doing?" ibinalik ko sa pagkakaayos ang damit ko habang nakangisi parin na nakatingin sakanya.

"Nagbago bigla ang isip ko." Nang bumukas ang elevator. Itinaas ko ang isang daliri ko. "Oh, stop right there. We're done for tonight. Maybe we should wait until tomorrow, medyo wala na kasi ako sa mood ngayon. So if you don't mind. I'll just come to your room instead, yeah?" lumabas na ako na hindi nag-aalis ng tingin sakanya.

The man was really frustrated. Gusto ko matawa. Kahit hinihingal binigyan ko siya ng mapanloko na ngiti.

"Darling, I taught you one of the rules of my game; you have to wait."

"Shit, lady. Fuck you for doing this."

"I know. . .tomorrow we will. See yah, Ekar. . ." I said lazily then pushed the elevator button.

When it started to close I winked at him and waved him my goodbye. I walked prouldy with a smirked on my face.

Achievement unlocked, Rake Alicante. You didn't know what you're getting yourself into, don't you?

Well, welcome to my game.

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again and again. I unpublished everything because I was editing the whole story. Mag-read naman kayo ng author's note :(