How unfair is it to wake up in th morning, prepare for school, expecting a great day ahead of you, getting into daddy's car so he can take you to school, just for him to tell you he won't be returning home.
Kinda unfair isn't it.
Well that's how my day started.
My parents are getting a divorce.
Something I never thought I'd have to go through.
I always pictured my parents growing old together, but I guess it was just a dream.
Right now I don't know wether to scream or just.... SCREAM. I tried to hold it together, but I couldn't.
The news came to me like a whirlwind and I didn't get the chance to grab onto something.
I did manage to hold it together until I was out of anyone's sight, but the second I was alone I broke down.
At the moment that he was telling me, the car felt so small. Like there was so little to no space. I felt like my world got turned upside down.
My hands were shaking as I tried to get out of the car as fast as possible. I didn't say a word during the whole 30 minute drive.
I didn't know what to say.
What could I have said?
"Okay dad. See you when I see you?"
Or maybe.
"Thanks dad for ruining my day?"
Yeah, I don't know.
Right now I can't stop wondering what happens next.
What happens to the new home we were building?
What happens to the baby on the way?
Where will my dad live now?
Will he find himself someone else?
What's live Finn be like at home now?
What will it feel like to not see him around for a whole month? Or three? Or a damn year?
How often will I see my daddy?
This shit is just crazy!!
How much more can I take bed or I finally explode?
Shot is getting so much and I'm trying! I swear I'm trying.
But everyone has a limit and I can feel myself inching closer to my limit each second that goes by.
These past few weeks have been so hard for me, but I'm hanging in there. I've been knocked down continuously these past few weeks, but I manage to get back up on my own.
I know there's more on the way, so right now I'm just trying to get myself together. I need to get back up before the next blow.
I need to be as ready as possible before the next punch strikes.
What's next?!
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