Minho P.o.V.

It was a day like always. I sat on my chair und scribbled into my notice book. The lesson stretched like chewing gum today. I don't really know, what I thought when I chose this course. I always had been bad at math so what was my reason. But I didn't have to think about that for long. I knew the reason very well. The reason why I had tormented myself trough this for more than half a year sat right in front of me. He sat there. Han Jisung. He has been my crush for more than 2 years.

He still looked like when I saw him for the first time. I only could see his back, but it seemed like he slept. He always did that especially in the math lessons. I had a couple of courses with him. Even if he didn't seem interested in the courses he was under the top ten of the school all the time. I still wondered how he managed to do this when I was torn out of my thoughts because my teacher announced that we will do a group project with groups of two. I sighted and looked on my table. All my friends were in other courses.

But then I saw a movement in the corner of eye and looked up. To my surprise Jisung put his hand and said:" I will work with Minho then." Now I wasn't the only one who looked surprised. My eyes were wide open and I opened my mouth to say something but the teacher already nodded. And so I closed my mouth and sat quietly on my chair deep in thoughts for the rest of the lesson.

*after the lesson*

When I packed my stuff into my backpack and stood up Jisung blocked my way. We starred at each till I broke the eye contact and starred on the floor.

"Hey. Just wanted to inform you, that if it's okay for you, you can come to my house today after school. I will wait for you at the school gates."
With these words he turned around and walked out of the classroom. And I could just stand there while trying to control my heartbeat.

For the rest of the day, we hadn't any courses together. So I couldn't ask, if he meant what he said. After school I walked to the gates of the school. My friends knew that we wouldn't go home together today because I already told them. When I walked out of school I already saw Jisung standing at the gate. Many people looked confused, because Jisung wasn't the type of person to wait for anyone.
With these thoughts I walked in his direction.

Jisung P.o.V.

I saw Minho walking in my direction. Slowly I got a little bit in his direction too. "Hi Minho. Do you want to go to my house directly or do you want to grab food or a coffee first?" He looked slightly surprised and blushed a little bit. "S-s-sure" he replied. I chuckled because he was too cute. "But that doesn't answer my question, does it?"

"O-oh you're right. I think we could g-go to a supermarket f-f-first to buy snacks. And then do the project."

I nodded in agreement and started to walk leaving the rest of the school with mouth wide open as I didn't react cold as usually and even laughed. On the way home neither of us said a word till we were in the market. As I saw Minho standing in front of a shelf and that he clearly couldn't decide I cleared my troat. " You can pick anything you want babe. I am paying."
Immidiataly he turned around his cheeks red as a tomato. Only then I checked what I called him. I started to blush too, just a little not as much as he did.
To play over it I started to talk again. "I meant what I said. I will buy you anything you want."

Fast he turned around again but I could still see that he was flustered.

Minho P.o.V.

Oh my god. He didn't do that in reality, did he?

I tried to calm down and when I thought I was ready to face him again I grabbed some snacks fast. ,,I have the stuff I wanted. If you want to we can go paying." I said towards him even as I couldn't look him straight in the eyes. ( A/n: No he looks him in the eyes gay)

I could sense that he started to walk to the cash register and so did I.

He payed as he said and we walked out of the market. The whole way to his house we didn't speak, but it wasn't a compfortable silence. More like akward silence.
(A/n: caw caw caw)

I looked at the pavement under my feets so I was kind of surprised as he stopped and looked up.

What I saw let my jaw drop and after I took the whole picture in I saw to Jisung. To my surprise he looked me straight (gay) in the eyes as if he had stared at me.

"I already heard that you are rich but I didn't know you are rich rich."

"Most people don't know. That's okay. I actually don't really like to talk about it. Only my close friends know about it."

I didn't know why but as he said that my heart kind of broke. So he counts me as a close friend. That was actually nothing really bad but as he was my crush for more than 2 years now I didn't think of him as a friend.

"So are we going (All) in now?" he questioned and I nodded.

(Jisung Home)

*timeskip cause I am kind of lazy*

"FINISHED" I screamed as I set the last point. All around us was a mess. Chips bags as well as pillows and blankets lay on the floor with the two of us and a Laptop in the middel. 

"Do you want to stay for the night? It's already pretty late, don't you think?"

Nervous I looked first at him and then out of the window. He was right outside it was dark and to be honest I don't really like the dark.

"I call my Eomma and ask first." I said, fished my mobile out of a blanket mountain and ran out of the room. After a few minutes the sleepover was aprouved by my mother.
Before I hung up my eomma said "And don't be to loud or do you want to keep Jisungs parents up all night?"

Fast I hung up after I heard my mother laugh. Putting the mobile in my hoodie I  noticed that it wasn't even mine. It was Jisungs. Unaware of it I put on the next hoodie I could grab and I thought it was mine.
But before I could overthink it I took a deep breath with the hoodie near to my nose.

"You like that hoodie?"

With a fast movement I turned around and as I saw Jisung I felt as a stalker that got caught while stalking. And because my brain usually turns off in such situation it thought it would be funny to just nod.

Before I knew it Jisung stood so close that I could smell him. His hoodie smelled just like him. What a surprise.

"You can keep it then" he wispered in my ear. I wanted to replie something but he already took a step back and said "Dinner is ready".

Letting out the air, I didn't know I was holding, I followed him through his huge house. It almost took 2 minutes to get into the dinning room. We entered a lange room with chandelier on the ceilling.

Impressed I sat down next to Jisung. When the food came I was shocked. But not in a negativ way. It was mpre like in a 3 star reastaurant - not that I ever was in one - and I was afraid that I didn't know the right Etiquette for a dinner like that.

His familie already sat and began to eat an so did I. Surprisingly everything worked out fine and I didn't have to much problems. I thought.

"So are you Jisungies Boyfriend?" his little sister asked shocking everyone at the table.

I choked on my food and for a second I had the feeling that all the air in the room went away. When I calmed down I tried to replie but Jisung already started speaking.

"No Somni. He is just a friend of mine."

And for the second time today my heart broke a little bit. I had to fight back my tears or they would stream down my cheeks.

That was cruel of him. First he made me hopes with  choosing me for the group project and the slip of his tongue at the market or something like what he said to me a few minutes ago.
But actually it was my fault for interpreting to much. It wasn't his fault he probably just wanted to be friends.
I overthinked it.

I could feel his gaze on me but I didn't turn to him. Instead I tried to get myself together and take part in the table talk.

His older brother, Young K - everyone called him just Brian and so did I - , and I talked a lot. He was a nice dude and I enjoyed talking to him. I laughed often and it helped to forget the pain for short.

Jisung P.o.V.

Even if he was my brother right now I wished that glances could kill. It wasn't fair to think something like this, but I just couldn't stand it. Him talking to Minho and making him laugh when Minho wouldn't spare me a single glance. As they talked slowly I understood that I lied minutes ago.

I thought of him more then a friend. And I hoped for him to think the same way. But why would he think something like this if me when I denied any relationship further than friendship.

I got this whole thing in a wrong direction without thinking twice.

As I saw my fault I thought that it was already to late. Maybe I should just keep silent and wish him the best.

When everyone was finished with dinner I wanted to take Minho back to my room. But he decided to go with Brian and said he would come later and that I shouldn't wait for him.

Ouch, I thought.

But as I couldn't say anything against his desicion I stood silent and went to my room alone. I made myself ready for bed and lied down.

Maybe it was my fault but that didn't make the hurt go away. I felt like my heart crashed in thousend pieces.

And maybe he never saw me as more. I mean we didn't really talked before today.

As I was in my thoughts the door opened and Minho stepped in.

I sat up and he looked at me. Even if it was dark I coukd see that he cried.

I stood up and walked to him and took him in my arms. It just happened without a second thought but my heart hurted when I saw him crying.

"Hey, Minho. Look at me. What's wrong, hm?" I questioned triing go look him into his eyes but it seemed as if he avoided the eyecontact.

"Nothing everything is alright, okay? Just tell me where to sleep."

He sounded cold and hurt so I didn't want to keep asking cause I might hurt him and myself with it.

"Actually we just have one bed. If you're okay with it we can share it and if not I can sleep on the floor."

That was a lie. Clearly. I mean my family is rich why would I have to sleep on the floor. But I just didn't want to leave his side so I lied.

For a few moments silence filled the room and I was sure that he looked through my lie.

"Y-yes. I t-think that's okay with m-me" he said stuttering.

So we lied down together in my bed.

"Are you sure you don't want to talk about why you cried?" I questioned as I was curious.

Till now I faced his back but as I asked him he turned around to me. For short he just stared in my face but then he decided to answer me.

"It was because of you" he said straight to my face and to be honest I was more then shocked.

But before I could replie something he started crying.

"Why do you have to be like that? So nice and wonderfull? Why do you make me have expectations of what could happen? Happen between us. Its just not fair."

As he finished speaking I was lost. What did he mean by that. The only way to find that out was to ask.

"What are your expectations of us then."

He looked up into my eyes a tear streaming down his cheek.

"You know, maybe I thought that you are more than a friend of mine. I actually liked you for long."

Before he could finish speaking I leaned forwards and pressed my lips on his. At first it he didn't seem to answer it and I wanted to end it but then he slowly replied the pressure.
Happy I sighed and forgot amythibg around me.

There were just him and me, nothing else and nobody else. Our lips fitted like they were made for each other and as this was my first kiss I was happy to share it with Minho.

Due to a lack of air we btoke the kiss after some time. I leaned my forhead on his and left my eyes closed.

"I also liked you for long" I said.

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2333 words. That's the most i've ever written in a single chapter.

I hope you liked it and as I already said I am not an native english speaker so excuse me if there are faults.

Any kind of konstruktiv critism is fibe with me.