When Yoongi returned to the apartment he saw Jin on the balcony and he walked over to him.

"Hey Jin, the air is so cold, you can get sick if you are outside"

"Yoongi, is there really no chance for me?" Jin turned to Yoongi beside him.

"Are you willing to give up so soon?"

"If I survive, I just live this marriage with disappointment every day, in marriage we should walk together but in my marriage only my feet step, we have different goals, I just want him to be happy Yoongi, I can't stop loving him but I can makes him happy by doing what he wants"

"What do you mean?"

"If he wants to divorce me, I can do that"

"Jin, don't do that, everything you do will be in vain"

"I didn't do anything Yoongi, I never did anything for him, he just keeps being mean by my presence, I don't want him to be like that, if it's not me who can make him fall in love, I'm sure there will be someone out there who can make him feel that "

"He already feels it for you Jin, he just doesn't want to admit it, trust me"

"No Yoongi, I don't want to hope for anything from him, it hurts so much, I never knew what he meant to me and it annoyed me, because I always looked like an idiot who believed he would change even though he never intended to change, thank you you've helped me, I'm going back to my apartment."

"Jungkook's apartment?"

"No, my apartment"

After that Jin went to his apartment, no one knows where Jin's apartment is, that's because Jin never invites anyone there. Even Jimin had thought that Jin only lived with his parents.

When he got to his apartment he just lay on the bed.

"Fortunately he doesn't have my phone number, I don't have to expect him to call me and look for me, because that will never happen"

Jin muttered and closed his eyes, he wanted to forget today. The day he got his husband's first kiss and the day he realized that letting go of his husband was far better than keeping him.

The next day

Jin didn't come into the office that day, nor did he pick up Jimin and Yoongi's phone. Jin is still relaxing in his apartment, he feels his mind is not calm and doesn't want to talk to anyone. There are so many messages on the phone.

FROM JIMIN:
Where are you? why don't you pick up my phone? your husband came to the office looking for you, call me immediately

FROM YOONGI:
Jin, are you all right? Jungkook keeps calling me, he wants to meet you, please tell me where are you now?

FROM UNKNOWN NUMBER:
Jin it's me Jungkook, call me if you read my message, it's important

Those were the three most recent messages that came to Jin's phone. But no one answered by Jin, all talking about Jungkook, but he had no reason to see Jungkook again.

The time shows 9 pm and incoming messages are still enlivening Jin's phone, the ringing of the phone does not stop until night. Jin stood on his balcony looking at the night view and his phone started ringing again, he saw it was from an unknown number, he took a deep breath before picking it up.

"Hello-"

"Why didn't you pick up my phone?"

"What is it?"

"Where are you now?"

"In my apartment"

"Where?"

"At some place"

"Jin I'm not kidding, tell me where I'm going"

"I'm not even kidding"

"We have to talk, it's about our marriage"

"I want us to get a divorce" Tears flowed down Jin's cheeks at that time, he didn't want it, he didn't want to say that word. His heart ached when he had to say it.

"We have to talk Jin"

"There's nothing we need to talk about Jungkook, your words are clear enough for me"

"No, we really need to talk, please tell me where are you? I will be there"

"I don't want to meet you"

"Jin.. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm selfish and stubborn, I'm a coward Jin, please let me talk to you directly"

"Why? why Jungkook? you hurt me"

"I know, I'm sorry, please Jin"

"You didn't give me a chance, so why would I give you a chance?"

"Jin, let me talk to you directly, please."

"You said you want us to divorce, you are waiting for me to ask you to divorce me, I already have a decision and my decision let's divorce"

"No, I don't want us to divorce, I want you to do it Jin, I want you to convince my feelings, I want you to make me fall in love"

"But I can't"

"Yes you can, you can and you have been doing it all along, please Jin"

"Don't make me hope again Jungkook, I've decided to let you go and forget you, I want to give other people a chance, my decision is final, we will divorce"

Jin hung up and blocked Jungkook's number. He just cried on the balcony, he didn't want to be disappointed with the same expectations, he loved Jungkook so much, even hating him was something that couldn't happen but he couldn't go on like this. He's weak if he keeps convincing himself Jungkook will change. He would only continue to destroy himself with empty hopes.