I just finished writing chapter 49 of my book Knock Me Out and I feel so emotional.

Like I'm literally crying over words I wrote myself.

I'm supposed to be the one to know it's not real, but I can't seem to be able to stop myself from crying.

This goes back to me being too sensitive for my own liking.

This is awful.

And here I am typing about it.

*giggles sadly* *SMH*

Love <3 Nicky