Y/N's pov.....

I went to my room after a long day. I saw the condition of my room as there was cotton everywhere in the room. I let out a heavy sigh and murmured to myself, "I'm Sorry my heart. I always give you hard time, Right?! And you my mind, I'm sorry to you too as I always give you pain. Aish!! My life is really f*cked up. So many things had just happened with me in a day and how am I suppose to study?. No matter how, But let's clean up this mess first and start studying for tomorrow's test."

"Y/n-ah, What are you doing? I'm comin..........." I heard that my Eomma is coming to my room as I instantly get out of my room and asked, "Ye Eomma!! Is there something important, I can do?"
I keep the door shut, because i know if she sees the condition of my room, I will be dead for sure.

My Eomma frowned at my action and said, "It's nothing, I just want you to come downstairs and wash dishes for me."

"But Eomma, I already wasted my whole day, I have only some time left to study. If I will wash dishes now then when will I study? and above all that when will I rest or sleep?"

"You always think about having a good sleep. Look at your ass, don't you think you're gaining weight because of all that rest. Try to eat less and who told you to spend that much time at Mrs. Park home? It's your fault. You haven't thought of studying at that time and now you are making excuses. Don't be lazy and come downstairs to help me."

I looked at her in disbelief and my eyes became teary. I was so exhausted with my whole day and now this mental breakdown. This is not her first time, she always do that.

I sniffed and get back to my room. I was about to cry but I hold my breath and let it out heavily and said to myself, "Ghin-cha-na y/n, it's life after all. Behave normally, Clean this mess and go downstairs to wash dishes."

I cleaned my room thinking about what was happened in here and smiling at my childish behaviour before.

I went downstairs when my mom was busy in watching her show and peeling out vegetables for next day.

I finished washing the dishes and it was almost 11pm. I just threw myself heavily on bed and thinking if I just slept away then my next day's test gonna be worst and if I would study now that I'm gonna late for school tomorrow or don't know if i would sleep in middle of class.
'What should I do? I'm stucked.' I whined.

I decided to study for test. It was maths test, It's not like I hate maths but it's really annoying to solve these questions, they are lengthy and...... nevermind, these were just excuses.

It was already 1am, but i was still studying. I stuck onto it for long.

It was about 1:50am when I look at the watch and my eyes were getting heavy and It was hard to keep them open. I thought I should close my eyes for 5secs and then should come back to my studies.

The song played, It was my fav. song that I even kept it on my morning alarm. But it's keep playing. I thought that it's my alarm of 6am is ringing, so I turned it off and went back to my sleep.

That was a hard thud on the door when I heard My Eomma was almost yelling, "Y/n-ah!! Not again, Just wake up your ass now. wake up its 7am.. How will you get ready in just 1hr? Y/n-ah, Are you listening or not? Do you have a death wish or what? Reply me now!! Y/n-aaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The last yell just brought me back to my senses, My eyes were still not willing to open, i was not able to think that what is happening. I was sleeping without blanket again, My book was on my head and my practice notebook was on my chest. My pen was still in my fist. I was seeing all this when the last yell of my Eomma just made me jump from my bed. I woke up and study my situation.

"Oh God!! Not again, I slept in the middle of night when I was studying. I don't sleep well even a single day. Oh God!! Eomma..!! Eomma I already woke up. Just prepare some breakfast for me, I'm just coming in few seconds."

I immediately woke up from the bed and make a way to bathroom, "Aaahhhhh!! My neck hurts and my back too. Ofcourse it has to be happened. I was sleeping in a half sitting position. Aaaahhh!! It's painful."

I took a shower as fast as i could and dressed up myself and ran to pack my bag, It's already 7:45 when I went downstairs and ate my breakfast. Did all the stuff and ran outside of the house, fortunately.. I didn't miss the bus today.

I went to last seat and rested my head back. I tried to flex my neck by placing my hand on it as it was paining. I tried not to sleep because it was almost 10 minutes way left to school.

I successfully arrived at school but i was feeling too much exhausted. I was so tired because of late night study. Jisoo came and passed a smile to me and I was also cheered up by seeing her.

"Omo, what happened to your eyes? You're looking like a Ghost." She asked.

"Chin-cha(Really)??!! Ghin-cha-na(Its okay), It will be fine after sometime." I said.

I rested my head down on the desk, i was sitting on when I felt that someone has came to sit beside me. I knew who it was so i didn't bother to look at him up.

"Aish!! My life is seriously hell." I murmured.

"Can you sit properly? I also have to sit here." he said.

I first ignore him for few seconds but I thought i'm really not in a mood to pick a fight. let's sit straight then.

I attended the first lecture and there was test in second lecture which I gave so nicely. Then the third lecture was so boring and I felt like dying bcoz it was so hard for me keep myself awake in that boring lecture. Fourth lecture was free, Jisoo asked me to go out but I refused to her and said, "I'm so exhaust Jisoo. Miahne, but I can't go now."

After saying this, I just rested my head down on the desk and in no time i just slept away.

It's lunch break now, everyone already headed to cafeteria to have their lunch.

"Y/n!! Wake up girl. It's already lunch break. Let's go to cafeteria and I heard that today's menu is so delicious. Let's go fast please." Jisoo told me as trying to waking me up.

"I can't Jisoo. I have a headache, if I will go to cafeteria, i will be fainted in middle of the way. You can go but just leave me alone here." I replied.

Jisoo was with me in 4th lecture and I was sleeping as she was taking care of me and comforting me by sitting beside me. There's no one in the class. It's just her and me.

But I can't bother her now. So she has to go to have her lunch.

"Jisoo, Do you want me to yell at you?" I asked as she shooked her head in deniel.

"Then just go and have your lunch. Please, It's a request." I said and she looked at me in disbelief as she was holding my hand and caressing my knuckles.

"Do you want me to go?" She asked as i nodded. "If yes!! Then Arrasseyo, I'll leave." She said and leave.

She was disappointed in me by this.She always said that we are best friends and yes we are. She share everything with me from food to secrets. But I don't think so I can share everything with her.

My life is miserable and I don't want anyone to pity on me. Even if I thought to share something with her, she got so concerned about me. After all I couldn't share my family matters with her. It would be a shame on me.

*Jisoo is so nice to me, she is the kindest girl i have ever known. She always remains so close to me.* I started thinking about our friendship moment by closing my eyes and laying down my head on desk.

A/N's pov.....

*Y/n thinking about Jisoo and her friendship moments*

(Before reading further, you have to listen this song first)

*****

"Yeah!! This is my dress, Jisoo. You can't take it like this." Y/n said.
I told you that I have a date, let me borrow this for one day. Please y/n" Jisoo said.
"Ara ara(I know), Just come down from my bed and take it. Arrasseyo?! Y/n said.

*****

"Hello My Alien!!" Y/n said.
"You think of yourself as a queen." Jisoo said.
"Think? Huh!! I'm, And I don't need to think. Y/n said.
"Hahahahaha!! What a joke!!"Jisoo said as they both laughed.

*****

"Y/n, Don't look behind." Jisoo said.
"Why? What's wrong?" Y/n asked trying to look behind.
"Dumbo!! I said don't look and you're doing that. The couples are going to kiss. They are super annoying like why they have to do this in park." Jisoo said as Y/n laughed.
"Don't you think, you only see stupid things. Let me join you too." Y/n said as she too joined her and they both laughed.

*****

"But why you want to make dumplings at my house." Y/n asked.
"Because it's my birthday. Can't you let me make dumplings for you on my birthday."

"Ahh!! My Eomma will kill me, Look what you have done."y/n said.
"It burned a little. Hehe. It's okay, I'll clean it." Jisoo said as y/n giving her death glares.

*****

They both were laughing together and posing for a photo in a photobooth.
Jisoo setting Y/n's hair when y/n was eating ice-cream.
"Do you like hamburger? I'll bought it for you."y/n said as Jisoo nodded.

*****

"Yah yah yaahhhh!! Don't run you bi*sh. I know you are fast but I'm not like you." Jisoo shouted as Y/n running forward and laughing at Jisoo's action.

*****

"Pinky promise"
"yeah Promise" Both intervened their fingers with a smiling face.

*****

"Ahh!! Weather is so nice." Y/n said.
"But my best friend is not." Jisoo laughed as Y/n hit her arm.

*****

"Why are you crying? What's wrong with you?" y/n asked.
"My fav. character died in my fav. kdrama." Jisoo said and started crying again.
"I should cry too then, He was my fav. too." and they both started crying dramatically.

*****

The pictures of laughing and crying together of Jisoo and Y/n rushing through Y/n's mind when she was closing her teary eyes and smiling.

"you are my soulmate", y/n whispered.

*end of Y/n's thoughts*

Jimin's pov.....

I don't know if something is wrong with her but she is calm today. Don't know if something happened with her. I was noticing her from morning and she didn't even look at me or tried to pick a fight. Well that's nice but she seemed tired. She was sleeping in 4th lecture and didn't even go to cafeteria to have her lunch. She haven't eaten yet, how would she survive till the last lecture.

"Aa-nii, I'm not worrying about her. I'm just saying." I talked to myself.

"Hey Jimin!! What are you doing here?" Jungwon, my classmate appeared and asked when I was looking at y/n from outside the class.

"Ahh!! Hii Jungwon!! It's nothing. Let's go to cafeteria, I was about to go there." I said.

"Wait a minute Jimin. We'll go now but let me hand this to y/n now." He said as I noticed the packed food he was carrying in his hand.

He went inside the classroom making his way towards y/n.

I don't know why it felt so weird and strange, I was standing there speechlessly and went more speechless when I saw that Y/n is smiling broadly after seeing him and talking so nicely to me.

My hand formed into a fist unintentionally, even i don't know how and why?

"Is she have a problem only with me? Huh!!" I murmured to myself and clenched my jaws and looked away and leave that place furiously.

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