It's not Okay!!
Y/n's pov.....
I opened my eyes feeling something cool on my head. I touched it, it was a towel, wet towel. I regain my consciousness, realising I slept on the floor last night or I say, fainted on the floor. It took me one minute to realise that it's morning and I'm on my bed now and as far I remember, I was wearing my dress I wore in the party but now I'm in my comfy dress.
That's when door opened and I saw my mom coming into my room with breakfast. I looked at her, my body felt tired as my eyes were heavy. "Eomma!!" I called her as she came to me. She said nothing but placed the breakfast on side table and just touched my forehead and then cheeks and then she hold my wrist checking my nerves. I looked blankly at her, "What happened Eomma?" I asked.
"You have fever. Why you slept on the floor last night?" She asked. I remember the memories of last night which just ached my heart again. "So you did all this?" I asked hinting at my clothes.
"I'm your mom. okay." She blurted out. "I haven't said anything though." I replied. "You haven't answered me, why you slept on floor?" she asked again and I was thinking of coming up with any reason. "I- " I tried to speak when the door opened again revealing my brother.
"Eomma!! Here's the medicine. Now I have an online meeting so better not to disturb me." He said and went back. "Hey!! Atleast bring some water for her." She said but of no use because he already left. "I will bring by myself." I sat in my bed and my body ached, and took up the medicine he just threw over the blanket.
Chill run down through my spine when the blanket just left my upper body. I shivered as the air blew into my room. I quickly pulled on the blanket over my body. "Stay here and eat your breakfast. I will come back with water." She says. I wonder why she's being so nice with me.
She came back with water as I took my medicine after that. She instructed me to lay back because my body was really weak. I could feel, my face was pale and I was feeling cold. I pulled back the blanket covering myself. Thankfully it was Sunday. So I don't have to go school.
I would rather avoided it. Because the last night. No!! I don't want to think about that, It kinda traumatize me. I shut my eyes forcely to rush off those thoughts. I couldn't sleep having those thoughts. My mom, she was doing some cleaning and sorting out my stuff when she talked, "Who was that guy?" She asked.
I blankly looked at her, "w-who?" she finally turned to me and looks deeply into my soul like she could tell if I'm lying or not. "The one with deep dimples and was with Jisoo and you were there too. When Jisoo left, you were still talking to him. Who was he?" I got it, she was talking about Jungwon. I was scared as hell like It's always pretty hard for me to lie so I said, "He's my classmate. So we were just talking normally."
"are you sure? because he was beaming looking at you." She said. I looked blankly at her in confusion like seriously? I haven't noticed that. Having no response with me she comes close to me sitting on the edge of my bed. She placed her hand over mine caressing it.
I was confused so I was mutely looked at her. "You know dear that your family don't allow you for those things. Even if he likes you, you already know what to say and even if you likes her, than you know it's just a waste of time. I and your father just want you to study hard and get settled here in Korea so we can get you marry to a better man." She said which already left me dumbfounded.
She always said this to me time to time so I keep that in my mind forever. She sounded so polite today, for one second I really thought she's right, She's only thinking better for me but my heart still ached at next moment. These words still hurts me even when they sounded so right.
"E-Eomma!! It's really not like this. He's just my classmate and we just talked normally when Jisoo went to washroom. nothing else." I managed to speak this while my mind goes to Jimin. He proposed me yesterday. "That's good then. We just want a better future for you." She said. I just pressed my lips into a straight line having no response.
She got up and left my room. I just looked at the ceiling of my room feeling miserable from inside. Why my heart is aching? It's not my first time rejecting boys who have crush on me. Why it's hard for Jimin then? 'I can say no to him. Yes I can Do it.' I mumbled.
Jimin's pov....
It was hard for me to sleep, so I just rested myself thinking about her and the memories we spend together. We fought, we bickered, we laugh together, we don't even liked each other at first but still I fell for her. How stupid I am. I can't lie but my heart beats for her. The joy, the excitement I feel when she's around me. I always think about her. But she ran away last night. I stopped at this thought which disappointed me so much.
I frowned, when I heard Aura running towards my room. Her footsteps are small but still I can listen her, "Oppaa!! Oppaa listen me." She came running towards my room feeling excited. I sat on my bed waiting for her as she finally came with box in her hand.
"What happened Aura? why are you so excited?" I asked. "Oppa!! Unnie gifted me this." She spoke cutely feeling happy showing me the pendent opening the box. It was cute, crescent moon pendent and also some good wishes for her.
I read the note. It's for my sister but I felt like I want to hear those words from her. I'm glad that she loves my sister and here Aura, she's smiling like she is the happiest girl in this world. She always talk about her. "Aura, won't you go and say her Thankyou?" "I'll say Oppa and I'll be going after freashing up." She replies running to her room. I chuckled seeing her so happy.
A/n's pov.....
Y/n was sleeping in her room when she heard door bell. She shot opened her eyes thinking who it can be, all are at home today because of Sunday. Her mother opened the door, and Aura flashed a cute smiled at her. "hey Aura!! What happened dear?" She asked ruffling her hairs.
"can I meet to unnie?? she's at home right?"
"Yes you can. she's in her room, but she has fever so she's resting." Her mother said. "Oh!! I'll be quick then." Aura said when she run upstairs but at the moment Hobi came out from his room and Aura stopped seeing him.
"Hey!! Who are you? Why are you running?" Hobi asked keeping a straight face. Aura stayed quiet and not knowing who is he, she stared at him. "Listen kid, you're not suppose to run on stairs okay." he tried to said calmly but his deep voice scared her little bit.
"Who are you?" she asked. He scoffed saying, "You're in my house and asking me this. Seriously!!" "Are you perhaps, Unnie's elder brother?" She asked in her baby voice. "You are talking about that dumbo?" He asked. "My unnie is not dumbo, Mr." She defended. He scoffed.
"So you're the one who doesn't pay attention to her and stay cold towards her. Hmm? Why don't you love her? Why you always underestimate her?" She asks in her cute voice squinting her eyes and pointing finger at him as she reminds the talks Y/n used to do with her.
He scoffed listening her, "Listen kid. Stop staying with her. okay!! or else you will become a dumbo like her." He said and went downstairs while Aura just squinted her eyes towards his direction.
She remembered that she has to meet her unnie and she ran to her room. Her eyes were still closed as she opened them feeling presence of someone in her room. Her face lit up seeing the little figure of girl. "Aura!!" she sat up in her bed.
"Unnie!!" she beamed to her and climb to her bed hugging her lovingly. "Ya!! stay away from me. You can be infected." She spoke seeing her still hugging her. "Thankyou very much for the gift unnie. I really liked it a lot and I love you too." She said with lit up face which warmed Y/n's heart too.
"You liked it?" She asked and Aura nodded excitedly. "Unnie!! You're not well just lay back okk!!" Aura said pulling herself from her. She checked her forehead from her little hands when she chuckled. "you know how to check fever?" Y/n asked.
"No. But I'll learn it soon. I want to be a doctor you know." She said. "oh really!! That's good." Y/n replied. Aura flashes a smile at her and tapped her head. "Get some rest unnie. You're still so weak." She said as Y/n nodded with a smile.
Jimin's pov.....
I was in the living when Aura came back. To be honest I was waiting for her and purposely sat in the living room so I can ask her about Y/n. I mean, I just want to know about her. Did I really messed up last night?
"Aura!!" I called her. She came to me halfly running. "umm... so" I didn't know what to say, how to ask. Don't know from when I became so stupid. I noticed her looking at me in confusion.
"Oppa!!" She said as I raised my brow in confusion. She made a sad pout when I asked her what happened and she replied, "Unnie is not well. She has fever." For a second, I stayed quiet. "I- I mean.." I tried to speak but nothing came out.
"Ahhh!! She will be fine soon. I know." She said. "W-What was she doing?" I asked. "ofcourse sleeping. I told her to have some rest. She looked so pale and dull. I don't know how she fell ill?" She said. I bit my lower lip thinking, I shouldn't confess her last night. She must be thinking a lot because of me.
"Aura!! She will be fine soon. Come with me." I said because she was looking so down. "Don't be sad my cupcake." I pulled her up in my arms as she was looking down. "Unnie is so nice. I can't see her like this." She said in my arms looking at me now.
I remembered last time when she has fever and I went to her, I was too scared to see her like this. Her fever was worst and she was mumbling in her nightmare when I consoled her by hugging her. I know that evening I was too scared to lose her. My heart ached like several times when I put cool wet towels on her forehead.
I gulped having that feeling again. But this time it was stronger than before. I wanted to meet her but I can't go knowing I just fucked up last night. I mean, what if she doesn't even want to see me. Atleast I can just go and check on her.
"Oppa!!" She snapped me back from my thoughts. I looked at her as she asked, "What are you thinking?" I looked numbly at her, "I thought, I should go and meet h--" She cut me off saying, "No oppa!! She just slept, Please don't disturb her. Let her have some rest." She said with a pleading voice.
"Oh-okay!!" I thought that's what destiny wants as I left Aura and she went back to her room. I sighed, there was some hint of tears in my eyes but I gulped into my throat and went back to my room. I really wanted to meet her though.
Y/n's pov.....
How long should I have to act like this? I couldn't sleep. I just fainted last night and it's hard for me to sleep because my mind is not stopping thinking about last night. I'm in worst situation now. My heart is aching and even I herself don't know the reason. Seems like someone is stabbing it and I can't even see who's that person.
My eomma, She just told me what is right for me. My mind who just playing flashback of him and last night. I really want all them to stop but then I think about tomorrow. Tomorrow is my school, It will be hard for me to face him.
We both sit on same desk and no matter what, I still have to face him but my heart is not ready for it. I felt a slight pain in my head as I winced. "stop it please." I said to myself holding my head. It was really paining like it was keep asking me 'If I have feelings for him or not.'
"Aghhh!! please stop." I held my head more firmly squeezing my eyes. My eyes welled up soon, something was really hurting me. I sat up in my bed with a jolt as the air blew in my room giving me shivers. But I didn't care, The pain inside me was deep enough for me to ignore physical pain.
"I really....??? ...Do I Seriously? Aghh!! stop. stop it please." I winced again in pain. No one was there but only me. "why the fuck I love him? Noooo!! I don't. No I can't. I can't please stop it." I first yelled but my voice became weaker saying 'I can't'.
My eyes welled with water and I shed all those tears for him. It was never that hard to say no to someone's feelings but now it's getting on my nerves. Why I can't say no to him?
My eomma Appa, They will..... they will send me away from themselves. I won't get their love and care. My studies, It will ruin. Everything will ruin If I fall in love. But shit, "I already fell." My mind was playing games with me.
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Chapter-20 has finished here and congratulations for the completion of twenty chapters. It took really a lot time to come here.
I hope you really liked this one. It was kinda emotional but It's a part of story.
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