I just realized how impossible it was for me to really delete you from my life . I just can't lie , can't cheat on my feeling . I've been always honest with you . I've never played with you . That's why it's difficult for me to face it like it was normal. You have been a longtime ago a part of my life . You shared my confessions, my secret , my sorrow and even my problems .
You were like a sister .
And now everything has changed , you have eradicated me from your life . Like I've never even  existed .
It's quite painful to bear : in somehow  it was so easy for you , to forget all we spent . I couldn't be nostalgic because you took the confidence I had . I'm just disappointed for loosing my precious /valuable time with you .

Don't come back ...