My Dearest Life,

It's amazing how the people you love can make you happy, sad, then happy again.
It's amazing how their emotions sometimes affect yours, and they make a confusing, frustrating mixture.
You want to stay and love on them forever. At the same time, you want to run away...escape for yourself, and love them from afar.
Tell me...is there such a thing as being too attached to the ones you adore?
I think there is.
In my case, I feel that there is a strong possibility of over-excessive attachment.

My anger is heavy, but my love is, too.
I want my feelings to take me to a place where I can grow, but my heart wants to stay plumb in the place that I am.
My mind...sheesh.
My mind is a cluttered arcade of rage and happiness.
Indecisive is what I am...
Or am I just insane?

Sincerely, X