Cycling wasn't the only bad part.

She stopped eating literally. Starved herself because of the judging society.
She thought everyone would love her after that,  she will have a life full of love.

Little did she know.. She was letting any love slip away from her own hands and wasn't aware of it in the littlest bit.

She started ignoring her friends, ignoring her self obsessed aunt.

What she did was.

She told her aunt in the morning that she is going to cycle with her friends, so she will come late.

She picked up her cycle and peddled away. She really wasn't aware of where the path was leading to, she just peddled and peddled. *not tired*

*Peddled for six hours*

not tired

*peddled for fourteen hours*

Not tired or hungry

She didn't ate anything. She started developing loath for any item of food.

She hated how the food taste. She started hating every variety of food, even her favorite ones. 

Food was like tasting some unknown poison for her. 

She kept herself away from food in any means.

OK so after 16 hours of cycling, her legs gave up and she rested on a brick wall.

There was someone rushing towards her and pinned her against the wall.

When she recognized the person, she screamed in his face.

"you don't have any right to come near me  menzi just fuck away right now! "

He tried to calm her and clasped her jaw in his hands, filling her with his eyes "you shouldn't be here Nat it's so late.  What are you doing here in such dark? "
He said

"OK. So now stop calling me Nat. You know only my closest of friends are allowed to call me Nat and yeah mind your own business. You don't have any right to be with me after what you did."
She shouted  trying to get out of his hands

"hey.. What's the hell with you. OK. I know I did wrong, I really shouldn't be dragging you to my room, but you were seducing me.  Weren't you?
You looked so cute and I just couldn't get my eyes off you..
He said smiling remembering the moment.

She was totally lost in his eyes shining. Replied "I don't seduce anyone. You should be ashamed and why are you here right now"

"uh I saw you going in your cycle in the morning at 6. Like Natalie what the thing are you doing here from all day.. You will get hurt and would become weak. Please stop cycling. You look tired. And you know what I can feel your bones are kind of getting out."menzi said worrying about her.

She started laughing suddenly, "oh my god,  you are so good at faking but yeah.. Weren't you the one who called me fluffy one day. I am just trying to maintain myself. OK..and being in control."

"this is no way of getting healthy. You are starving yourself.and you know what you are not fat, you are just fluffy. This much cycling is bad for you too.what about the texts I sent you. Why didn't you replied back? "
He gazed her

"so you literally thought I would reply back to your 'happy Valentine's Day'.
Hell no. I wouldn't even in my subconscious mind. You are really stubborn I told you we were best friends and noting more. Your move towards me was scary. You know what could have happened?"
She retorted

"Nat I'm truly sorry,  I love you with all of my heart, and I wanted to confess. I told you that move I'm guilty about that.'sorry' can we be friends again? "
He cried.

She couldn't see her ex bestfriend cry, "OK we can be. But promise me you will not behave weirdly when I'm with my friends and of course wouldn't ask me to have a bike ride with you when I'm literally playing and talking with them.  They make things of that and gossip."
She said pushing him.

He stepped back and her cycle fell and it's chain dislocated. "oh my goodness menzi.  Now you have done another disaster. How would I be able to go home. Fix it right now." she screamed yet again.

Menzi started fixing it and she kept on  eying him and thinking about how caring he is.  But no she told herself,'no nobody loves you Natalie'

As he fixed it she get a hold of her bike and started cycling. Menzi said"i will text you. And please take care and burn this cycle.. OK?"

She ignored him and peddled back to her house where her aunt Lilly was waiting for her. 

"where were you little burden on our soul. Why do you keep on disturbing everyone. You know what's the time?
Your mother called and she was crying for you. You are their only child. You know your mother had some urgent business there with your father. Don't make this hard for them." aunt Lilly talked out all her anger.

Natalie noded and headed to her room.

She didn't wanted to cry so she waited for everyone to sleep so she could do her exercise which give her self harm in this situation and distract her too.

She started exercising and she felt so sleepy that she slept on the carpet on her floor.

It was morning and she again wanted to escape her house.  She could hear some voices outside which were different, so she came out and it were her cousins. 'holy shit' she cussed herself.

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