I don't know what to write.
There's so much emotion
its hard to glide.

Looking at the past,
I'm crying.
The tears
I dread to call as mine.

Why love is so difficult
I am not able to find.

My heart is cold
maybe it's a sign.
A warning
to my stupid life.

I want to tame
my reckless mind.
Who keeps hovering over the past which I have left behind.

Every night I tell myself
have patience,
everything will work this time.
Do I not deserve to smile??

It kills me to look back at time.
And regret the things
I did wrong & he did right.

Now it doesn't matter
who was right.
The thing is
we couldn't make it worth a fight.

We left without bidding
our final goodbyes.
As if it's a good omen
to meet sometime again
maybe next life..

But I'm sorry,
I don't believe in afterlife.
I wish you luck
but our paths can never entwine.