I really feel broken after school.

I just had an huge fight with my stepfather right when I got home. I forgot to tell my parents that I have after school rehearsal on Thursday (which is tomorrow) and I was going to tell mom and stepfather about it. Well, I forgot to tell them on Tuesday and Monday.

Once I told him, he yelled at me. I think he said I'm not responsible for telling someone. Now he's making me write everything I did in school everyday or he'll take my phone away for a month.

And of course, he made feel horrible and I cried. He always does that.

Now I feel so stupid and guilty about it... even through I don't wanna think about it.

I'm sorry guys...

2016 is going to be a bad year for me since I already had bad times.

I'm sorry...

~Jessica