I'm sorry about the way I acted this morning.

I was just so not happy that morning that I think I'm stupid and I should leave my family. Sometimes I do that because that happens when I'm sad.

But I love my family and I'm not stupid.

I'm not stupid...

I'm fearless, strong, brave, and I'm gonna lead my family every step of the way. (Even though I'm the little sister in the family)

Being a leader... is about being yourself.

And every leader has it's weekness or fear.

Like my fear is getting mad at my family and letting them down.

And when I fight with my family... I feel like a monster inside.

I always think about the past but in the past I had bad memories with myself.

I don't want to fight with my family anymore.

I didn't mean every fight to happen.

I wanna be a leader I destined to be. Like Leonardo.

I just gonna have to try to forget the past... and live today.

I'm lucky I'm here.

No matter what fight I'll get into with my parents or other family members... I'll always stick to them...

And you guys. <3

~Jessica