*Xavier's p.o.v.*

It's been a week, a week since the whole cheating incident happened. And I have been receiving nonstop texts and calls from James and Sasha.

Well it's not like I have a grudge against them or something but I wasn't really ready to talk to them about this. So I kind of tried avoiding them. It's not like I'm depressed about that shit but I just am not ready for it.

I hope that made sense.....oh! Come on understand the drill....

Anyways, somehow after the whole pain in the ass situation Angel and I for some weird or should I say amazing reasons became more close than before. And that kind of gave me the courage to go and talk to them.

I know it's weird that I have to gather courage to talk to them when it should be them doing so. But come on the whole shit is gonna be very awkward. I mean my ex girlfriend and my ex best friend (maybe ex best friend after the incident) are gonna talk about why these two trunkless elephants cheated on me.

Sigh......

So here I stand infront of Starbucks taking a deep breath and preparing myself for 'the talk'. Well they must be waiting for me inside.

I walked in as my eyes enquired the whole place and landed on the small table at the corner where I found James and Sasha seated.
Their face showed sadness, tension, and probably mentally preparing themselves about what to say and how to say.

I walk towards the table and seemed like they didn't notice me till I reached and grabbed the empty chair as I dragged it to sit.

They first look surprised and then they looked at each other and nodded.

Well I would care less. I mean I'm here for an explanation nothing else. So who gives a fuck what they have so say and what not.

I don't expect anything from Sasha but I actually felt that James better come up with an explanation cause he really was a brother to me and I hated it.

"H-Hi." Sasha stuttered.

"Hey man!" James too tried to keep it cool with and awkward smile.

Well I didn't reply and just gave a cold shoulder.

The was a awkward silence. But I could see both of them talking to each other through their expressions, I guess too scared to utter any word.

It was indeed awkward....

So I decided to break the silence. "So what am I called here for?" I gave a glare.

"Umm...ahh...actually w-we wanted to t-talk about what happened that day." James voice really seemed to tremble.

Sasha nodded trying her best to smile.

"Look I know what you saw was totally not worth seeing. I mean I know I should have told you before but couldn't. I'm so sorry. I really am. Where do I start from?" James said.

"Beginning. The very beginning." I said with a cold voice.

They both looked at each other and nodded.

James took a deep breath and started, "It all started from a party. Alexia's birthday party. We both were totally drunk and we really didn't realize how, what, when, where but we both ended up....sleeping with each other. After that we decided we will forget all about it and move on. Never mention or think about that night. But later we really don't know how we couldn't resist each other and things went out of hand....you know the rest...." Guilt, sadness, pain was totally visible from his voice.

I only nodded pretending to understand or maybe I am understanding cause it's not like I never ended up with a girl next to me in the bed after an amazing party.

"Look Ba-Xavier. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I know I shouldn't have done this but I am sorry." Sasha finally spoke with a broken voice.

I turn towards her. "So you slept with him while you were still sleeping with me?" I asked coldly.

"Please listen-"

"Yes or No." I cut her off.

She nodded and whispered 'yes'.

I took a deep breath and sat there quietly not knowing what to do or say.

"Sorry man. We are really sorry. I'm not asking expecting for forgiveness but just want you to understand this cause it would be hard for me too if I were you. But I swear I never meant it. Please." James pleaded.

I sighed,"Fine. I guess I really don't have a choice. You are forgiven." I smiled.

They both snapped, staring at each and then me still in a shock as their brain still trying to register what I said.

"W-What? Are you seriously?" James looked completely shocked.

Sasha too gave me a questionable look.

"I am seriously." I told in a serious tone.

They both smiled brightly like a five year old kid smiles when he gets a chocolate.

"And besides I am not mad because I finally realized my feelings towards Sasha." I smiled at her.

"Feelings?" She gave a confused look.

"Yeah! I'm sorry Sasha. Even though we were together I really didn't have feelings for you. Maybe I liked you but the like wasn't too strong to stay or turn into love. It's something that I finally realized." It felt as though a burden was taken off my shoulder.

She just nodded understandingly.

"Well to be honest Danny and I already knew about it. And no offense but you were too naive to understand that." James exclaimed.

"First, I am not naive.
Second, I was just confused.
Third, the only thing I needed was someone to help me realize it." I glared at James for trying to mock me.

"And who is the great personality that made you realize it?" James narrowed his eyes

"Angel...." I smiled stupidly without realizing.

"You are blushing." James burst into series of laughter.

"What? No I am not."

"Yes you are bro...."

"Fuck you!"

"Sorry man only interested in woman." James waved is hands in the air.

"Geez.." I send his series of death glares.

James slowly stopped laughing and leaned against the table with an amused look. "You really are in love with her aren't you?"

"W-What?" I stuttered.

"Then say it. Say  that you don't love her. Say you don't care about her. Say she doesn't matter to you. Say that you are not all possessive over her. Say it."

"No that's not true. I do care about. She is like one of the best things that ever happened to me. She means a lot to me. And....yeah...I become a little possessive at times. I mean yeah I like her. I really really like her." I shrugged trying to explain. (Keyword: trying).

"Really? Only like?" James raised his one eyebrow with an evil smirk.

I stayed quiet for a while. Something was confusing, something wasn't right. Something felt empty, unrealized. As if the word like just wasn't enough to describe these feelings.

What are these feelings?

I shook my head shoving these thoughts aside. "I really feel a strong pull towards her and that's all I can say for now." Yes that's right, maybe I'm not really very certain about this pull yet confident that I do have something for her that I never had for anyone.

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Home.....

Right now I was in the middle of preparing a bit for myself and enjoy my party with my loneliness. Anna was again out with Danny.

That ass wipe is more closer to my sister than I.....

James, Sasha and I have cleared things out between us. And everything is complete fine and yeah I am single.

Yyyyyaaaaaasssss....

Now watch me wip....watch me na na na....

Damn! I have never been so happy. I don't know why.....maybe because I really do have a chance to be with Angel...

Angel.....

I can't wait to tell her what happened today with Sasha and James..

Ding Dong! Ding Dong!

I rushed to open the door. It was Angel who stood there in a skinny tight tone jeans, with a loss t-shirt.

She didn't wear something that people would call hot but....

Damn! Just can't take my eyes off her....

It's like I there is no one more prettier than her on earth.

Without realizing I kept staring at her.

She snapped her fingers infront me. "Good morning. By the way, am I allowed in?" She asked sarcastically. (FYI: It's 7:00 pm).

I jerk my head trying to get myself together. "Yeah.....that's right....sorry my bad...sure come in." I blabbered like an idiot.

Letting her in as I served her the snack I just prepared. I told her everything that happened.

"That's good. I am glad." She nodded emotionlessly.

If it were me back then I would have thought she didn't give a fuck but now I have learned to read her emotions not through her face but her eyes. I could see really meant what she said.

I couldn't help it but I just did what I felt right. I pulled her to a deep and long hug. I don't know why I did it but I felt like it. It's like I needed it.

She tensed but eventually relaxed. I inhaled her intoxicating smell. It felt like every single fiber in my body has awoken.

I don't know how long we have been like this but surely for a while now. I slowly pull away as I we made an eye contact.

"Umm....do you wanna watch a movie or something or maybe a series?" I asked.

"Maybe." She shrugged.

"Which one?"

"How about a series?"

"Cool. What would you like?" I asked.

"How about 13 reasons why?"

"You like it?"

"Nope. More like love it." She said.

"Okay come on. Lets have some 'Netflix and chill'..." I chuckled.

We walked inside as we made our way in she suddenly stopped in the living room.

I gave a confused look.

"Why did you suddenly stop?" I narrowed my eyes giving a confused look.

"Well aren't we watching here in the living room?" She waved her hands and said in a duh tone.

"We were supposed to watch in my room." I pointed upstairs (basically where my room was).

"I thought you didn't like anyone entering your room, especially 'random' girls." She raised her left eyebrow.

"Well you are not some 'random' girl. You are different, special. And aren't we friends?" I tried not to be very obvious about my feelings.

"Fine." She replied.

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(Part 2: I love you)....