(as you can tell nothing is goin' right, i feel nothing anymore i just don't know what to do anymore)

I've been runnin' away, I've been facin' my fears
Tell my mom I'm okay while I'm holdin' back tears
It's been a fuckin' year
And I've been doin' my time, I've been workin' on me
Wasn't sure I'd survive, never felt so weak
And nothin' really seemed to help it
And nothin' I say will ease the pain
But why do I have to hurt for you to feel okay?
You don't get to take all of me (set me free)
And I don't need your apology (let me be)
I don't recognize him, not anymore
You're not the love that I fell for
You don't get to take all of me (set me free)

"Whenever I have a good few months and I think I've gotten over the worst on my depression, it silently returns. This isn't a battle I asked to fight. I'm tired of knowing it's always coming back."