So, yesterday wasn't my best day... Definitely had seen better, despite me returning to school to find not what I feared to happen (Project I forgot about over the 'surprise break' being due). But anyways, here when the depression took hold of me that day.

We were told to write down problems from the wook book since we couldn't take the work book home and do the problems for homework. Well, this idiot you're listening to rant wrote down problems from the wrong work book, so I had to stay in at lunch, the only time besides in the halls that I can talk to my friends and be myself, writing down the right problems. Throughout the entirety of that hell I was singing 'Fuck up' by Shane Dawson under my breathe. When I finally finished and did the small job my teacher asked me to do for her, I went down to the lunch room and sat down at the regular table with my friends (I don't eat school lunches, they sicken me). First thing I said when I got there that, despite meaning a lot to me I think they overlooked, was 'I'm sorry I'm a fuck up.'

So, when I got home I did the right workbook problems and after that listened to 'Wishful Thinking', giving birth to this.

Total time:
About 30 minutes
Actually 34 minutes and 7 seconds

Song(s):
Wishful Thinking | Somersault Sunday
Fuck Up | Shane Dawson

I woke up on the wrong side of my floor
My clothes still smell like the night before
Where am I?
Why am I talking to myself? (Self)
I'm like a fat-kid running through a candy store
Like an nympho surrounded by a bunch of whores
Why can't I just get control over myself? (Self)

I'm not trying to be a saint
I don't wanna be president someday
I'm just trying to make my way
Yeah

I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
It ain't no ones fault but mine
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
So if you fuck up all the time
Let's all sing

Oops my bad
I never said
I'd ever get it right

Da da da da da

My girlfriend told me that she wants a break
And that being with me is what turned her gay
What's with me?
Why does this happen all the time? (Time)
I'm like a blind man walking through a perfume shop
I'm like a black guy switching lanes infront of the cops
Why can't I just get control over myself? (Self)

I'm not trying to be a saint
I don't wanna be president someday
I'm just trying to make my way
Yeah

I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
It ain't no ones fault but mine
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
So if you fuck up all the time
Let's all sing

Oops my bad
I never said
I'd ever get it right

Da da da da da

I'm just a bad luck charm
To blame when things go wrong
Been cursed since I was born
Maybe one day I'll change
For now all I can say
Yeah

I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
It ain't no ones fault but mine
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
I can't do nothing right
I'm sorry I'm a fuck up
Yeah
So if you fuck up all the time
Let's all sing

Oops my bad
I never said
I'd ever get it right

Oops my bad
I never said
I'd ever get it right

Oops my bad
I never said
I'd ever get it right

Da da da da da da

Ah fuck it

I'm gonna go watch YouTube and contemplate my life now. See ya.