This was actually something I started on last night and finished a few hours ago. The mini comic from school was basically an alternate version of this

Basically the issue with Cruzmas was brought back up again somehow, and he made a video that actually hurt my feelings, but I'm not sure if he knows that it hurt my feelings. I get it, he doesn't give a fuck about me, that's all I really need to know now.

He doesn't care at all about me, doesn't show remorse for making me feel awful back when that argument happened, thinks I'm faking my depression for attention, and overall just a person that wouldn't even show a single hint of remorse if he were to be the reason I used my noose

Honestly there's nothing I can do at this point, and as much as I really want him to understand, I know he won't be able to.

So yeah, I miss him as a friend and still care about him despite him not missing or even giving a single fuck about me, still would accept him back as a friend if I ever got the offer to be his friend again, and it's funny how he used to care so much about me when we first became friends

Sorry, this is going on longer than I want it to and I'm over here sounding like a broken record and a idiotic crybaby. I'll just go now...