Finally.
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Wow. Nasa news na s'ya kaagad ah. Sa bawat channel puro s'ya headline. Buti nalang umalis na ko don.

Bitch wtf, nagpakilala na nga s'ya as Sebastian Leonardo Chase Dean Aleistar Vicasente. Takteng pangalan yan ang haba. Pero... Ang hot— tawagan ko nga lang si daddy.

"Daughter?! W-Why— my son! What on earth is happening?!" Bungad ni daddy and I sigh. "I don't know either daddy! He just stood up and introduced himself!"

Nagulat naman ako nang babaan n'ya nalang ako. Okay. I guess this is really bad?

Nag impake na ko kaagad at nag bihis ng pang alis.

I'm insane. Yes. And I think I am now  regretting on what I have done. Baka pag nag stay pa ko dito masama ako sa issue n'ya!

This is shit, may connection s'ya with my family so there's no way na hindi magka chance na umabot sa kanila ang balita.

I need to leave. I just can't stay any longer!

Kinaladkad kona maleta ko paalis ng rest house at nag madaling pumunta sa may receptionist nang hindi nakikita ni chase.

Alam mo wag na pala. Dun sila nag iinterview. Aalis nalang ako!

Tumakbo na ko sa may mga yacht at sumakay sa dati kong sinakyan papunta dito.

"L-Let's go back in airport. Now!" Utos ko kaagad at tinulungan nila ako mag pasok ng gamit ko.

M-Maybe chase would understand... Fvck, dat pala hindi na ko nag iwan ng letter!

I just told him that I'll be leaving... And yeah. That's all! Fvck! I need to get that back!!!

Bababa na ko non nang mapansin ko na papunta silang lahat sa may mga rest house. Kasunod ni chase yung mga reporters kaya alam ko na dadagasain ng tao s'ya sa kwarto n'ya kaya umatras nalang ako at inutusan silang paandarin na ang sinasakyan namin.

I keep on breathing deeply together with my racing heart. Sinilip ko sila sa may rest house ni chase at nakita ko na tumatakbo s'ya papasok ng rest house ko kaya doon na ko umupo na at nag tago.

Fvck. This is real shit wrong.

Nag vivibrate na yung cellphone ko at alam kong si chase yon so hindi ko nalang yon pinansin at pumasok sa loob.

Ugh fvck. My head.

"Ma'am?" May kumatok sa may pinto kaya pinagbuksan ko. "Why?" Matamlay na sagot ko. Wala s'yang sinabi, pinakita n'ya lang sakin ang cellphone n'ya at nandon ang caller Id na 'owner of the island'

"P-Please, don't you dare answer that call and I swear I'll kill you if he'll know where are we going!" I yelled to my driver and yes, he's working with me, why he have his number?

Before he leaves I confiscated his phone, sa iba din na nandoon at iniwan lahat sa may coffee table.

Okay lang yan Xey, malapit na ...

Airport...

Now I have a problem leaving. I don't know where to go!

If I go to greece I'll have a flight for 8 hrs. And I don't want to stay there yet... Should I head in Sri Lanka? Or go in Miami?

Wooh, Xey calm... The world is wide and chase can't look for you everywhere.

papasok na ko sa loob para diretsyo na ko sa may private jet ko nang maalala ko naiwan ko pala yung maleta ko sa yacht. Ang bobo talaga!

I groaned and was about to get my phone but fvck. I forgot it also on the coffee table! Ugh! The only thing I bought here is myself.

Dumb self.

Bumalik ako sa may yacht at mabuti nalang at nandon pa iyon. I was calling someone there but nobody showed up so I let myself in again.

Binuksan ko ang pinto sa may kwarto at napa buntong hininga nang makita ko na nandoon ang mga gamit ko.

Nilapitan ko iyon at nagtaka na bakit inilagay nila dito hindi nalang isunod sakin doon sa loob.

I pick up my things and almost fell when the yacht moved. Fvck! Ngayon aalis na sila kung kelan nandito ako!

I leave my things first and step out of the room, nakita ko naman na paalis na nga kaya nairita ako at inakyat yung nag ddrive.

Since mabilis yung pag mamaneho napakapit ako maigi sa railings paakyat. Bwiset na to! Papatanggal ko lisensya neto!

I barged in at nanlaki ang mata nang makita ko ang mga tauhan dito na bugbog sarado at nakahandusay lang sa sulok.

"WHAT THE F—

"Welcome aboard, princess." Malamig nitong saad saakin at agad n'yang binitawan ang manibela saka napahilot sa sentido n'ya.

"W-Why are you here?"

Natawa s'ya. "Are you serious bal? You're really going to ask me that?!" He half yelled and he looks scary.

I sigh, wala na finish na ko. Lakas loob akong nag walk out at nagmadaling pumasok ng kwarto ko.

"Are you fvcking serious now bal?!" Hinila n'ya ko at hinarap n'ya ko sa kanya but I quickly shrug his hand away from me.

"What's the problem?! Why are you fvcking leaving me?!" he asked but I am not responding that shit. "Bal! Answer me!—p-please... I can't understand you right now." sigaw n'ya nung una pero humina din boses n'ya nung nakita n'yang napaatras ako.

"Bal... Please... Talk to me... What is wrong? Why are you leaving me? Did I do something wrong? Bal??" He holds my hand and his other hand cups my face but I pull away.

"Bal! Don't be like this! Its driving me crazy!" He half yelled again and just pulled me in a hug.

Fvck. No. Don't tear up bitch. Kasalanan mo ang nangyayari ngayon. Wag kang iiyak iyak. This is your responsibility so don't fucking cry! ,

I was about to pull away but he hugged me tighter. "If this is about you bewitching me and not giving you attention to that... I'm sorry—

"No..." I pulled away and look away. Fvck. I can't even make an eye contact with him. This is stressing me out.

"Bal... Please... Tell me what's wrong? Baka maayos natin to... Please. Bal..." He keeps on pleading at me and fvck I want to tell him but...  I really can't. He'll ask more questions if I'll tell the reason.

"Bal—

"Chase wag." luluhod s'ya non nung hindi pa ko nagsasalita and I'm trying to stand him up pero umiiling s'ya kaya napaluhod nalang din ako at niyakap s'ya.

"Stand up Chase." I keep on telling him but he just keeps on pleading. "Chase! Stand up  ! I won't tell you if you won't stand up!" naiinis kong saad kaya tumayo na s'ya pero ako nakayakap padin sa kanya.

"There is something wrong... Please tell me..." He whispered and pull me closer to him. How could I made this thing work with him?

It feels like I made a wrong choice...

"Mr. Vicasente? We are here." May tumawag sa labas so I pulled away.

"Where?" I asked chase pero ang ginawa n'ya lang ay kunin ang gamit ko palabas so sumunod lang ako.

Agad naman ako tumakbo pabalik sa loob nang makita ko na nakabalik kami ng resort ng walang malay.

Nilingon ako ni chase at nakita kong dinala ng mga tauhan na naririto sa yacht gamit ko mula kay chase at pumasok muli si chase sa loob.

"I-I thought..." I paused dahil nagtataka na ko sa ganap kanina. "I made things up to get you." Nilahad n'ya kamay n'ya saakin pero umiling ako.

"Bal... We need to talk... Wag nating idaan sa ganito... Ayokong umalis ka... You promised me that you won't leave me... Bal please..." He holds my hand at sumilip ako sa labas. Tatawid lang kami mismo sa may rest house n'ya pero baka kasi nandon yung mga reporters.

"B-Baka nasa loob mga reporters... I want us to talk—

"Don't worry, I asked them to leave me alone."

"Did you tell them about us?"

"Bal, ayokong pagkalat ka. Gusto ko akin ka lang. Tara na... Habang di pa ko baliw. Kausapin mona ko." Madali n'yang saad at hinawakan na kamay ko pero hindi padin ako gumalaw.

"Bal! Please." he pouted his lips at me pero nakatulala lang ako sa kanya. I'm just really lost right now.

"You leave me no choice." He said at kaya kaagad n'ya kong hinila at binuhat na para bang sako.

I groaned. "Chase!"

"No bal. You asked for this." I hit his back so hard and I heard his groan as we enter in. Umalis din naman ung mga tauhan ko agad at nagmadaling pinaandar ang yacht.

Chase drag me on his bed and shut the door behind. I sat down and he quickly rest both of his hands between me on the bed as he stare at me.

"Why were you leaving?" He asked and was about to look away but he hold my chin and forced me to look at him.

"I won't let this pass. Why were you leaving me? Did I did something wrong?" Now he holds my hand.

"C-Can we talk later? I need some time..." Tinitigan n'ya lang ako. "I promise to continue this conversation after I rest... Please..." I look down and he sighs.

"I trust you so please don't break your promise. I might get crazy if you'll break one of it." he said and kissed my forehead. "You look beautiful today... Please rest here in my bedroom... I'll be waiting for you outside. Don't escape okay?" He looks at me but I still did not glance at him kaya lumabas nalang s'ya.

Kaagad ko namang nasuntok yung kama sa inis. Bat ba ko nagkakaganito ngayon? Palibhasa hindi ako marunong mag ayos ng mga ganitong bagay... I'm too selfish... Napapairal ko nanaman pride ko... Kaya ako nag kakaganito!

Xey... If you want to love someone... Don't do this shit... To have a healthy relationship... You should always trust each other. Now xey you need to set your mind in this situation. You need to fix this and never end it leaving him.

You know deep inside you, you like him so trust what your heart desires... Your mind is really just overreacting... Don't worry... Just trust him mostly yourself...

Sa sobrang kakaisip ko hindi ko namalayang itinulog ko nalang pala... Kaya pala tila ba nawala na yung pagiging OA ko kase naitulog kona...

I stood up and peak outside. Bitch wtf, walang tao! Bat nakapatay lahat ng ilaw dito?

"Chase?" Tawag ko pero wala akong narinig na sagot. Takte, 11 am ako nakatulog tas mag 7pm na ko nagising? Ayos.

I step out of the room and look for him but there was no sign of him.

Ugh fvck. I'm panicking again... bat ba kasi ang hilig kong mag palayo ng tao pero ayaw ko na umaalis sila?

Pakabobo mo Xey wala namang susuyo sayo kaya bat koba nagawa yon? Wala ba talagang makakapag tiis sa ugali ko?

I go back in the bed room and quickly change my outfit, nangangati na ko eh.

Pero nag silky robe lang ako and underneath is this.

Since babalik nalang din muna ako sa rest house ko, ayoko munang maging pabigat kay chase after we speak with each other. I have the feeling kasi na I'll fail to explain clearly with him.

ugh... Why's my life be so complicated?

"Please... I'll fix that tomorrow, just let me stay with my wifey today... I don't want to give her less attention. She needs me now. Please don't call, Let's talk tomorrow Leo. Bye." I heard he shuts the door behind so napatayo na ko kase sakto non ang pagsilip ni chase dito sa kwarto.

"B-Bal... Hey... you're awake... Do you want to eat? You did not eat ever since I make a scene earlier. I'm sure you're hungry." He entered in at nakita ko yung dala n'yang paper bag at umupo s'ya sa kama saka inilabas ang mga pagkain.

He looks at me from head to toe. "You look beautiful..." he said with a smile and I gave him a small smile so he sighs and stood up "Bal, let's eat? Sorry, I did not have a time to cook for you, I just fixed the trouble I've caused earlier. But don't worry, it's already fixed." he cups my face then caresses my hair.

I nodded and just sit down at inayos n'ya na yung pagkain. Tahimik kaming kumain non at alam kong ang awkward, hanggang sa makatapos kami ng pagkain, since hindi ako dumami ng kain, ang dami kong tira kaya nilagay nalang yon ni chase sa ref.

Bumalik s'ya dala ang isang baso ng tubig at pagkatapos kong inumin yon ay ibinaba ko nalang yon sa side table at nakita ko ang nag aalalang tingin nanaman ni chase.

He smiles, but I feel that, that smile is not really a real smile at all... "Just call me if you want to talk about it." He stands up and kissed my forehead and walked away pero nahawakan ko s'ya sa kamay kaagad nung nahawakan n'ya na ang door knob.

"I know I like to throw people away and I always hated them when they leave... Alam ko din na hindi ako kasuyo-suyo at hindi katiis tiis ang ugali ko, pero kahit na gusto kong itigil na to, hindi ko to matigil..." I paused and he slowly faced me but I still look down and stayed holding him.

"I'm just weak... Emotionally... If I'm emotionally weak... walang kwenta yung pagiging malakas ko in physical way..."

"Chase... Kung hindi ako kasuyo-suyo at hindi katiis-tiis, pasensya... Kung kaya mong mag bago babaguhin ko din to..." sabi ko and he just hugged me.

"I love persuading you... At hindi ko kailangang tiisin ugali mo, sa totoo lang tanggap kopa ugali mo. I love every flaws of you. The first thing I loved from you is your flaws..."

Fvck. I hope you also love my lies to you...

Niyakap ko na din s'ya ng mas mahigpit at pinipigilang hindi maiyak. Napamura naman ako kasabay ng tawa at napa buntong hininga. "Bakit din ba agad kang nag pakilala ng ganon kanina?" I asked and were now swaying slowly as we're hugging each other.

"I want everyone to know the truth. I'm listening to you. I want to come out clean this time. I'll face every consequences and endure everything it takes. It'll be more great to be true... And I am so right about listening to you... Even if people were in shock, I'm cooperating with them and take a full responsibility of what I have caused. " He kissed my head and his one hand runs on my waist.

"You should have told me... I was scared that maybe if you do that you might get busy and lose time to me... And maybe you'll introduce me to the world since you are now the number one topic of the world..." I said at isiniksik n'ya ulo n'ya sa may leeg ko.

"Bal, I told you, seloso ako, akin ka lang, I don't want anyone to know you, baka may umagaw sa gandang mong yan... Model ka pa naman... And I would never lose time for you... I've been stalking you ever since right? And I love that work, kahit na busy ako, gusto kong makita ka muna bago mag trabaho. Handa akong magtanggal ng mga appointments para magsama lang tayo."

Fucking shet, I don't deserve this man... What did I actually did to deserve himmmm??

"Bal, I thank you for everything... Mostly for giving me a chance to love you... And I always think of not deserving you but fvck that thoughts, I won't give any shit for everything, basta ang alam ko sa sarili ko kung bakit ko to ginagawa is because I love you... I love you my everything. I love you My Cinderella..." He said so nagkatinginan na kami.

Fvck. he's right. Fvck that negative thoughts.

Before I could speak up, he crashed his lips to mine at napaatras ako non and fall my back on the soft bed at etong si chase pumaibabaw nalang din habang hinahalikan ako.

His kiss was very gentle and slow yet passionate... Iniingatan n'ya talaga ako... He knows that I am fragile, I have told him that last night.

And I love him for remembering that,even if that is just part of the little things kung san di na kailangan ng atensyon.

Nung napasandal na ko sa headband, tumigil s'ya sa paghahalik at napalitan ang ngisi n'ya sa ngiti. "I know you're still tired. You need some rest." He cupped my face and kissed my forehead at kaya hinawakan ko s'ya sa kamay.

"Chase." I called and he raise his eyebrows. "Yes?" I placed his hand on my chest and I want him to feel how my heart race when I am with him.

"This happens all the time... And I always want you to know that..." I paused and I place his hand on my left boob. "Chase, I love you... Like Sebastian Leonardo Chase Dean Aleistar Vicasente... I love you so damn much..." Natulala s'ya sa sinabi ko at dahan-dahan n'yang inalis kamay n'ya sa may dibdib ko.

"Cinderella..."

"What??" Did it went bad?

"I-I um... I want to inform you that I was always harsh and sometimes wild..."

Tinaasan ko s'ya ng kilay. "Huh? What do you mean?"

"In bed sweetheart. If you're trying to seduce me right now in your pose, hindi ko na talaga kayang pigilan to."

I smirk. "Bubu bear, you're so adorable enduring that." I bend my knees and let the silk falls from my thigh and hold his hand.

"But I'll be dangerous right now for not enduring it."