*Xavier's p.o.v.*

I couldn't express how excited I was today. I wasn't able to sleep last night...

Yes, today is Friday and I will finally be able to spend some quality time with Angel. And yes I have everything planned. It's 8:00 am now, and my classes begin by 8:30am so I have enough time and besides I have only three lectures today so then I will be free the whole day, which gives me enough and more time to prepare for the date.

I have already informed Angel to be ready by 5:00pm.

I just hope she likes it....

~

I rushed downstairs as you can see I have to give Anna a ride though she had her own yet I insisted on dropping her. I hope I can see Angel this morning....

"Yo. Big brother. What's up?..." Anna greeted dramatically.

"Good morning to you too.."

"So excited for the date?" Anna giggled clapping her hands like a 3 year old baby.

"Yeah." I grin. "I just hope she likes it." I say crossing my fingers.

"Aww...my big brother is nervous?" She paused laughing and started again. "Like Xavier Ivanshove is nervous? The guy who can get any girl to bed is nervous? Like seriously...*laugh*....I still remember how girls used to cry for you attention but you never gave a fuck. I mean look at this, every girl from both high school and college wants you, your attention yet you don't care, but the girl whose attention you want doesn't give two fucks about you..." This made her laugh harder making me frown.

Okay fine I get it. I was a player. I am used to seeing girls opening their legs for me faster that Taylor Swift moving to her next boyfriend. Yes I had so many one night stands that I forgot the count. Yes I used to just fuck around like a man whore. I was never bothered. And don't remember how many hearts I broke. But now the reality hurts.

I broke those girls hurt and now my Angel is breaking my heart...

Karma is a bitch....

*Jade's p.o.v.*

I look at the person standing infront of the mirror as I felt question marks floating around my head. I look at the very person who used to be cold and emotionless. The person who refused to feel anything 2 months ago. The one person who survived not lived. The girl who used to be living corpse, the girl who only lived for her family, her brother. The girl who loved being numb, who loved being isolated, the one who let's herself being consumed by the darkness. The one who swear not to let anyone in, yet she is standing here not only she let people in but also is slowly feeling emotions she never wants to feel.

Never have I ever wanted to dress for anyone. To me clothes were like pieces of fabric to cover my body, yet I spent hours last night searching for the perfect dress for today's date. Don't ask me why because I don't have the answer either...

Why...? Why am I feeling? I shouldn't be feeling anything? I just shouldn't care...yet I care...yet I have people who messed up my feelings by giving me the warmth of love...

I hate it....

I can't honestly understand as though how and why Xavier became so important in my life but he just did. I hated the fact that he had so much of an effect on me. A part of me hates him for making me feel so weak infront of him. So vulnerable that it is hard to hide the scars on my heart from him. It's like he can see through me, I hate it, yet my heart is too greedy to still crave for him. It's like the heart that was numb for years has started to feel again.

Not wanting to think anymore about it I push away my thoughts and leave for school as I don't want to get late and stay for detention missing my date-Wait! What? Why am I so concerned about the date?

Ugh....FML!!

I run down the empty house as you can see Alex already left for his business trip to Germany by 6. And I am home alone for 3 days. Yay! Me...

Without focusing on anything else I jumped in the car and drove myself to school. Well yes I can drive and no I am not allowed to drive because my amazing brother thinks it is dangerous for me. Though it would be lie if I told you I never sneak out at night with his car. And Alex being Alex, he is even paranoid from a normal glass of water. According to his 'imagination' the world is full of danger.

Ugh....

The day went in a blur. It would be a lie if I said I didn't wanna murder anyone because I really did. Yes...it was that boring.

I sometimes wonder why do I even have to attend classes when I know everything they are teaching here.

Oh! Yeah! Alex. How can I ever forget?

Alex wants me to leave a "normal" life like others in my age. I should have fun in my life. I should live it to the fullest. I should do everything a normal teen like me does. It's not like I am complaining about him caring for me.

I totally agree if he wants to provide me a like that he never had. If wanted me to live the moments he missed in his life.

I still remember, he never really had a normal teen life. Back then we always suffered financially. So he not only had to attend school but also spend his free time on different part time jobs. No matter how hard I try I don't think I can ever forget the sacrifices he did for me. For us.

Now I was in the cafeteria with Anna who won't stop blabbering about Alex, that how amazing brother he is....How she impressed by my brother's hard work...and yada yada and yada.

Well I am not dumb not to understand that she has feelings for him. But until she says it herself I won't come up with a conclusion. Besides it's for the best if no one knows about it, because you see I really don't think Alex sees her anything more than his sister's best friend, more like a sister.

If she thinks I don't know that she and Alex are pretty much in a good term. They text each other all the time, actually she texts him.

This is for sure that's if Alex had anything for her he wouldn't act normal while texting her.

Anyways back to reality. Honestly the food here aren't that bad. But you see there are some people who are just too much of an asshole to ruin the taste.

Any guesses?

Yes that's right.

Brian.

"Hey! Babe. Missed me?" He smirked sitting next to me.

"Hey Brian! Oh! yeah! That's right. Trust me no one missed you. And definitely not Jadey." Anna interrupted as she rolled her eyes.

"Oh! Shut up loser. Don't come in between me and my girlfriend."

"Girlfriend? In your dreams dude. And guess what you're girlfriend is going on a date with my brother tonight." Anna said in a bitchy tone.

Well you must be wondering what I was doing? Well I was just too busy in my pizza. So I didn't feel like throwing a comment on him.

He stares at me with surprise. But how many fucks do I give, none.

"Are you cheating on me?" He almost yelled.

"You aren't my boyfriend." I said not even bothered to show any emotion in my words.

I mean dude what is his problem? It's my life my thing to deal with. It's not his business.

"Not yet baby. But very soon." With that being said he dash out of the cafeteria.

Avoiding the stares I focus back to my food. After lunch we had Literature. I open my locker to grab my books and that's when I find a note. I look around to see who gave it but couldn't find anyone. Giving my surroundings a last check I glanced in the paper.

My Dear dear love...

Did you really think that you could go on a date with him and I wouldn't mind. Aww baby you are so naive. What on the earth does it takes for you to understand that I love you, huh? Are you dumb? Cause babe you better not go, if you do then you will be responsible for your action not me..... YOU ARE MINE..

Your loving SOULMATE...

I sighed. Another letter. This is getting creepy and annoying. What do I do? Never mind what can he do anyway!

I crush the paper throwing it in the nearest bin and head for my class.

~

I reached home by 2:20 pm and Xavier already informed me to be ready by 5 so I have plenty of time.

I decided to take a nap first then do my regular dress up headache after.

I let myself fall flat on the stomach and let the darkness take over me.

~

I groan as I try to wake up but still couldn't open my eyes. It felt as if someone just pored super glue on my eye lids. Yet I push myself from the bed with all the power I had. Currently I was have second thoughts about the date, that much tired I was.

I check the time it was 4 which means I had plenty of time.

So why not relax for a while and the take a shower.

That's when I heard a knock on the door. I rushed downstairs to check who it was. I opened the door to find no one. Which was weird.

Probably the neighborhood kids.....

I step back to close the doo that's when I noticed a small envelope. I examine it searching for address or something. But couldn't find any.

That's when my heart skipped a beat. It could be from that creepy stalker.

I hesitant to open it but still did...

Tsk...tsk...tsk...babe you don't listen to me do you? Anyways remember... you asked for it..

YOU ARE MINE....

Your loving SOULMATE...

I was shaking but not with fear but anger.
Cause whoever it is. He is going to pay for this. Like how dare he do something like that.

I tear the paper into bits and throw it in the trash can.

I head upstaires to take a good bath before I got dressed...

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