Hi everyone!

I'm having conflicted thoughts right now, so I was hoping to see what you all think.

I still have a long story to tell in MDMB (I've even thought of a scene with Anirudh and his daughter when she's getting married 🥺... so you can imagine how far I've planned).

I have enough content planned to easily fill the next 100-150 parts. 

But it's almost been a year since we have started this (well 9.5 months). Many of you have been supporting me. Many have come along and left. Perhaps because of my fast updates, or they couldn't connect. Or even because life got in the way... and they never felt the urge to return. I'm happy... and I'm not complaining because we had a strong, successful and great run.

Soham may have another 20 or so chapters left and even that will finish. Without MDMB there is a good chance that I'll leave Wattpad, since I don't use the app other than to post my updates and reply to you all.

I don't know whether interest is declining or whether my readers are just behind. I feel like even the view count has been decreasing these days along with the stars...and at times even the comments.

So I honestly want to know, what do you think? Should I continue the story?

Because I was also having the thought of ending it in 10-15 more parts.

It'll make me sad because I've also grown attached to the story, and more importantly to you all. But we have also had an incredibly long and successful run! And there is a lot that we can tell but we don't have to tell... MDMB has been going on based on your interest, and now that it seems like things (views, stars, comments) are dropping, maybe it's the ideal time to wrap things up.

This is why I posted this note. I've already heard my thoughts. Now I want to hear your thoughts. 

And if you do want this story to go on... then please press star on the last 2-3 parts at the very least... and drop in comments on the last part if you can. The excited comments can make up for the stars so I post faster. But the stars are still necessary for the longevity. Both in tandem can ensure this story goes on for a longer time for sure... but if both decline then I have no choice but to consider these things.

Because... I have no idea how much you are enjoying the story unless you tell me this. Unfortunately, I can't read your minds. This is why communication and understanding is very very important in all relationships. (Haha here's another lesson for the day).

So if you are enjoying it please communicate it... please express it.

It's why I always tell you I love you very much... because I want you to know that I do. Even if others don't tell you that you are loved, you ARE. I wanted you to feel it from here at least. People don't communicate what they feel... and hence people feel unloved... and have many insecurities and misunderstandings about how people view them. I wanted to change that through MDMB. If I ever saw your picture on Instagram or at times even on Wattpad(although I don't usually use it other than to post updates), and if I told you that you are beautiful... it's because you ARE. I won't just leave that thought in my head. I will tell you. You deserve to know these good things.

So just like that, please don't leave your sweet thoughts in your head... express them to anyone and everyone. They will make me and others happy. ❤️

I love you all very much. ❤️ Please leave your thoughts about this dilemma I'm in about whether to end it or not.

And if you can... share one lesson that MDMB has taught you... it can be from any moment of the journey. 💕 It'll make me happy to see that my words may be impacting your lives in a positive way.

By the way this is the 150th part in this book of MDMB... we have come a long way, truly! And it's all thanks to you! 💝

If we can make it to the next book, it'll be with your blessings and eagerness too. 💕

A decision will be taken soon based on your response... and I'll let you know at least 10 chapters in advance if MDMB is ending. ❤️