OH FUCKING HELL LOOK HOW UGLY, HORRIBLE AND ANY OTHER NEGATIVE WORDS I LOOK I LOOK TERRIBLE

I'm the opposite of pretty, beautiful and everything else positive words. Just the opposite of positive I'm everything negative.

I have anxiety, depression, insomnia, bipolar disorder, panic disorder, DPD disorder and suicidal thoughts.
DPD- Is dependant personality disorder is fear and leads to clinging behaviour when I want to cuddle. When I want to cuddle someone I won't let go I'll cling onto that person in fear and everything else.

And plus I look retarded and ugly as fuck