FIGHTING WITHOUT A WORD
The bell rang, signaling the end of another long lesson. The students shuffled out of the classroom, eager to get to lunch, but I stayed behind, gathering my things slowly. The classroom was nearly empty, the buzz of chatter fadiTheng as everyone rushed to the cafeteria.
"Hey, are you coming?" Skye's voice broke through my thoughts. She was already halfway out the door, looking back at me with a raised eyebrow.
"Yeah, I'll be right there," I called out, giving her a quick nod. I had just enough time to finish organizing my notes before joining her.
As I stood up, my head spun for a brief moment. It was nothing new, but I quickly brushed it off. I couldn't afford to let anyone notice. The last thing I needed was to be seen as weak. Not on my first week at Crystal Gem High.
When I finally made it out into the hall, Skye was already chatting with Norrell and his friends. Jason was talking animatedly about something, probably making one of his usual jokes, while David seemed to be half-listening, his attention elsewhere. Norrell was quieter than the rest, his eyes focused on something in the distance, his posture rigid.
I couldn't help but notice how different he was from the others. His calmness was almost unsettling-like he was always calculating, always in control. I glanced at him, but he didn't seem to notice.
"Ready for lunch?" Skye asked, catching my eye.
I nodded. "Let's go."
We walked together, the group falling into step behind us. I couldn't help but feel a little out of place. It was my second day, but it felt like I was still trying to find my place among them.
The cafeteria was already crowded when we entered. The noise of students talking and laughing filled the room, and the smell of food was overwhelming. Skye led us to a table in the corner where we sat down, and I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself.
I didn't know why I felt so nervous around Norrell. It wasn't like I didn't know how to talk to people, but there was something about him that made me second-guess everything I said.
I picked up my fork and tried to focus on my meal. I could feel his gaze on me occasionally, but I refused to look up. I wasn't ready for whatever was going on in his head.
David, ever the flirt, leaned over to speak to Skye. "So, how's your day been, huh?" he asked, his voice casual, but there was a glint of mischief in his eyes.
Skye rolled her eyes but smiled. "Same old, same old. You know how it is with you guys around."
Jason, who had been quietly eating, suddenly piped up. "Hey, did you hear about the school dance coming up next month?"
I glanced at Skye, who raised an eyebrow. "The dance? I hadn't heard about it."
"Oh, it's going to be epic," Jason said, leaning back in his chair with a grin. "You're going, right? Everyone's talking about it."
I didn't respond immediately. The idea of a school dance seemed... overwhelming. I wasn't sure if I was ready for that kind of attention.
"I'm not sure," I said quietly, trying to avoid drawing too much attention to myself.
But Norrell, who had been unusually silent, finally spoke. "You should go. It's not as bad as it seems." His voice was calm, almost reassuring, but there was something in his eyes that made me feel like he knew more than he was letting on.
Before I could respond, there was a sudden sharp pain in my side. I froze, my hand gripping the edge of the table. I tried to mask the discomfort, but it was hard. My breath quickened for a second, and I squeezed my eyes shut, hoping the pain would pass.
"Kaylila?" Skye's voice was concerned now, and I felt her hand on my arm. "You okay?"
I forced a smile, but it didn't quite reach my eyes. "Yeah, I'm fine. Just a little... tired." I hated how weak that sounded.
Norrell was looking at me now, his eyes sharp and observant. For a moment, I felt like he was studying me, trying to figure something out. But before I could dwell on it, the bell rang again, signaling the end of lunch.
"Well, I'll see you around," Skye said, standing up and gathering her things.
As the group began to disperse, Norrell gave me one last look before walking away with his friends. I didn't know what it was, but there was something in the air today. A strange tension, like something was just out of reach.
I watched them walk off, trying to ignore the ache that still lingered in my side. Whatever it was, I knew this was only the beginning.
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I sat in class, tapping my pen on the desk in rhythm with my thoughts. The day had already been long, and the weight of the morning's awkwardness still lingered in the back of my mind. But it was more than just the unease I felt with Norrell-it was something deeper. Something about his focus. His intensity. His eyes, always observing, always calculating.
I winced as a sudden pang shot through my side, sharp and jarring. I tried to ignore it, adjusting myself in my seat. I had learned to cover it, even if it took every ounce of strength to do so. It wasn't the first time today that my body had reminded me of its limits, but I had to keep it together. No one could know. Not yet.
Across the room, Norrell was scribbling notes with purpose, his handwriting neat and precise. As usual, his mind was somewhere far ahead of the lesson. I had noticed it before-the way his gaze would flicker to the clock, or the way his fingers would tap against the desk, always controlling his surroundings. It wasn't anything obvious, but it was there. Maybe it was because I was hyper-aware of it now, after what had happened this morning. After that look he gave me-like he was testing me, waiting to see if I would crack.
I shook the thought from my head and refocused on the board. The teacher's voice was becoming a distant hum as I tried to push through the discomfort, hoping the pain would pass.
Then, as if on cue, the bell rang, signaling the end of class.
I exhaled, relieved that I didn't have to pretend much longer. Gathering my things, I stood and was about to leave when I felt Norrell's presence beside me. He didn't say anything, just stood there, like he was waiting for something.
I turned slowly to face him.
"Everything okay?" he asked, his voice low but sharp. It was the same tone he had used earlier-direct, as if he was reading me in some way I couldn't understand.
I blinked, feeling my heart race. "Yeah, I'm fine," I replied, though I wasn't entirely sure myself. "Why?"
He studied me for a moment, his gaze piercing but not unkind. "You looked like you were in pain just now."
I froze, wondering if he had noticed. I quickly shook my head. "I'm just tired. It's nothing."
Norrell seemed unconvinced, but he didn't push it further. Instead, he nodded slowly. "Alright, but if you need anything-"
"I'll be fine," I interrupted, flashing him a smile I didn't fully mean. "Thanks, though."
He paused, clearly wanting to say more, but then just gave a half-smile and turned to leave. I watched him for a moment, wondering if I had just dodged something important or if I had missed an opportunity to talk.
But then the feeling of discomfort returned-this time in my chest. It was almost like a warning, as though my body knew something I didn't. I tried to brush it off, but the thought lingered.
As I walked to my next class, I couldn't help but replay the conversation over and over in my mind. Norrell's attention to detail, the way he had noticed me. Maybe it was nothing. Or maybe, just maybe, he was paying closer attention than I thought.
I had to focus, though. The pain in my side was increasing, and I couldn't afford to get distracted. No one could know. Not yet.
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The hallways were buzzing with the typical sounds of lunch break-the chatter of students, the slamming of lockers, and the occasional burst of laughter. I made my way toward my next class, trying to block out the growing ache in my side. It wasn't unbearable yet, but it was getting there, and I couldn't afford to let anyone notice.
As I turned the corner, I bumped into Skye. She was walking with a quick, confident pace, her usual bright smile lighting up the hallway as she spotted me.
"Hey, Kaylila!" she greeted, her voice cheery. "You okay? You look a little... off today."
I paused, surprised that she'd noticed. Skye was perceptive, but I didn't expect her to pick up on something so subtle.
"I'm fine," I said quickly, my tone light. "Just a little tired. It's nothing."
Skye didn't seem convinced, but she let it slide. "Alright, but don't overdo it. You know how these days can be."
I smiled, grateful for her concern but wishing I could tell her the truth. "Thanks, I'll be careful."
As she walked off to her own class, I breathed a small sigh of relief. At least I didn't have to explain anything right now. But the tension in my chest wasn't going away. It wasn't just the pain in my side. It was the nagging feeling that I was on the verge of something I couldn't control-something bigger than the moment.
---
Later that day, I found myself sitting in the quiet of the library, away from the noise of the cafeteria and the chatter of the hallways. I needed a break, somewhere I could think and breathe without anyone prying into my business. I was halfway through an assignment when I felt a tap on the shoulder.
I turned to see Norrell standing there, looking more composed than usual. His arms were folded across his chest, his usual intensity softened slightly by the calm environment.
"Mind if I sit?" he asked, not waiting for me to respond before pulling out the chair across from me.
I hesitated for a moment, my instincts telling me to brush him off, but I was too tired to argue.
"Sure," I replied, trying to sound casual, even as I felt the heat rise in my cheeks.
For a moment, we sat in silence. I couldn't help but wonder what had brought him here. Was it because he genuinely wanted to talk, or was he just concerned?
"You seemed... distracted in class earlier," he said, breaking the silence with that same sharp, analytical tone. "You sure you're alright?"
I didn't look at him, focusing instead on the textbook in front of me, hoping the words on the page would distract me from the uncomfortable tension building between us.
"I'm fine," I repeated, too quickly. "Really, it's nothing."
Norrell didn't reply immediately. I could feel his eyes on me, watching closely, waiting for a crack in the facade I was desperately trying to maintain. After what felt like forever, he spoke again.
"If you say so," he said quietly, his voice softening. "But just so you know... you don't have to keep pretending with me. I get it. Everyone has their stuff. You don't have to tell me what's going on, but you can talk if you ever want to."
I felt a pang in my chest at his words. It wasn't just his concern that caught me off guard. It was the sincerity in his tone-the way he wasn't pushing, but simply offering an open door.
For a moment, I thought about saying something, about telling him the truth, or at least part of it. But the fear of being seen as weak, of being judged, kept me from opening up. Instead, I just nodded, a tight, forced smile on my lips.
"Thanks," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "But really, I'm okay."
He studied me for a moment longer, but then nodded, apparently satisfied. "Alright," he said, standing up. "But if you change your mind..."
"I'll keep that in mind," I muttered, the words feeling hollow.
As Norrell walked away, I exhaled slowly, trying to regain my composure. It was becoming harder to keep my secrets hidden, and though I was determined to protect my privacy, I couldn't shake the feeling that Norrell, more than anyone, was seeing right through me.
The bell rang, signaling the end of the school day, and I was exhausted-physically and mentally. The new environment, the new faces, the weight of it all was beginning to take a toll. I packed my things, trying to keep it together. I wasn't about to let anyone see how hard the day had been.
As I walked out of the classroom, Skye was waiting for me near the door, a smile on her face. "Ready to go?" she asked, her cheerful tone a stark contrast to the storm brewing inside me.
"Yeah, let's go," I replied, forcing a smile. My body felt heavier with every step I took.
We walked in silence for a few moments, the crisp afternoon air doing little to ease the growing ache in my side. It wasn't uncommon for me to feel discomfort after a long day, but today was different. The pain was sharp, biting at the edges of my mind.
"Are you sure you're alright?" Skye asked, her tone switching from carefree to concerned as she glanced at me.
"Yeah," I lied. "Just tired, you know? It's been a long day."
I didn't want to worry her. Skye had enough on her plate with her own life, and besides, this was something I could handle. I always did.
We reached the school gates, and I saw my driver waiting by the curb. He smiled when he saw me and opened the door. "Miss Kaylila, are you feeling alright?" he asked, his concern clear in his voice.
"Yeah, just a bit tired," I replied, trying to sound normal as I climbed into the car. The pain in my side was worsening, but I kept my focus on the road ahead.
As the car made its way through the busy streets of Abuja, the pain intensified with each passing minute. By the time we reached the gate of our estate, it felt like my whole body was on fire. I gripped the seat, trying to steady my breath. I couldn't let anyone see how bad it was.
When the car finally stopped, I managed to get out, but as I stepped toward the entrance of the house, my legs betrayed me. The sharp pain in my side caused me to stumble, and I leaned heavily against the doorframe for support. My breath came in ragged gasps, the world spinning around me.
"Miss Kaylila?" The driver's voice was distant, barely a whisper in my mind as the darkness started to close in.
Before I knew it, the housekeeper appeared, her eyes wide with worry. "Call Mr. and Mrs. Olafemi!" she shouted as she rushed toward me.
I could barely hold onto consciousness, but I managed to stay upright, sinking down onto the cool floor.
The next thing I knew, my parents were there. My mother knelt beside me, her face pale with worry. "Lila, what happened? Why didn't you tell us you were in pain?" she asked, her voice breaking.
I couldn't answer. The words were trapped in my throat. All I could do was clutch my side, trying to breathe through the waves of pain.
My father quickly spoke to the housekeeper, making calls to ensure the right medication was brought. His voice was calm, but there was an urgency to it that I hadn't heard before.
Within moments, a nurse arrived with a small kit, and I barely registered what she was doing as she set up the injection. The relief came slowly, but it was enough to dull the pain, making it bearable once again.
As I lay back on the couch, my parents hovered over me, their concern palpable. My mother gently stroked my hair, her voice soft as she spoke. Lila, you have to take it easy. You can't keep pushing yourself like this."
I nodded, unable to find the strength to say much more. My father sat beside me, a quiet authority in his demeanor. "We need to talk about your medication schedule," he said, his tone serious. "You shouldn't be this far into it without enough rest."
I nodded again, my eyes closing as the medication began to work its way through my system.
The rest of the evening passed in a blur. My parents insisted on keeping me home, monitoring me closely until I was fully rested. As I drifted in and out of sleep, I couldn't shake the feeling that something had changed today.
The thought of Norrell lingered in my mind. I had caught him looking at me, his gaze soft yet piercing, and I couldn't help but wonder what he was thinking. I wasn't ready to confront it, not yet.
But as the pain finally subsided, I began to feel a strange sense of peace. For the first time today, I felt like maybe-just maybe-everything would be alright.
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