Lunatic

We both take a sit and now I think I want to end this bullshit. I can't belive this emotion could drag me into this shit.

Now I'm sharing some piece of shit to this man that I barely know! Should I just seduce him so we couldn't talk about this shit? I think that's the only emergency option in this situation.

"You could speak anytime you—

"It does not matter anymore..." I breathe out while my eyes were shut. "What do you mean?"

I opened my eyes and look at him with my blank expression. "I mean... I would never had a chance to see him again... I'm a total bitch after all, I know he can't accept me again after leaving him."

"Ma'am... I know you're suffering on what you feel right now and doubting like that can't help you from moving on. Yo—

"Then maybe this could help me move on." I quickly stand up and hop on top of him as I attack him on a kiss.

I forced myself to kiss him just to stop him from discussing that shit. As I keep on forcing myself kissing him, I was quite shock that he kissed back and I did not know that, as he do that a tear keeps on escaping and trailing down my cheeks.

but later on... He stopped and pulled me away... Natulala lang naman ako sa may dibdib n'ya at nanahimik na para bang walang nangyari.

I stand up so is he. "I-I'm sorry ma'am... B-But I need to go..." I shut my eyes so hard as he quickly ran out and shut the door behind so I had a chance to hit my dumb head hard.

Ugh! Ang bobo mo Xey!! Why did you do that?! Bakit ba kasi ang hina kona pagdating sa mga bagay na ganito? Ang hina-hina kong humarap sa mga ganitong problema!

Like shit, this happened at the time Me and kevin had a relationship... Masyado yata akong nagpakatanga kay kevin noon at mas piniling magpakatatag na parang lalaki kila daddy noon... Natatakot akong maging duwag ulit kaya pinilit kong maging malakas.

Pero kahit anong lakas ko, hanggang pisikal lang pala yon pero deep inside me... Mahina talaga ako... Ni' hindi ko nga maharap mga magulang ko kase alam kong mahina ako sa pakikipag harap-harapan sa kanila... Hanggang dito ba naman din sa naramdaman ko kay chase?!

Ugh fvck this is too much to handle... I need to apologize to Leonardo...

Pero bago pa ko makatakbo sa rest house nito ay nakapag palit ako ng damit muna.

Why ? Didiretsyo naman ako sa bar malapit dito kaya ganto nalang susuot ko.

I walk towards his rest house at bago pa ko makalapit doon ay may narinig na kong iyak ng bata mula sa loob.

I sigh and I guess Leonardo's not here and for Pete's sake, why did he left his child in alone?!

I twist the knob and I smirk when I knew that it was unlocked. I help myself in and it was dark inside. The place was like mines but with bigger space. I shut the door behind and started to call out Leonardo's name.

But when there is no response, I just opened the bedroom door as I saw a kid standing on the crib so I walk towards it.

"M-Mama?"

Holy fvcking shit.

I gasp when I saw... A-Aerody?!

"Aerody?"

"Mama!!!" He cried again as he raise his hands up, gesturing for me to carry him up so I get him and open the lights.

"Mama!!! I m-miss you!! Mama!!! Mama!!!" Ulit nito and I wipe his tears away. "What are you doing here?! Are you... Related to Leonardo?" I asked and I know he can't understand me much—

"Dada. L-Leo... Dada!"

HOLD THE FVCK!

"W-What did you say baby?" I asked. "L-Leo... m-moster mama."

Anaknang, bat ba nabubulol padin toooo? Di ko tuloy gaanong maintindihan.

Did Leonardo did something bad to Aerody?! Shit shit shit. I'll kill him when he gets back. But first I'll feed him.

I put down Aerody on a high chair and serve him some food that he could eat. Or I did just serve the food from the counter.

"Baby stay here for a while okay? I'll just get your towel." I kiss him on his head and walk back in the bedroom.

As I look for a towel, I finally heard someone entered in so I quickly ran behind the bedroom door and peek out.

"Sir... I-I can't —

"Yes Patrick and you can! Just be me for just one whole day! Is that so hard to be Leonardo?!" Leonardo yelled at the man named patrick. And what?! Leonardo told patrick to be Leonardo? Ha????

"Please Patrick. I need you just for one day... I just can't stand it anymore!" Pagmamakaawa ni Leonardo kay Patrick hanggang sa tumango nalang si Patrick.

"Thanks man! I owe you a lot! Please. Get the suits in my closet. I'll catch up with you there later." Binigyan ni Leonardo si Patrick ng bro hug at bago pa makapasok si Patrick dito sa may closet n'ya sa loob ng kwartong to, I gasped.

Holy fvcking shit.

That's why it looks realistic. He is using that rare mask and really hard to buy. Like snajdjkqnxjajcb LEONARDO AND CHASE IS JUST THE SAME PERSON?! HOLY FVCKER.

Mapapasigaw na sana ako kaso napigilan ko. "Here. Just stick it on your face and change it in Leonardo's face from the controls. You'll see it easily because it is in the recent section." Leo— chase said to patrick and they walk in opposite ways.

Chase walks directly in the dining area and Patrick walks in this bedroom so what I do is quickly smack his neck resulting him to pass out silently. I catched him and gently lie him down silently on the floor.

I get that mask from chase which is like a small metal balls that is being compressed together and there are some parts that is on a bigger size of balls which should be putted on your forehead, eyes, nose, mouth, chin and cheeks. It's hard to explain what it looks like  because all I could remember is it is only who chase invented this.

I doubt of him failing in this invention, but little did I know... I was wrong.

I kept that in my pocket and quickly stand at the back of the bedroom door.

I thought chase entered in the dining area but he came from the balcony to smoke. Before he could walk towards the dining area, his phone rang so He answered the call.

"Yes Leo?" Leo? S-Sebastian's secretary?

What is he doing now with sebastian?!

"Yes Leo you heard me. I want you to be Sebastian for a while. Besides... You've already done that on my party. You can do that for a week. I know I could trust on you.— yes... S-She is here... I don't have a clue either... Just please... do me that favor... Just act like you're Sebastian... Do like what I do... Je vous remercie."

Fvck. Son of a gun.

He made me a lunatic. This asshole! He'll pay for this!!! Now it makes my heart ache. How dare is he to make this ache at the same time made me like a lunatic?!

"Oh! My baby? How did you get in here?" I heard chase asked Aerody from the dining area. Now I am fired up and wanted to assassinate him right now.

"Hi dada! Mamama here." Dinig kong sabi ni Aerody. I shut my eyes so tight. "Fvck." I chanted.

"Mama?— What mama?"

"Mamammamama!" Aerody happily yelled and I saw chase peeks out the dining area. Shit. Shit. Shit. Shit.

"Kalarise?" Tawag nito but bitch you're wrong. Did Aerody calls kalarise his mother also?!

"I told you Aerody if that is Kalarise don't call her mama! She's a evil b—bullcow!"

"Dada. Kaka moster. Ewww... Mama mama I lab."

"Baby I can't understand you. Stay right there. I'll just look for patrick."

Just stab him Xey just like he did. A backstabbing asshole.

"Patrick?" Tawag nito so when he stepped in, I step forward also but did not let him saw me yet. "Patrick?!" He gasped when he saw Patrick lying down the floor and before he could ran at him my fist met his stomach.

He groaned and I dragged him out of the bedroom and he pushed me away.

"Who—

"WHY DON'T YOU ASK THAT TO YOURSELF HUH?! WHO YOU REALLY ARE?  YOU'RE MAKING ME A LUNATIC YOU JERK!" I yelled at nanlaki lang mata n'ya nung nakita ako.

"Cinde—

"Answer my fvcking question. Who the FVCK are you?! Who is Sebastian?! Leonardo?! And... Chase?" I asked as I keep on stepping back and at the same time he steps forward at me.

"Cin—

"ANSWER ME!" I yelled once again and fvck. This is the very first time that I argue with someone and cried like a little bitch.

"I'll tell you just s-stop crying... Please..."

Natawa ako at pinunasan ang aking luha. "I'll fucking beat you down you asshole!" Sinugod ko s'ya ng mga suntok pero nahahawakan n'ya ang kamao ko sa bawat suntok ko sa kanya.

"Cinderella please! I can explain!" He said as I chant him with heavy punches but still I couldn't give him a hit.

"You fucking bastard! I hate you!" I yelled at nung bitawan n'ya ko bigla nasapak ko s'ya ng isang beses sa dibdib n'ya pero agad din n'ya akong nayakap.

"Putang ina, bibikwasin kita! Puta! Layuan moko! Wag mokong yakapin!!!" I yelled and trying to push him away but it was useless... My body became weak when he hugged me.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry Cinderella... I'm sorry..." He repeated again and again and fuck why am I sobbing on his arms.

With full strength, I pushed him away and slap him so hard. "Answer me." Nanggigigil kong saad.

Hindi s'ya umimik, ang ginawa n'ya pa ay ang umasik. Puta talaga. Natawa ako. "I'm sorry, did I hurt your ego?!" I half yelled and he breaths out.

"I... Am... Just the same person... I-I mean... I am... Sebastian Leonardo Chase Dean Aleistar Vicasente. The CEO of Mané, the owner of this Paradise resort, and the owner of the Royal DeanHaux company... Aleistar is my middle initial... Also... I was next in the line to get the family heirloom which is the key of a island in some country..."

This man really is powerful...

H-How could he manage those shit all by himself? How? Just how?

"I am really sorry... Cinderella... I was really obsessed with you, maybe that's why I'm being like this... Using my other names to be with you even tho I know that you really hate me... I just can't give up on you..."  He looks down at napasulyap ako sa lumabas ng kwarto ni chase so napatingin din si chase.

"B-Boss—

"Patrick please take Aerody out here first. We'll talk later." agad nang utos ni chase dito kaya agad nalang s'yang tumakbo sa dining area at lumabas bitbit si Aerody.

"You know I can't be with you because you were the person who hurt me emotionally and sometimes physically... And keep slapping it with band-aid on a wound like the sorry s  you always say to me, then at the same time you'll call it a love? Is that even a love? If that's how you love me... I-I really can't accept your love chase..." He looks down and suddenly falls on his knees.

"I.. Know..." he sounded like everything was really over for him... But fvck... I can't also lie anymore. I have to tell him the truth... Why did I also told him that past shit. Ugh.

But this has a big impact on  my... Plans... What should I do? my head was about to explode in this situation...

"I-I'll try to... Let-l-let... You... G—

"But you changed..." I quickly add up before he could finish his sentences and he looks at me. Hindi ko na kayaaaaaaa, nananalo na yata tong karupukan ko...  "You changed and improve yourself to love and protect me nowadays..." I shut my eyes for a few seconds and go back looking at him.

Fvck my own rules.

"There's no problem with you... Because I could see that you're really doing it for me to accept you... I'm the one should be punished because I don't know how to accept you... And the only thing I do is to tell you to leave me even tho I don't want you to leave me..." I also fall on my knees in front of him and I started to sob again.

Fvck me for being weak rn.

"You just don't.. Deserve my love because I'm afraid to love you, chase... I might end up hurting you even more... My life is more complicated than yours..."

Natahimik kami sandali at bigla itong nagsalita. "You want a drink?" He bring that random question that makes me chuckle and wipe my tears away. Tarantado talaga to.