I just want to tell you

how much hurting inside

I want help

please help me

but I'm too scared to ask

I don't want help

no, I don't want help

I deserve this

I deserve all of this

I'm hurting so much

so damn much

I get relief when

I cut myself

please don't make me stop

I started cutting myself

on my waist

I'm sorry

so no one can see

I hate myself

every, I do

I want to tell someone I'm breaking

no

I'm broken

but I can't

because I can't hurt anyone else

I'm sorry