Luv iz awkward...

but I want it, anyways.

Even though the past conflict was pretty bitter,

I still want you.

Even though you're out of my reach;

somehow, I still long for your far away
embrace.

I wonder if these feelings for

connection are mutual.

I wonder if they are just temporary blinks for you.

Luv iz awkward...

too deep to understand,

too strong to deny.

Who can deny love?

Even if I try my best, I cannot do so.

I go through my days, acting as if I don't need it -

like I don't think about it;

when, really, the mere thought of love
nearly consumes me.

It glues to me at my waking moment.

It covers me by noon,

It swirls in circles,

erratically traveling through my veins during midnight's hour.

Why am I feeling this,

knowing that I can't have it, right now?

Luv iz awkward.

There's no answer for it.