*Xavier p.o.v*

Ugh......

The fuck.....

I groan rubbing my eyes trying to wake up....Geez...I couldn't sleep last night. I spent the whole night researching on Alexithymia disorder.

But even though a part of me is says she has this disorder yet I'm not so sure....

I can't jump into conclusion without knowing anything, can I? I have to find out the truth...

I brush my teeth, do my business and take a bath...

After breakfast I head towards my car trying not to get late... As I reach the car...I find...

What the FUCK?....you gotta be kidding me... Who on the world did this?

I found my car glass smashed, scratches everywhere, my fine leather seats torn....and paints spread everywhere...

As I go closer, I find something written at the front of the car..

STAY AWAY FROM WHAT IS MINE.....

What does it mean? Who would do this? And why? And what does he mean by 'mine'.

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*Jade's p.o.v*

Geezz...

Damn you Xavier....

I barely slept last night like you can see the kiss kept me up the whole god damn night...

Why would he kiss me? That ass...

But I can't even lie that I gave in, and not only did I give in I enjoyed it too...

Shit how can I? No, no, no, no, no.....

That ass. I don't know what is he doing to me. Ever since I met him, ever since I fucking met him he started to make me feel things I don't want to. I feel warmth in my frozen world. I hate it. I hate it. The cold makes me feel numb, and I like it cause I know it is temporary, and soon the warmth will disappear and it will get cold again. And again it will hurt till I become numb again.

But this time I won't let that happen...I won't let him in. Not now, not ever. Even if I have to pretend like nothing ever happened.

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I walk towards the kitchen for breakfast where Alex was preparing breakfast.

"Good morning sleepyhead." Alex mocked.

"Morning." I huffed.

"What happened you look tired?"

"Yeah. Couldn't sleep last night." I replied yawn.

Fuck you Xavier, it's all your fault....I thought grinning my teeth.

"Why? Again nightmares. Don't tell me you are not taking you medicines. Jay, sweetie you know you have to take them in regular basis. It's not good for you health. You know-" I cut him off.

".....'that you will get panic attacks, nightmares, and go crazy, then we will have to go to the hospital to fix you'.....yada, yada, yada." I finish his line. "I know and I'm taking medicines on time. And I didn't have any nightmares." I replied.

"Then what kept you up?" He looked confused.

"Nope. I was just thinking."

"Like?" He tilted his head.

"Umm...you see...aahh..forget it lets get strength to the point. How does first kiss feel like?" I bluntly asked.

He looked at me with amusement, shock, and whatever fucking emotions you say....then he then burst in a series of laughter.

"You know what? Never mind." I said annoyingly grabbed my bag and trying to leave.

"Okay, okay, sorry sorry.... I was just..." he tried to say between his series of laughter.

I frowned. "I said never mind."

"Okay, okay, don't I will, I will." He stops me clenching his lips trying to 'control' himself.

I rolled my eyes.

"But first question. What made you ask a question like this?" He tilted his head in confusion.

"No....I j-just...just wanted to know..." I stuttered.

"I don't exactly why are you asking such a question. But I am happy you are trying to understand emotions. You are trying to know feelings work." He paused.

I didn't reply.

Yeah I know it's awkward talking with you brother about such things but he was the only person I had. I wouldn't say I didn't have the mother by my side but she left me and Alex alone. So I never had someone to do 'the talk'. He was there to do so. You see he is like a second mother to me.

"Well..umm...where do I start?....well you see it's complicated....you see kiss varies from person to person. It feels different when it's with the person you love, different with the person you like, or you are just fooling around, or simply just some random person. Yeah it differs."

"How?" I asked.

Damn he makes it sound more complicated... ugh...

"You see when it is with someone special, the moment is special. It's like the world seemed to stop, it's like it's just you and that special person. It feels like joy in your dull world, rain in the droughts, light to your darkness. It's like you wanna loose yourself in their embrace. Their touch makes you feel complete. But in case of others not so amazing. Well these feelings are something you cannot describe in words. And my little sister will find her love she will understand." He cooed as he said the last sentence.

No, no, no, no....it can't be happening...these were the exact feelings I felt with Xavier. Same, ditto.....oh god...could it be I feel something for Xavier....

No. I don't. I feel nothing. I can't feel anything. Nothing. This world was and will always remain cold.

No it must just be my imagination...yeah that's right just imagination...

"So now tell me little sis, did she already find someone.." he raised his eyebrows with a tiny smirk.

"Says who? The one who failed to give me niece and nephew. Like seriously do you wanna spend you life like Ms. Lee who never got married and is living with 20 cats now at the age of 70...." I mocked him.

"Yeah. Yeah whatever. You see I'm just waiting for Ms. Soulmate. Like you see she hasn't arrived yet in my life. And besides the fruit of patients is sweet." He tried justifying.

"Yeah right."

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After school....

I check the mailbox before entering the house. Well one of my regular routine. But things haven't been the same for the past couple of days cause every time I open it I either find a letter or a parsel in there. The worst part is it that they are always for me from an anonymous person.

I didn't say Alex or anyone about it. You see I thought it was some sort of prank. But it gets worse everyday. Yet I didn't want to bother anyone about it. Alex works day and night to provide us. Even at home he does all the household things not letting me touch a shit. And I didn't even wanna bother Anna or Xavier. So I kept it to myself.

Well honestly that anonymous guy is crazy I really think he needs help. He needs a psychologist.

Yeah like you....my stupid ass brain argued with me.

I mentally rolled my eyes.

Usually he writes some weird all letters saying I belong to him and how much he loves me. At times the letters are written with blood. And at the end of the letter he always makes sure to write 'YOU ARE MINE'. The parsel some times contains items like either a necklace, rings and sometimes things I don't even wanna talk about...

I could feel my hands hesitating from opening it yet I took the courage and opened it.

This time there was an envelope, it was little thick. I checked to find it was for me (obviously).

I found a letter...

'Oh! My dear, dear princess. You know how much I LOVE YOU right? So don't you dare again look at someone except for me. Cause sweetie heart next time I wouldn't go easy on you....

Your loving SOULMATE....'

But the next thing I see blew my mind off. It's like the earth just shattered underneath my feet.

They were pictures...

Pictures from last night...

Pictures of Xavier and I kissing...

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Hey my lovelies....

Ssoooooo

Whatsupp whatsupp....

Omg! Who do you think did this? And who would take pictures of them?

Now who is the person doing something like this?

First, Xavier's car

Second, those weird letters and parsels that Jade receives all the time.

Third, now the pictures...

What is going on?...

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