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Yoonah POV

I somehow Managed to get away from him as i go out towards the main corridor.

Why he suddenly became so clingy....

I scrunched my nose as i wiped my hands and go towards the back towards the classroom. I was about to enter when i my eyes land on jimin. His eyes are look tired as he was so engaged into doing his homework. I quickly make my way towards him before anyone could take the seat.

"Hey" i giggle as i smile widely forgetting all the things. I will just focus on my work and my work is make him feel happy. I frown when i didn't even receive any response. I waved my hand in front on his face as he looks at me with annoying face.

Did i do something wrong......

Immediately that smile disappear as i worriedly look over him with concern filled in my heart.

"What happened?" I asked as i heard his long sighs before he turned off his head completely avoiding me. I gasped as i forcely shut his books and look at him angrily. He rolled his eyes before glaring at me.

"Are you trying to avoid me or something. Did i do anything wrong?" I asked sternly as he huff before rubbing his temple.

"It's n-not like that. I...I'm just t-trying to do my w-work" he says while his eyes are avoiding me.

He is shuttering.....

"But-"

"I have to go to library for some studies" he quickly fold his book and took in his hands. He moved his leg to go out but before he can i was quick enough to grab his hand.

"Let's have lunch.... then you can go" i mumbles slowly as i looked up to him.

"I'm not hungry" he says jerking off my hand and storming out.

What is wrong with him........

Lowering my head i aimlessly moved my feet towards cafeteria.

Author POV

Peeking from other side of the wall he see your hunched figure going away with sadness clearly imitate from your dull face. He knows very well that he hurts you and it also pains him.

Sighs released from his pouty lips as he turned his head and rest his whole figure to a wall. Holding books close to his chest. He looks down Dishearted towards the ground.

Only if i was brave enough......

Huffing out he mumbled a small 'hell'. Fixing his glasses. he went to library.

Flashbacks
(Jimin POV)

Nervousness was clenching around my heart as i find myself dragging away by Taehyung and his friend. I didn't even dare to shrugged of his hand from my shoulder as the tight grip on his hand was enough for me to shut my mouth off. Hoping for some miracle to happen but just like my fate it was going down rapidly.

Sighing out i dropped my shoulders as i stops all my struggles to free myself.

In half and hour we all reached abandoned factory as all i can see is darkness and dust. Everything was dark just like my life. My lips shivers as my mind was in a kind of loop state. My limbs tremble with anxious pressure in my brain. Some foggy memories suddenly rushed down inside. I feel terrible. I feel terrified.

What is all this........

I'm...I'm scared......

I want...

I want you........

I want.......you

Mumma........

Mumma i want you....

I bring my hands try to wipe away the fear that flows down my eyes.

"Awww" i suddenly flinch away with the loud voice near my ear as i saw Taehyung friend suho laughing while pointing at me. Scrunched in my space i pushed up my glasses.

"Look tae how scared he is aw baby" he fakely concerned make me puked. As i turn my head to side. Taehyung was silence for so long which was quite opposite to his behavior as he starts bullying me as soon as he saw me. He is quite and that was most terrifying thing.

"Leave him suho. Don't you see his tensed up state" he says in deep rumble voice. coming towards me as i buried away my head try not to look at him.

"You know what confused me the most?" He added frowning his eyes brows as i moved further away from him but suddenly a pair of hands forced me forward. I look behind and baekhyun  was standing behind grinding widely.

"Stand up straight.....boy" he spit out as i look in my front Taehyung was looking more pissed off than before which just fuel up my fear.

" the girl.....which just transferred suddenly behaving like besties for long time....how?? Do you know how this happens?" Scratching his chin a little his eyes was glaring at me.

"I...i d-don't know w-what you are s-saying?" I say more like shutter. I don't know why but my anxious self is shutter while I'm nervous.

"Oh...is that so.." A deep chuckle leave his mouth.

"L-leave me a-alone Taehyung" i frimly says showing my little power that left. Clenching my sweaty finger around my bag straps. I was just wishing to go away safely.

"Ohhh impressive isn't suho. Look at our courageous jimin. You don't know how proud I'm feeling. My friend grown up" he says as he clapped his hand taking few steps away. I swapped my head towards suho who is dragging glares at me.

I was feeling helpless at this stage.

"Let's test his courage then. What's says" baekhyun indicate while rising his brows going towards suho who chuckled playfully.

"Why not?" Taehyung replied, with sudden excitement lingering in his face. His devil's grins appears suddenly. His deep was giving me shivers.

Ohh god....

Why Do i have to endure it....

Again....

Please what wrong did i do....

To deserve this....

My lips caught between my teeth as tears threatening to leave my eyes. I don't want to be weak but this this makes me feel alone like no one is here for me. No one is here to save me. He comes dangerously close to me . suddenly grabbing me forearm as a yell escape from my mouth. It's hurting it's hurting badly.

"W-what are y-you doing Taehyung. L-leave me" i requested as he laughed tighten his grip more. My eyes were burning. I was confident that salty water was visible at my waterline.

" aww baby wanted to cry" suho voice is echoing in my ears as i try to block it away but its opposite was happening every time.

"S-stop it.....s-stop it" mumble like whisper was leaving my shivering lips. Requesting to leave me alone. Leave me in my remorseful world. Where is no hope just darkness. Just then tear slowly slipping down as i wasn't that fast enough to wipe it. They saw it laughter echo through whole silent building.

"Look he started like always. Come on jimin be a man. Man don't cry and look at you bawling out your eyes" he laughs shooking his head.

"Mummy baby want mummy. Taehyung little baby want his mummy" baekhyun thugs Taehyung shoulder a little as he just laughed where else i was in deep pain. Not physically but mentally it was breaking me down from every possible way. That words was repeatedly going on like a broken tape.

*Mumma you want mumma*

Stop......

*you want your mumma. Not me*

Please stop.......

*what the hell she does to you*

I said stop stop.....

*what the hell she give to me instead of a useless son and her slutty self*

It's enough just stop...........

*gone she is gone and i hope goes away forever from my life*

*i said stop it*

"I SAID STOP IT" i furiously yelled out loud this is first every time i heard my voice so loud and cleared. Unintentionally i pushed Taehyung forcefully away from me. The impact was that much that his bike was fall.along with him.

Sudden horror clouded on my face as i realised what i did. My hands tremble in fear. I was shocked in that state my body was working in own. My eyes meet with Taehyung furious one. Glaring at me.

"Fu*king a**hole" he growled before grabbing my collar. 

"How Dare you to pushed me" his view was terrifying. Shooking me inside out. Reaching his fist high up in the sky until it land on my face. After that everything seems blurred.

Gaining consciousness i found myself at the end of a small cafe road near our school. I try to move myself but soon whimpers escape from my mouth. My limbs were numb. Several Bruises were on my stomach. Somehow i drag my lumpy body and laid my back in wall. Just small things make me suffer so this. 

Why all this happened to me......

Why I'm so weak....

Why I'm that fragile.....

Why can't i just be like other. Fearless confident. Able to save myself.....and my close one......

Just why..........

Flashback ends

His face dropped down as he remember that painful night after they left him their. He sighed as he open his book and started to write his project. Being a introvert he never have that courage to share his thoughts with other and on the second hand being judged by other is another pain for him. He don't want anyone to look at him with questionable eyes. his fear his still trapped im his mind.

Yoonah POV

You don't feel your appetite anymore. How can you after get ignored by your only friend. You don't think that you can swallow anything to you throat you turn your back from the cafeteria gate. Hanging your head low you decided to have some fresh air as you came out to school garden sat besides a tree on the grass bed. Hugging your knees tightly you rest your head comfortably on it.

Huffing out you close your eyes and try to listen your breath. You want to clam down. Whatever thing is bothering you. You just want to throw it out. Because it's just giving pain nothing else.

What is even my fault.......

I'm just here to help him....

And if he continues to push me away then how i will do my work......

You think, too tired of all of this so you just take a moment to have a deep breath the whirlpool of thought that going in your small mind is not go for your assignment. Soon you hear some footsteps as you uninterestedly look up but confused to see a unknown face.

"Hey" she beems cutely while waving at you. On the other hand you pressure more on your little brain try to think whether you have any conversation with her or not.

"Don't worry we didn't meet at all" she laughed, as if she hear your dilemma. You chuckled awkwardly scratching your head.

"Hii" mumbling slowly you see her taking seat next to you. You can also see her having a small lunch box pressed near her chest.

"Hello I'm lisa" she introduced herself her cute giggles makes you remind of your bickering fairy that you love bottom of your heart.

"Hi lisa I'm yoonah" you informed her suddenly interested in conversation with the bubbly girl.

"Can i ask you why are you here.....i mean alone?" She hesitated a bit as you see she was being careful with her talk. Suddenly your face glow drops as the smile dried away. Lisa immediately sunken into guilt as she place her hand on your arm.

"I'm sorry if i say anything wrong" she apologize to even its not her fault you can clearly sence horror in her. You awwed in her cuteness and childish.

"No it's not like that....it just...." Your lips slowly pressed in tight line. Not knowing how to explain all the things to her. You can't even tell your assignment to any human not even your client.

"Ohh i get it...." She said as your head snapped at her in bulit speed. You were really impressed with her by now.

"You are a transfer student. Coping up with new school and new life is difficult and without your friends you feel alone." She says as she was a good teacher try to teach her little students.

You chuckled well it wasn't all wrong. Infact the whole feeling dull was because you are feeling alone. No one is with you not even your client which is ignoring you for unknown reasons. You nods as she clapped her hand being right.

"Now you don't have to feel like that. I'm here and not only me my friend will like you too. Come on get up. Let's meet my friends" she says in a rapping style as she quickly stands up before pulling you with her. Leaving no place for you to say no.

Enjoy and take care of yourself ❤️

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