Go and hurry!

The night is on our backs!

Hurry before the morning catches up to us.

Us?

There is no "us."

My mind keeps telling me to stop pushing it into five-second fantasies and illusions that I want to come to life.

They're not coming to life.

"You are alone because of you." It says.

______________________

Bombs of numbers, letters, words, old memories, and not-so-sweet memories explode in my head.

Smoke conceals everything and I can no longer see.

Here comes fault, planting its bomb, too.

"Every fall that you encounter is because of you and your inability to belong and function in this world."
It says.

Kaboom.💣💥