I look in the mirror and I don't recognize myself anymore. I try to starve myself to get skinnier and I don't eat. I try to put a smile on my face and pretend that i'm fine and the sad thing is... It works I guess I just got so good with it. I see a ugly bitch in the mirror. I will never be perfect. I will never be the person I want to be. I will never be good enough. I keep loosing people and I get hurt and then I think I finally found someone that won't hurt me but im always wrong :). I don't recognize myself anymore. It feels like a chore waking up in the morning. I don't know how I can keep going on like this. No one is helping me. Im a broken mirror