hi y'all,

as you can see by the title of this chapter its says strugglin' because i'm strugglin' at the moment

i have a counsellor who gonna ring me by phone next Thursday which i hate i prefer to do meetin's over on zoom or somethin' like that

anxiety is terrible
depression sucks
i don't sleep at all
stress levels

feelin' empty inside and i don't know what to feel or how to feel anymore

i guess thats what mental health does to you

i literally feel really self-conscious bout myself a lot of things i don't like bout myself

also i don't share my feelin's to my family or school friends because i can't i just pretend every is ok and that i'm ok

strugglin' with school at the education centre i'm at now

i missed like every mock exam i had because i had 2 weeks off school because of my anxiety and all that shit

so i have to do my mock exams because i missed them for reasons

i don't believe in myself

i struggle with confidence

so yeah enough for now