i'm so fuckin' sorry once again y'all

i'm not improvin'

i swear this is gonna kill me one day

i miss someone special so much, she passed away 1 year ago

the anniversary was on the 17th of this month so a few days ago

i feel really self-conscious bout how i look because i'm really disgustin'

i actually want to die

no one would miss me

depression sucks
anxiety sucks
autism sucks

i think some people would be disappointed in me like for example Johnny, David and Billie Joe

i mean what kind of a fan am i, if i'm slowly losin' my battle with mental issues

i can't just do this anymore

so much stress

i'm so fuckin' sorry once again y'all

i'm a disgustin' fuckin' mess

Emilyanderson19