Yesterday's Night at Dinner...

She was having dinner with her family. Her father and mother sitting infront of each and She and her brother across them facing each other. "Kimchi is little bit sour Eomma." Hobi said.

"Is it? I don't think so." His mom replied. "And This soup is a bit salty." Her Appa said as her mother tasted it and just gave a look to him. "And Eomma, Vegetables in Ramen are bit raw, it didn't boil well." She spoke being a part of family but she didn't know where it will lead her to.

Her mom thump on the table as she put the down chopsticks, "Isn't it too much? Like I work for this family just to listen all this? I cooked for everyone that doesn't mean it's all my fault. Sometimes you should give a try to cooking too. You just know how to eat and stay in your bed. Do you even help me?" Her mother's tone was going rude and Y/n looked blankly at her.

"Aniyo Eomma, I didn't mean to offend you. It's fine. I'm eating it well and about helping you in kitchen then when you ask for my help? If you would have asked then I would have helped you." Y/n said calmly in her respective tone.

"Don't you have eyes? Why you can't come yourself? You watch your dramas without asking me. You eat without asking me. You sleep with your will, roam here and there with your will then why your brain doesn't work at time of some work?" She yelled at her.

Y/n felt offended, She looked at her Appa who was quiet, her brother who seemed to enjoy it. "Eomma!! I never do anything like time pass. I study. I study for my good grades which you show off to your relatives. You're yelling at me without any reason. It's unfair." Y/n spatted out while her throat hurt to even spoke those simple lines to her own mom.

"How dare you speak like that to Mom? Don't you have anything like manners?" Hobi, her brother but in too. "Oppa.. It's between Eomma and me, Why are you butting in without any reason?" Y/n replied to him too.

"Y/n.. It's enough. Control your tongue. Lock your mouth right now. Just learn to stay quiet on some situations." His Appa said. "Just like you Appa?" She asked ironically stating the fact. "Now you must be happy enough to give her freedom to speak freely right? You're enjoying it now?" Her Mom looked at her Appa who was glaring at you.

"That's all because of you. You never taught her how to behave." Her Appa said to her Mom. "That's on me too. Wow!! Look Hobi. He's always like this. Never found fault in her daughter but in me. He himself never taught her anything, Just give her freedom that's why she dared to speak like that. To her Mom, Her Dad, To you."

"Eomma!! She's the problem. She is always the root of every fight happen in this house." Hobi replied. You looked at him in disbelief. You scoffed feeling pathetic that your those simple words are turning to a big fight without any reason, without your fault.

"Hobi shut up. Stay quiet." Her Appa warned him. "No Appa, why would I? Students of her age are mature enough to not to be a burden on their family. They find ways to survive themselves, study hard to achieve something big but she just stay in her bed, doesn't help mom at any case and gave an excuse of study. Also she talks back with everyone like she doesn't even respect our age."

"Like you know how to behave with your only sister? And which maturity and burden you're talking about when you himself couldn't pass your scholarship test at my age, and took Appa's money to go and study abroad. You even took money from mom when she doesn't even earn and she happily gave just for her dear son to spend." She formed fist and spatted out all when her voice herself was breaking.

Her family never cared, never have they seen her crying even when she cried infront of them. Just like that day, her voice was breaking, her eyes were red, she sniffed in between talking but they noticed? No.. not at all. They never cared. For them, It was okay.

"Atleast I have studied now, I have a well paid job. I will return all their money but why are you brothered? Do you think Money will be spent on you if you failed the scholarship test? No!! not after your this shitty behaviour. You won't be able to go to abroad and passing the scholarship test is not something you can do. So just stay quiet and know your place before speaking." Hobi yelled at them.

A tear dropped from Y/n's eyes but she looked down. She had so much inside her to spoke. She wanted to yell and tell them that she can do. She can do whatever she want. She doesn't want anyone's support. But she felt more lonely when no one from her own family spoke in favour of her.

Not her Dear Appa, not her Mom and Her brother never ever understood her. There wasn't anything like siblings in between them. All thanks to her. She never let that happen. Her own voice wasn't coming out to even speak and she felt so pathetic for this.

'If I myself can't speak for my own self then how can I expect anyone else to speak for me? Why am I expecting my Appa and Mom to take my side and tell Oppa that I am capable of doing whatever I want? Or If Oppa is right? At one place, He is.' Y/n spoke to her innerself. She sucked in her breathe with her voice and her sobs. She gulped hard and pressed in her lips.

Present.....

Y/n suddenly took in breathe heavily opening her mouth. Like she just woke up from a dreadful dream she just saw but unfortunately it was reality. It was reality of her own Untold story. She grasped for air and took long breathes. She was feeling suffocated as she remembered all this.

"Are you okay Y/n? What happened? Are you really fine? Why are you not replying? I'm sorry. I didn't mean to ask anything personal. Y/n, Is everything okay? please spoke." She heard Jimin's faint voice a while ago is coming clearly now, asking her and continuously trying to snap her out from wherever she was.

She finally looked at Jimin, assuring herself that's she back in present. She touched Jimin's face weakly while Jimin was holding her from her shoulders. Unknowingly A tear dropped from her eyes when she wasn't even sobbing.

"You okay?" Jimin asked again when he get to know she's listening him now. She nodded and leaned close to him, resting her head on his chest. Jimin was confused but he just embraced her, the least he could do now.

"What happened Y/n? Want to share or talk out?" Jimin asked feeling worried for you. He caressed your head. She shook her head in deniel, "Aniyo!! I'll feel pathetic." She let out those words in her low voice. He tilted his head to see her but she just hid her face in his chest and started sobbing.

Jimin didn't ask more questions to her, He just let her sob in his embrace. He continuously caressed her head and back the whole time as she sobbed quietly feeling safe there. He was worried, confused, more questions lingering in his head but he thought it's not the right time to ask.

She slept like this in his embrace as his caressing soothes her pain. He tilted his head to see her again when there was no moment of her. He smiled seeing her sleeping peacefully with her all puffed face. He laid her down on the bed and pulled the blanket over her body.

He put the med kit at side and sat on the edge of bed to stare her for some minutes. He admired her sleeping figure. She looked so relaxed like all her worries has gone now. He felt her flying over the seas which her face told him that's she free from the world now. She's flying high. He brushed off his thoughts and thought, "What can bother her this much that she's just relaxed in her sleep only?"

Next day...

"Jisoo!! Jisoo listen me." Jimin ran to her in school as he couldn't sleep the whole night at his home. He was thinking about the least and least thing can happen with Y/n that bother her this much, which can make her feel pathetic if she tells anyone.

"Yup!!" Jisoo turned to him. "Why you told me not to ask Y/n out for a date?" Jimin asked. "Don't tell me that you asked and she ran away or just cried. Hell no. I warned you Jimin." Jisoo whined annoyingly.

"Aniyo!! I didn't ask her out but I just want to know, Why she will ran away or cry just because of this?" Jimin asked. Jisoo kept walking while Jimin walked with her, a step back from her. "Jimin you know that she never dated anyone? It's true that she never liked anyone but still it was against her will to reject the one who proposed to her."

Jimin furrowed and asked, "What do you mean? Yeah I know Jungkook told me but Isn't it because she was serious about her studies and Doesn't want any distractions?"

"She's still serious about her studies and She's dating you and you can be her distractions but you're not. So get that stupid thought out of your brain." Jisoo spoke being obvious. "Why are you confusing me Jisoo? Tell me straight, What's the matter?" Jimin stopped walking.

Jisoo stopped too and faced him, "Either I don't know what's wrong with her family. They are problematic or just Y/n ever told me or explained me so I could tell you. I don't know anything." Jisoo sighed heavily. Jimin knitted his eyebrow in confusion.

Later In class....

The only thought Jimin was having was you. "I swear I will take you to date. I will make sure, you live normally and can be more happy and less worried." Jimin muttered to himself as he just promised to y/n indirectly.

"Jimin.. You didn't go with Taehyung and Jungkook today?" Y/n just came to class and sat beside Jimin. "Oh!! You're here. If they got free then I would have. I mean, Jungkook is so busy with Namjoon, trying so hard to understand maths problem and only if Taehyung paid attention to me rather than Jisoo." Jimin smiled at her and laughed lightly at last.

Y/n chuckled too sparing a look to Jungkook and Taehyung doing exactly the same thing Jimin told. She smiled widely and giggled. Jimin looked deep into her eyes, asking if she was really happy. Y/n stared back as if she got to know that she's caught off guard. The fake smiles and laughs ain't gonna work more here infront of him.

"Are you okay now?" Jimin asked taking her hand in his. She nodded looking down and said, "I'm sorry if you thought I acted so pathetic or how miserable...." Y/n was cut off when Jimin said, "I was happy that you slept in my embrace. I didn't think any of this plus, You looked so extra cute while sleeping so my mind never got off from your cute face."

Y/n smiled, flattered by Jimin's word. "You're lying. No one looks cute while sleeping." Y/n disagreed with him. "But I swear you were. I can even draw you like that." Jimin said. "No no no. I don't want you to draw my face like an egg. Ugh!! No." Y/n laughed teasing Jimin.

Jimin gasped loudly, "You Seriously think that my drawing is that worst? You offended me Y/n. I swear I will draw you beautiful as you could ever be." It's Y/n turned to gasped loudly in disbelief. She squinted her eyes to Jimin as he laughed on her that face and she laughed too.

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