Im so fucking tired why does this keep happening I don't understand. I don't know if it's me like how could you do this to me I finally started to trust people and here you go and break that. I don't know how much more I can take honestly. I don't know how im still going on in life. I just to everything to fucking stop I'm so so so so tired of everything. HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME I LET MY GAURD DOWN FOR A SECOND. I tried so hard to be patient and i just cant anymore. Why cant I ever be happy? Why cant i ever have good days??