Uggggh-

Don't even bother voting this my friend-
May waste a whole load of your time so I suggest you don't bother reading it anyways-

Wanted to put it here because I will never know if you guys do read my other stuff half the time—

I think this account might die-
My insides may die in the process of it as well—

I have so many things I want to draw for art, I also have those stuff still that I mentioned in a few of my posts, but I just never feel like finishing stuff.

Motivations are terribly low and me drawing more makes me want to stop—
The more I draw, the more horrible my lines get, the more I give up and never do it for another week or so-
Okay- I admit, I'm probably and most likely a perfectionist, if it doesn't look right I'll redo it til it looks right-
But at the same time I give up a lot when I can't do it right-

There isn't stuff happening in my life that's making me want to stop, don't worry, it's me and my body hating my mind for having zero attention span to everything, to the point where I don't feel like responding to people whenever they reply my announcements posts in which I love y'all so much because I feel like I'm non existent at this point—
so yeah I think I might be dead,

So you might as well consider unfollowing me and ignoring me and my posts- because I don't think I'll ever be active with posting until I finally think I'm worthy enough to show my art again—
I'm up for dms though,

And Sorry to all the people who've requested and even spent a lot of time joining that stupid art contest of mine, honestly y'all are too nice—
I'll try my best to get it out soon, no promises,

So I give you this opportunity to shame and insult me for being a selfish lazy coward, ^^