Y/n's pov......

'I don't want to talk with anyone.' Yess, I was feeling like that. My surroundings were annoying me.

I had periods today, that too in school. Ofcourse I was in a hurry.
But beside that, The day was not good in a school too. I mean First, He didn't invited me in my Aura's Birthday party. Yeah yeah, she's her sister but she is close to me too. I felt nice everytime when I'm with her.

Then he was talking to those girls like he's his boyfriend. Well, I don't care about but still why to act like this?? Was he ignoring me or showing off something? Whatever, I won't think about that. Because of cramps and that tension of stain kept me feeling annoyed.

Well, Finally my stop is here, I get up and walked out towards my house.

"Ah!! Is Eomma Appa already back? Hmm!!" I sighed in relief feeling tired seeing the door unlocked.

I can finally rest now after a long day. As I went inside, I saw my Eomma Appa sitting on the couch, unpacking and seeing some stuffs they bought.

"Eomma, Appa, you're back??" I said approaching them.

They just saw me and nodded.

"Woah!! Lots of stuff. These cushions are so cute Eomma, Can I take one." I said.

"Don't touch them. They are for Hobi." She replied.

"Oppa?" I asked in confusion.

"Hmm!! He's coming soon, He said he will comeback on next weekend and tomorrow is weekend." She said Happily.

She really loves her son so much, Always think about him. Hobi this, Hobi that. Ah!! I envy my Oppa, I wish I could be at his place.

"Chin-cha??" I exclaimed with surprise and I was also happy to know that My elder brother is coming back after a long time.

We all smiled looking at each other. To be honest, Me and my brother don't share a good relationship but still I love him the most because he is the only one I have after Eomma and Appa.

"Ok Eomma!! I won't take this cushion. But show me mine too!! What you bring for me??" I asked happily expecting something special that could make me happy. Ofcourse she's my mom, she knew what her daughter wants.

"For you?? But you have everything, what else you need??" She replied.

My smile faded away by her response.

"Eom...ma!! You didn't.....bring ...anything ...for ...me??" I asked with a heavy heart. I was quite hurt. There were lots of stuff she bought but there isn't any for me?

"But what you need tell me?? You have almost everything." She said not regretting what she did.

"But Eomma!! Oppa also had everything. He doesn't need all this, he's coming from foreign, he totally have everything, he had also money to buy extra stuffs. Still you bought this for him but not for me." My heavy heart made me to say that. Although, I regretted immediately after saying this.

"Here you go again, comparing yourself with him. Just go from here before my anger raged." She said.

"Why are you shouting like this? Keep it calm and accept that with regret that you didn't buy anything for her." My Appa said to my Eomma.

"and what you brought Appa?" I asked him who was taking my side when I didn't need one.

"....I was saying your Eomma, but she said that you don't need anything, you have everything. So... What could I think of to get something to you." He said.

My eyes got blurry, not expecting two of them playing mind games with me instead of accepting their mistake. I'm not saying that they should say sorry, but still atleast don't lie to me.

"Eomma, don't lie okay. Tell me the truth, Haven't I said some days ago that I need a scarf, it's really sunny outside? And the day before yesterday, wasn't I discussing of buying a watch? and about sneakers, you promised me that you will get me one. What happened now??" I said.

"You have already heels and slippers to walk anywhere, No need of Sneakers, and as long as I remember you have sports shoes too then why? And about watch, your exams still have time, I will buy you one that time. And about your scarf, You don't need one. You don't go anywhere, where will you use it. If you're thinking of wearing it coming back from school, then don't fool me Y/n, you use bus to came back. and it's not that you will get tanned with a little sun rays. " She said with no regret.

"Woaaahhh Eomma!! Looks like you got several reasons to not to buy anything for me." I said with a hint of tears in my eyes.

"Yahh!! Behave yourself and don't argue with me. And you why are you not saying anything to her, She always answer me back. Are you seeing her manners?" She said loudly first looking at me and then asked my Appa.

I answer her back?? Seriously, it's my first time saying something infront of her and she said that I'm arguing. Woah Eomma! I can't be more impressed now.

"What do you suppose me to say? You both started again. You always complaint me about her and she never stop doing this all. I'm already done with you. Do whatever you want to do." He said frustratedly and stood up to leave.

"Yah!! why you both are being so much stubborn. Do anyone even value me in this house?" She yelled.

I also got up and went to my room thinking that's it's really a Worst day not bad. I locked the room as I entered and roam around my room controlling myself.

"Ah!! Hold on!! It's really frustrating. I'm going crazy. Don't cry Y/n please don't cry. I know it hurts when your own parents... ahh!! No!!" I said holding my tears back. My throat was heavy to said all this but I couldn't control myself. I kept sniffing, holding myself back, moved my fingers into my hairs but atlast, I sat down beside my bed ended up crying.

"How can they do something like this?? I'm not hurt because they didn't bring anything for me, but they don't even think about me. Never ever thought that I'm their child, even if i have grown up but I'm still their child. I have feelings too, i want to be loved. Can't they show me a little. Can't they care about me like other parents do care about their child?" The thoughts going in my head, and I was talking to myself as I always do.

It hurts like crazy right when you love someone with your whole heart but they don't even show a 1% of their to you. Love is not all about partners but parents too. You always dream about having a happy family, A home with lots of smile but something is opposite with me.

I only dream. I think I will never get a happy family, so I gave up of having one a long time ago.

They always nag me, judge me, doubt me, don't know why?? they are possessive or insecure about me?? Never allowed me to go somewhere neither a school picnic, nor a friends gathering. I never made a boyfriend because they never allowed me to have one, and they always warned me for that, always told me to just focus on studies and have a career.

Ofcourse they are right. But I can't live a boring life at all. But I have no choice other than that. I accepted this all but deep inside I know How it hurts me and when something like this happen, only me and my room knows how i spend a sleepless night, crying all the time, thinking all this stuff again and again.

I cried again today, hiding my face with my palms sitting beside my bed and resting my head there. It was still noon, I couldn't stop crying, and deep inside I know what's going outside.

"Y/n, why you always feels weak infront of your parents? You're the strongest girl. You have lots of things to worry about. Focus on your future,your career. You will face lots of problems bitter than this. Don't act childish, got up now." I comforted myself knowing that there is no one to comfort me but only me and myself who can listen me.

Sometimes I just need nothing but a comfort, but never get a one. Even though, people around me get to know I'm sad or I'm not right, they also try to comfort me but I just smiled, atleast they are making efforts but still the comfort i always crave for, i never get that. I'm comfort of myself.

"Only I could comfort myself." I said to myself getting up and went to washroom to wash up my face and then came back after taking a quick shower.

"Agghh!! F*ck these cramps now. Why the hell they bother me so much?" I groaned in pain walking out of the washroom as the period cramps making me feeling worst.

I changed myself into something comfortable and then went down to grab something to eat. Ofcourse I got more hungry after crying. My eyes were still puffy, a little. I checked but the kitchen was same, look like she haven't made anything yet.

Well, I don't want to approach her first after having a argument with her. So I went back to my room grabbing some biscuits from the cupboard.

I threw myself on bed thinking of how worst the day was, but night is still left though.

After evening, during night time...

"Y/n-ah!!" I heard a familiar voice from living room as I knew he's my Appa.

I went down to listen him.
"Aren't you hungry? You just came back from school." He asked.

"Ye Appa, I'm." I said smiling towards him. 'How stupid I was to think all that before, he cares about me.' I thought.

"Make something for yourself and for me too, Ask you Eomma too, if she want to eat too." He said as My smile faded away.

"Why?? Eomma is not cooking??" I asked.

"No!! It's her habbit you know. He don't do anything after having a argument." He said.

"Appa!! But you know I don't know how to cook." I said quite pleading him not to make me do this.

"I can bring something from resturant, but from past two days we were eating outside. Just saw anything on youtube and cook that, if you can't do this then let me know, I will sleep without eating anything." He said, and he know I won't let that happen.

"Ok I will cook Ramyeon. It's the only thing i know. So wait." I said with a pout looking down. It always happens with me.

With that I went to the kitchen, Pick out two packets of Instant noodles. But not that instant.

"Okay, So I have to boil water, then first cook noodles and add these spices. That's it??" I said to myself reading the recipe on the packet.

I took out a pan, filled it water, and increases the gas stove temperature to boil the water as I put pan on it.

As I was waiting for the water to boil, i read the recipe further.

"Salt, extra spices needed too, but where are they?" I said to myself searching for it.

But at the next moment as I reached to the salt, Which was on the back side of gas stove, my elbow hitted on the handle of pan which made pan unstable and as My mind reacted to the situation I hold the pan, not let it to fall but the hot water fell on my hand.

I hissed in pain with a little voice and immediately went to sink, to kept my hand under running cold water. It hurts like crazy.

Thank God, I didn't get any mark or god knew, it will be seen later.

I quickly cooked the Ramen for both of them and went to my room, I didn't feel like I wanted to eat something so yeah I skipped my dinner.

As always ignoring all this, I picked out my books and started studying, but my mind was diverting thinking of all things happened today.

'Tomorrow is Aura's birthday too, what should I do?? He didn't invited me though but I can't do this with Aura, If I am not going to party atleast I can wish her. But it felt like crazy. Had he forgot to invite me?? Ahh!! I don't want to think about it. Even though he would have invite me, Eomma won't allow me go there. What should I do?? Should I buy a gift for her?? Online?? Ofcourse Eomma won't allow me to go anywhere.' these thoughts never leaving from my head as book was opened infront of me.

I picked up my phone started seeing something random to buy for Aura. I don't know at what time I slept but yeah I made the order which will deliver the next day, on her birthday.

Next morning I woke up seeing the time in my phone. 10:00 a.m. , "Omo!!" I woke up with a jolt sitting in my bed. "I slept again like this." I said to myself seeing book beside me, which I didn't even study last night.

I sighed as I got up from the bed. After freshing up myself, I went down in living hall.

I saw my Eomma at the door bowing and saying bye to someone, I didn't get who was there. As she came inside, I asked, "Who was that Eomma??"

"Your Eommonim, Aura's mother and Aura." She said.

"Aura?? Why??" I asked.

"Today is Aura's birthday, So they invited us all to their grand party. They said they are organising a grand function, lots of guests will come, so ofcourse they will invite us too." She explained handing me the invitation card.

"We will go there??" I asked.

"Ofcourse, We all are invited so we all will go and be ready at the mentioned time. Don't be late as always you do." She said as a smile formed on my face.

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