I'd rather be alone

with all the pain

In the world

than have a single soul

understand

you say you understand me

and it breaks my heart

because no one should understand

the pain I go through

everyday

how much I battle

to keep the demons at bay

how much I struggle

to not kill myself at night

how much pain I go through

with every cut on my thigh

I rather endure this alone

then have others hurt

I'd rather die

then have others go through

what I went through

to have the person you once were

killed in front of you

and there was nothing you could do

to stop it

to see yourself become hated by yourself

and a monster in your own eyes