10:39pm

Ken: Hey.

10:59pm

Kasamatsu: Eah.

Kasamatsu: I'm glad you didn't block this account.

11:01pm

Ken: How are you?

Kasamatsu: I guess I'm fine, I'm already used to the pain of not having you near me.

Seen 11:02pm

Kasamatsu: How about you?

Ken: I'm good.

Kasamatsu: And Kise?

Ken: We're okay.

11:15pm

Kasamatsu: Why, Eah? Why did you disappear and block me out of your life?

Kasamatsu: Years! I've been longing for years! Hurting for years! Crying for years!

Kasamatsu: For the pair of gentle eyes I badly wanted to gaze at me with love again!

Seen 11:17pm

Ken: I'm sorry..

Kasamatsu: Why didn't you come? I waited at the park for hours.

Ken: Yuki, don't you understand? We were just 15 then. How would we survive if we did run away?

Kasamatsu: You didn't love me enough!

11:20pm

Ken: No. I loved you that much to choose to do what's right no matter how much it hurts!

Seen 11:21pm

Ken: It was hard for me too, but I had to do it for you and for my family. I couldn't bear seeing them suffer, and I couldn't bear seeing you destroy your life because of me.

Kasamatsu: But didn't you ever see? YOU WERE MY LIFE!

Kasamatsu: I was willing to give up everything for you! Just to hold your hand, I was willing to go against my family! Then you'd leave? Just like that without even telling me? Did you even think how much it would hurt me? Fuck! I wanted to die!

Seen 11:23pm

Kasamatsu: Then after three years I'd find you then think it's going to be okay. And then what? I'd know that you are already commited to another guy? What is that, Eah? That's bullshit!

Seen 11:27pm

Kasamatsu: Stop crying.

Ken: I'm not.

Kasamatsu: I know you are. I can feel it.

Seen 11:29pm

Kasamatsu: I'm so sorry. Just stop crying, please..

11:35pm

Ken: I'm sorry, Yuki. I'm sorry if I wasn't strong enough to fight for you. I'm sorry for hurting you and for standing you up that night. I did it because I knew that if I were to see you, I'd lose my strength and forget about what's right. I probably would've gone with you and ran away somewhere far from everything because goddammit I wanted to be with you.

Seen 11:36pm

Ken: What we wanted to happen was wrong, only bad things awaited us if we did push ourselves into that path. I knew what I did is right and I know you know that too. Because look at you now, you grew up to be just the man I wanted you to be.

Seen 11:38pm

Kasamatsu: Eah, you are the best thing that ever happened to me. I'm sorry if I couldn't protect you.

Kasamatsu: It was all my fault.

11:42pm

Kasamatsu: I couldn't protect you from my parents. I couldn't stop them from hurting you and your family. If only I was strong enough, you wouldn't have had to suffer so much pain.

Kasamatsu: I'm sorry if I was so weak, Eah. That's why I thought running away together was the best option. I could finally protect you from my parents and we'd be together somewhere far from them.

Kasamatsu: I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't stand losing you. I was willing to endure anything just to have you near me.

Seen 11:40pm

Kasamatsu: I'm sorry.

Ken: You don't have to apologize, it's not your fault.

Kasamatsu: It's my fault because I didn't tell you first thing I was betrothed to a girl I didn't even like. I was just scared that maybe you wouldn't accept me if I tell you the truth.

Seen 11:42pm

Kasamatsu: Because of me, you had to suffer so much pain.

11:45pm

Ken: I knew you loved me, and it was enough.

Kasamatsu: And I still love you so much. I never stopped.

Seen 11:46pm

Ken: I'm sorry, Yuki..

Kasamatsu: You don't love me anymore.

Ken: I'm so sorry.

Kasamatsu: Because of Kise?

11:49pm

Ken: He made me happy again and before I knew it, I've already fallen for him.

Kasamatsu: How much do you love him?

Shinomiya Ken is typing..

Ken: Even more than how I loved you before.

Seen 11:51pm

Kasamatsu: :')

Ken: Yuki..

Kasamatsu: Don't worry, I'm fine.

Ken: You're crying.

Seen 11:54pm

Ken: I can feel it.

Seen 11:55pm

Ken: I'm not worthy of your tears. Please stop.

Ken: Please, Yuki..

Seen 11:59pm

Ken: BAKAMATSU!

Kasamatsu Yukio is typing..

Kasamatsu: Hahaha.

Ken: Shit!

Kasamatsu: Still feisty, I see. Kise hasn't tamed you.

Ken: He loves me the way I am.

Seen 12:02pm

Kasamatsu: Honestly, I'm happy that you're happy.

Ken: Thank you :)

Kasamatsu: I trust Kise, he's like a brother to me and I know he's a good guy. He won't hurt you.

Ken: Yes, he is :)

Kasamatsu: So I'm going to wish you both happiness.

Seen 12:06am

Ken: Thank you so much, Yuki. Ryouta would be happy to hear that.

12:07am

Kasamatsu: I'd kick his ass if he hurt you!

Ken: So you're the senpai he fears! LOL. Don't worry, he wouldn't.

Seen 12:09am

Kasamatsu: Good night, Eah.

Ken: Good night, Yuki :)

Kasamatsu: Can I say it one last time? Before I start moving on.

Shinomiya Ken is typing..

Ken: Okay.

12:10am

Kasamatsu: I love you..

Seen 12:10am

Kasamatsu: But I know you're not mine to keep anymore.

Seen 12:11am

Kasamatsu: Goodbye, Eah :)

Seen 12:12am

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