Oceans P.o.v

"Im sorry" Michael whispers softly.
"Its fine.." I whisper
He gets off of me. "Ill go now. If you want.."

"You could stay if you like a little longer.. Im not going to school tomorrow anyways" i try to be polite. I guess.

"No. Its fine... Thanks for caring, Night ocean" He begins to leave

Is he leaving because of the kiss?

"Michael? Is it because of the kiss? You don't have to be embarrassed.. I liked it..."

Oh dudge nuggets i didn't mean to say i liked it.. I meant to say it was ok. I hope he didn't hear me.

Lord. God. Jesus. Kill me now

"You liked it?" I look down

"It was ok.. I geuss" i fake laugh.

he blushes which is adorable and looks away. he whispers words but there to low that i dont understand, But i nod as if i agree.

then suddently he grabs my chin and once again his lips are connected to mines, His lips are so soft i feel like im in having i feel as though im falling enternally. i dont want him to stop. he breaks the kiss and im suddently back to reality . this is michael my long time bully, My rapist, The guy that made me want to commit suicide all these years. Yet im still so nice to him. why is he being so polite lately? I mean honestly what have i ever done to michael to make him so cruel to me in the first place?

MICHAELS P.O.V

I stare intesivley at her as she looks down. Staring at the ground. Her eyes are stuck its not hard to tell, Shes deep in her thoughts.

"What are you thinking about?" I break the silence 

She closes her eyes and then rubs them letting them regain water "Im sorry, I just.. i dont know,"

i study her face she makes very intereting expressions when shes embarressed or in her thoughts.. I think theyre kind of cute. I wonder if she is actually pregnant by me, Im a monster... "Ocean" I say just a bit above a whisper 

"Yes michael?"

Oceans P.O.V

He grabs my hand and pulls me closer as  though he wants to kiss again, But he doesnt kiss me. Instead he pulls me into a hug. I hug him back Feeling his warm embrace, I sniff him he smell good. he lets me go still holding onto my arms. He looks down at me. He puts his head next to my stomach 

he holds me tightly, His face becomes red. And he starts to cry again. I pull him up and hug him "Michael whats wrong" I say worried. Breaking the hug i let him go and wipe his tears. 

"Nothing i'm fine" He says He stops crying 

'do you forgive me ocean?" I look down. do i forgive him?  How could i forgive him for what he's done? Not only had he bullied me for years. but he did the unthinkable. No i don't remember how it went but still. How could i forgive him for letting ryan do what hes done to me? . I look up at him his beautiful brown eyes. that stare intensivley into your soul. Hes really an work of art. And at least he's trying right? He's been being nicer to me. I think Michael has a lot of hurt going on in his life.. I think honestly he needs me. He needs a real friend that wont use him. He needs someone to actually want to be there for him. Although him hurting is no real excuse for what he has done to me. If i let Michael in will he hurt me again? 

"I need you to promise me something" I say honestly.

"What is it?"

"If i let you in, and we become friends. You will not hurt me"

He pauses for a minute "I promise"

To be continued..

nah just kidding. Imma make this chapter longer for ya guys because i havent updated in a while.

A smile comes against my lips And i wrap my arms around him he picks me up and spins me around i laugh from joy. I honestly hope this does work out and that me and michael can be real friends. Since everything with ryan was fake, Hell be my first real friend! 

Michaels P.o.v

We lay on her bed contining to talk for hours. About our outsights on life. About out past about things thats going on at the moment. She tells me about ryan. And how much shes hurt by him, i started to tell her the truth. And how i lied but i just couldnt. I want to start again with her yea. But she told me about how much she hated liars. And to her i would be a liar. I feel so bad for everything ive ever done to ocean honestly i think shes a beautiful girl. But she has always gotten walked over by people. Which makes no sense to me. I started with the bullying when One of my 'friends' wouldn't stop talking about how cute she was. everyone at the school pratically gushed over her. And she was to busy for anyone. She completly ignored me. Not that she realized thats what she was doing. Honestly all i wanted was her attention. So i took the chance of her ever having any other friends. it was like i was obsessed with a girl i didn't even know. And the time i hit her. i was having problems with my dad. Which is something that happens always.  And me getting in trouble at school would and did make the problem worse. Ocean Yawns and lays on my chest. shes pretty brave. I was a terrible person to her yet shes going against the odds and giving me her trust. I dont want to hurt her anymore. I care about her.

"You sleepy" I question

she nods and wraps her arm around me "I wish you could stay here" She whispers

she wants me to stay the night? I bite my bottom lip "I can"

id normally go to sleep with my shirt off, But i dont want to make her uncomfortable. I grab my phone and put my headphones in. Listening to music. Soon falling asleep next to her.

The next day

Ocean p.o.v

I wake up to birds chirping and the smell of breakfast? I breath in the air. Michael isnt beside me. I slip my slippers on and head downstairs. Michael has breakfast sat up. Hes eating while scrolling through his news feed on his phone 

"you made breakfast?" I question smiling

he nods "I didnt know what you liked. I made you some hashbrowns, eggs and sausage, I wouldve made bacon. But im a vegetarian " 

He must've not gotten any sausage i think. I sit across from him at the island. and begin eating.

he laughs at something then puts his phone to his ear and walks away. to the living room, He mustve had to call someone.

Once im finished eating i put my dish in the dishwasher. By  the time im done michael is off the phone and hes eating again

"Is there anyhting you want to do today?" He questions through bites

"what is there to do?'" I question. i dont really get out much honestly.

"You told me you liked karoke. We could go see people sing.., we could go visit animails at a no kill pound, We could go to the orphange"

I shrug "all that sounds like fun but not today, Maybe later?" I say simply 

"friday" he says finishing his food. he gets up and puts it in the dishwasher. 

we both sit at the island with no idea whatsoever as to what to say its almost like we just met eachother ya know

michael breaths in and out then finally he begins a conversation "can i kiss you again"

i was a bit taken back by the question, I like his kisses yes.. But still I look him in the eyes and nod 

he reaches over the island and places his hand on my chin lifting my head then he lightly kisses me on the lips.

i blush and look away once the kiss is over. 

he bites his bottom lip 

"i want to run away" 

"sometimes i feel the same way.."

he looks down. 

"cant we go to the hospital?"

i make a face "why?"

he looks away "Im curious as to if youre.."

Before he finishes i stop him "I am"

He looks up at me . Without saying anything, Is he mad? 

my thoughts vanish once a smile comes to his lips

"Im going to be a father"

To be continued

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