I hate being ignored.

I hate being rejected.

I hate it when people don't try to understand me.

I hate being misunderstood.

I hate being told "you can't do it"

I hate when people try to or actually make my choices for me.

I hate counting on people who in the end always let me and themselves down.

I hate being surrounded by fake people who promise to be there for me for a lifetime, but then abandon me when the going gets tough.

I hate being called "the one who destroyed it all"  when I was the one giving my all to make it work.

I hate the way I sacrifice so much for friendship, but don't get half of that in return.

I hate caring too much about other people's happiness, sometimes putting my own in the second place.

I hate being compared to other people.

I hate being called names or being judged by people who don't know me.

I hate it when people never see the thousands of good things I do, but immediately notice the one mistake I make.

I hate how I sacrifice my sleep thinking about what I did wrong and what I need to do differently.

I hate feeling like I'm some sort of victim all the time, when all I want to feel is happiness.

I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it! I hate it!!!!

But I stick in there.....

Cause I know that that's what life is like anyway.

I'll never treat people the way they treat me, because then I know most will start hating me for being a bitch.

Instead I'll keep treating them the way I want to be treated.

I'll be the change.

Why? Cause I wanna play "the good girl"?

No.

Cause there's one thing I love a lot more than I hate all of those other things.

I love my life.

That's why I'll start being the change in it.

I'll be the change!!!

Love❤ Nicky