Okay . Right . I'm just trying to manage my big problem : Avoiding to think about you . Yet you are still here in my mind , as usual .
I'm fed up with struggling against this deep desire to be with you .
I know that I shouldn't  but it's just that I can't figure out a way to fight off .
I'm falling for you . .. Every inch of my skin is calling for you .

I've enough to be in the corner waiting that pain will pass . Let me slip away from this attraction that I can't repress .
I'm begging you , please ... Just let me go ....
this pain is too much hard to handle . I can't resist it .

What is wrong with me ? Am I guilty ?
The heart knows what it wants ...

To my lover ...