hello y'all,

i haven't been ok because i recently got out of a nearly 2 year relationship nearly 2 weeks ago and I haven't been fine since because i really loved her

i'm really depressed, i literally wanna die

i've had anxiety attacks recently and literally had one a few minutes ago which thank fuck is over

i'm starting my 1st year of college soon and i'm so fuckin' nervous and anxious

i'm hate how i look because i'm so fuckin' ugly i'm so self-conscious of how i look

i fuckin' don't know what to do anymore

i can't love or look at myself without feelin' sick

i can't sleep because of my insomnia and literally right now its 4:15am and i'm still wide awake

i'm sorry for a fuckin' depressing chapter

i feel so alone