Ever heard of depression?
Ever heard of being broken?
Ever heard of hating yourself so much you wish you would just die?

Ever heard of being lonely?
Ever heard of pretending your favorite characters are real and right beside you due to being alone for so long?
Ever heard of needing a shoulder to cry on but don't have one?

Ever heard of getting to the edge of loosing your sanity?
Ever heard of having suicidal thoughts?
Ever heard of whispering to yourself in hope someone will immediately understand?

Ever heard of crying being a form of torture?
Ever heard of wanting to disappear without a trace?
Ever heard of faking a smile and/or positive attitude?

Ever heard of being trapped no matter where you are?
Ever heard of someone who just wants people to understand?
Ever heard of wanting people to notice you just to feel accepted and secure?

Ever heard of forcing yourself to not mess up?
Ever heard of trying not to cry?
Ever heard of holding back a scream of pain?

Ever heard of bottling up your emotions?
Ever heard of not being understood by your parents?
Ever heard of your parents calling you someone who's not normal?

Ever heard of wanting to be heard?
Ever heard of trying to set yourself free from pain?
Ever heard of feeling like the whole world is against you?

Ever heard of wanting to change the past?
Ever heard of wanting positive attention because all you get is negative?
Ever heard of wanting to feel love?

Ever heard of being insecure?
Ever heard of feeling left out?
Ever heard of not being able to express your feelings completely no matter how hard you try?

Ever heard of someone who just wants happiness?

I have.......the feelings aren't fun........

Neither is anything.....neither is myself.....

Kill me now...