1:43 AM

Time check: '12am'

Nagbabangi na s'ya ngayon ng mallows. And damn, he's really good at these. He hand me the smores and I ate it.

Weird fact but at the same time cute? He's watching me eat with a genuine smile painted on his face.

After I ate that I look at him. "You're such a beau-

"I'll kick you if you'll finish that sentence." I warned so he laughed and wipe the side of my lips.

"Lalamon na nga lang may ititira pa." He said and my eyes widen when he directly lick his thumb after removing the excess mallows from my side lips.

Seriously! Stop chase! Ugh!

"Wait... I almost forgot... Ikaw naman magkwento. Since madami-dami na den akong na kwento." Tumabi s'ya saken as he eats the takoyaki and so I lean on the car window.

Wait paisipin mo muna ako ng kasinungalingan.

"Well I don't know what to tell you... Its like... I don't have a lot of stories here... I'm not a fun girl that you should be with... I'm a normal and boring person." I said with a smirk at kaya s'ya din.

"Let's talk about our whore life then." Napatawa n'yang saad at kaya ako napataas nalang ng kilay.

"What do you mean?"

"Everyone has whore lives. come on, don't deny this."

Napairap ako "What about it?"

"How many guys did you slept with?" Direkta n'yang tanong. "Seriously? Ayan agad tanong mo?" Natatawa kong sabi at s'ya natawa nalang din.

"Well if I'd be judging your looks, you're attractive and -

"Oh, I am offended Mr. Vicasente. I'm just attractive but not fuckable hun." I cut him off and so I saw his smile.

"Damn... Got cha'. " he cursed at lumapit s'ya sakin after he ate the takoyaki.

"I remembered me and alejandro do some shitty stuffs..." He laughed as he murmurs that kaya ako kunyare nagtaka.

"What do you mean?" He looks at me and lean next to me. "Alej and I bond so much... Mostly in bars." he paused as he glanced at me and I was just... Resting my bitch face at him.

"Like hoeing in every bar every night. And we had this great bet. Na padamihan ng mga babaeng maiikama namen and believe it or not, I envy that bastard for having total of 50 girls in just 2 nights." He laughed, so am I; even tho I don't have to. But fvck I never remembered that he envy me. I felt the victory there lmao.

I payed 50 women to pretend that we hooked up to win that bet that's why I have his car now.

"You two seems like having a good times huh?" I asked with a smile at saktong pagtingin n'ya sakin nawala bigla ngiti n'ya.

"M-Maybe... You're wrong about him? I-I mean why can't you give him another chance to speak?" I said at bigla nalang nag iba ang aura n'ya pagka balik tingin n'ya saakin.

Napa asik nalang ako kasunod ng buntong hininga n'ya at saka bumaba nalang ng kotse at lumapit sa may apoy at nagkunwariang nagpapainit.

Sinulyapan ko non si chase at taena, nakahiga lang s'ya... Grabe, nainis ba s'ya sa nasabi ko? Arte naman neto.

Tumayo na ko at bumalik sa pwesto ko kanina at s'ya nakahiga padin, tulala.

I sigh and pats his knee and he groaned. "It's already 1am. I need sleep." I said so he looks at me but still laying down.

"You could sleep here."

"No. I don't want to!" I respond and I cross my arms so he sighs as a response.

Nanahimik nalang s'ya uli kaya naman sumandal ako sa kabilang side at nilabas ang phone then texted belle.

I told her to bring me some car that could pick me up here in San Diego, pagkatapos kong mag sabi non, si chase gumapang sa may likod ko at pinulupot ang kamay sa may balikat ko.

I put down my phone and remove his hands around me then faced him. "What is it now?" I asked annoyingly at nagtaas lang s'ya ng kilay kasunod ng isang ngisi.

"Is that your boyfriend? Or do you have a boyfriend? Who are you texting-

"Doesn't ma-

"Wait. Don't respond on my questions. Kase kahit anong sabihin mo meron man o wala I'll try my best getting you back and owning you badly." I groan and hit his chest.

"Seriously , stop your crap. I am really tired chase." I pretend yawn and he just look at me.

As his damn response, he cups my face and started squeezing it. Like damn. My face is not a fvcking slime to be done like this!!!

He keeps on pinching and pulling my cheeks as I keep on groaning and trying to push him away.

"Why you so damn cute?" He said as he work on that childish tone on me.

Maya maya naman ay nakahagip na ko ng lakas para suntukin s'ya sa dibdib n'ya na ikinahiga n'ya kasabay ng daing nito at agad akong umupo sa may tyan n'ya at kiniliti ito.

I know that this is his weakness.

"You bastard! Sakit na ng muka ko!" I groaned as I keep on tickling him and he keeps on laughing so loud and hard right now.

But later on I stopped so he sits down quickly and narrows his eyes at me. "Why did you tickle me!!" Pagpapacute n'ya sa harap ko, as he now pin me down and now he's on top of me.

"Why did you tickle me!" he childishly said again and make some cute faces, so I laughed.

"I said whyyyy!!! Don't laugh!" He repeats with that cute pouty face so I just keep on laughing at kaya dumag-an na s'ya sakin so I started moving to make him pull away from me.

He now groaned and holds my waist. "Ugh... Hun, don't wake someone you don't want to wake, down there. So stay still." He remind so nanlaki mata ko and screamed.

"EW! YUCK! ALIS!!! CHASE NAMAN!!!" I yelled so he started laughing, I managed myself to push him away and I quickly sat down kaya naman malapit lapit muka n'ya sakin dahil sa kapit n'ya pa pulsuhan ko.

"Disgusting!" maarte kong saad at kaya may pahabol na tawa pa si chase. My eyes land on Chase's hand gripping on my wrist in front of me then glance at him to make an eye contact.

I froze on my place as I stare at him and he just did the same thing... And its not like just staring.... Its like... It has something...

Shit, I can't understand what I feel right now. Kanina naman maayos lang kaming nag uusap ng di ganto sobrang katibok ng puso ko... Bat ngayon bigla bigla nalang ganto... Shet.

Mas lalo akong di lumayo ng tingin nang dahan-dahan n'yang ibaba ang aking kamay sa may comforter at nag pakitang motibo na s'ya nang napatingin ang kanyang mga mata sa aking labi.

I wanted to pull myself back or away from him... But fvck. What are you doing xey?! Why half of you want this ?!

I don't know what to do so I wait and see what he'll do. Like damn I know where is this going. DAMN DO I WANT THIS TO HAPPEN?! NO! CUT IT OFF XEY!

Lalayo na ko non kaso nung napansin n'ya ano dapat gagawin ko hinawakan ng isang kamay n'ya muka ko kaya sinugod n'ya na ako agad ng halik.

Shiiittt kanina lang nag babata-bataang laro lang ehh bat biglang ganito!!! Lagot ako sa mama ko pokpok nanaman akooo. Char.

We kissed. The worst thing is.. I kissed back... so our kiss turned into a wild... And passionate one...

He slowly lie me down again without breaking the kiss and when his hands goes up on my butt I couldn't help but to release a moan between our kisses. And the effect of that moan is that chase kisses me deeply and wildly again.

"Bal, your moan is a music in my ears. I want to hear more of that." He whispered on my ear.

And that shit snapped out of me.

Before he goes back kissing me, I quickly cover his mouth then I catch my breath.

Oh yea... He almost got me in his little act to get a girl game...

You fool Xey...

Tinanggal ni chase ang kamay ko sa may bibig n'ya at hinawakan n'ya ang aking pisngi. Woah, woah, woah, tumaas balahibo ko don.

"What are we doing? W-Why are YOU doing this?..." I emphasized the word you to him and what he did is look down then shut his eyes so tight and sigh then follow it up with massaging his temples.

I also sigh at sakto naman na nag text na si belle sakin so I get my phone and look at her message. Sabi ni belle na may makakasundo sakin na kakilala n'ya mula sa San Diego, kung san man ako, pero kahit wag ko na daw sabihin asan ako ilolocate nalang nila ako so I just smirk and push chase away when he's about to approach me again.

I hop down his car "Why don't you just go in a bar and look someone that could hook you up? Wag ako." Naglakad na ko palayo sa kotse at oo, bumababa na ko ng bundok.

Since malapit lapit den naman dito ung kalsada, lalakadin ko nalang. Kaya ko naman. Kaya pa. Kayang kayaaa. Wooh di na mabubura sa isip ko tong nagawa ko ngayon. This is too damn much.

Nakita ko na yung kalsada kaya napangiti na ko di lang dahil doon, dahil di din ako nahulog sa pag baba.

"Wait." Agad n'ya kong hinila paharap sa kanya at kaya agad ko din s'yang nasampal ng malakas.

Now there's silence between us. Fvck fvck fvck nademonyo na kamay ko.

"Don't you dare show your face to me again! How dare you plan something like that! I'm right about you... You just want me to be on your list in easy to fuck girls. " I yelled at him so chase slowly look up at me.

I know every move you do chase. Di ka na makakatanggi. And I won't try falling for it.  kahit muntik na kanina. I won't fall for it, but maybe I would fall in love.

Opps.

"That's not what you think! I wasn't planning any shit! I—

"I had enough for your fvcking explanations chase! You narcissistic asshole! Ju—

I whimpered when he quickly attack me with a kiss pero habang gusto kong kumalas sa kanya, hindi ko alam na nalalasing na pala ako sa bawat lalim ng halik na naidudulot n'ya kaya hindi ko alam na humahalik na din pala ako pabalik ulit.

So the pain fades and it turned into an seductive kiss like fvck, tila nanlalambot na mga tuhod ko hinahalikan n'ya pa lang ako.

Oh no! Eto nanaman eh!

Bago n'ya pa ulit ako maituloy tuloy na halik, umayos ako ng tayo at lumayo sa kanya kasunod ng isa pang sampal na malakas.

"Wag mo ngang idaan to sa pahalik-halik mo!" Pagmamataas ko. Kunyare hindi nagustuhan nangyare tone.

He now shuts his eyes tightly again and sighs. After that, he started  to wander around "It's not what you think it is..... And fvck I don't know how to say it... How to start... Or to end it... O-Or don't know if this'll end!" He stated but still wandering around.

"You're losing my patience. Spill the fvck out!" I cross my arms as I yelled kaya napatigil na s'ya ulit sa paglalakad sa harap ko at tinignan ako ng ilang segundo.

"An—

"Fvck... Cinderella...." He cuts me off and I think he's going to continue so I waited. "I think I'm in love with you..." Patuloy n'ya at habang sinabi n'ya yon kasabay iyon ng pagtunog ng relo n'ya.

Kaya napatingin ako sa cellphone ko...

It's 1:43 am... Sakto.

"I...I-I don't know how the fvck and why! Minsan hindi ko na din maintindihan sarili ko sa nararamdaman ko lalo na nung hindi na tayo naguusap! I don't fvcking know why its like it was killing me! Like not talking to you for one day won't let me sleep at night! And I just feel so damn happy at the times we see each other by coincidence, I can't help but to smile genuinely. I don't even know why can't I resist you! Like why do I always want to see you every damn time or seconds of my life! And even for just one millisecond of glance to your face completes me... And it makes me a selfish man when it comes to you..." he paused and DAMNN save me!!! He's confessing!!

"I clarify what I felt bout you and it seems like... I already fell in love with you, Cinderella."

PWEDE NAMANG AKO NALANG YUNG MAGKAKAGUSTO SA KANYA PERO ETO!!!!! S'YA YUNG MAY GUSTO SAKIIIINNNN!!!!!

IM SOOOOO DEAD!

Why is this bad? Kase ONCE CHASE LIKES A GIRL HE WON'T EVER LEAVE THAT GIRL ALONE AT ALL COST!! I MEAN... HE'S REALLY OBSESSED THAT COULD SCARE SOME OF THE LADIES OUT THERE I GUESS. I'M EVEN SCARED ABOUT IT!!

I have proofs from my own.  And that was the time where he told me na isang beses lang s'yang nang kakama ng babae pero pag dinalawa n'yang beses it means he liked that girl and I know what he do when he once told me that.

At nagkataon na may ipinangatlo n'ya na.  Like fvck. He was really obsessed and over protective with that girl. Maganda sana pero iba si chase when it comes on so called real love and stuffs na bihira n'yang nararamdaman nung lagi ko s'yang kasama noon.

I thought he was that guy na man whore pero meron din pala na kayang patigilin gawi n'ya. Okay na sana kaso nag papangatlong araw pa lang na magka live in sila... The girl told him that she was 53 years old which where chase does not give a fvck about it, and even told him that she went for surgery to look her young and still did not work on chase.

Face were never been an issue kung tinamaan ka talaga.

Till she told him that she also fvcks anyone she mets and not into serious relationships and that girl stormed out and leave chase hangin', worst part was he still continued chasing that girl and at the end of that week... That girl hang herself because of chase.

Natakot yung babae kay chase and this man acts like a fvcking psycho and at the end of the day hindi n'ya na kinaya ang gawi ni Chase so she ended her life.

Sorry, just this psycho's best friend who came to see the investigation. Turns out the girl keeps on writing about it in her journal. And yah... Chase's best friend saved his ass from that incident.

Like damn. I don't want to die because of chase! Damn I am so scared right now!

Pero kung mali talaga, dapat tinitigil na. At oo siraulo si chase, saka n'ya lamang na realize nang mamatay na yung kalandian n'ya.

"Please say something..." He speaks up that made me jump a little and I avoid an eye contact with him. "No, I don't want you to say something about my confession... Scratch that." he shooks his head and step forward at me na ikina atras ko.

Nasan naba yung driver na susundo sakin?!

"Please... Stay..." I shut my eyes tightly "And I promise you that I'll do anything to afford your love for me. You'll be the only girl that I will love. I promise you."

okay it's time to stand for myself. "Sa kanino pang mga babae mo yan nabanggit?" Pa sarkastiko kong saad at tila lumungkot bigla ang muka nito.

"You can't afford my love for you... I'm too selfish to give it to you chase. Mostly to you. You sound desperate claiming me huh? Stop the act and grow up chase. And I'm not even the right person for you okay?" I tried my best to manage my sarcastic attitude. And it went well I guess and I hope.

"Someone will love you soon... But someone isn't me chase... I'm no good for you so were you to me."

"Yea... You're no good for me but you're the best for me—

"You kill innocent people! I don't want like that kind of man who also hurt a lady just because they did not get what they want! And can't you see that I was sometimes scared of being with you?! With that weird and shitty identities of yours?! You became a monster every damn time and I can't even bare with that anytime! So tell me why do I have to stay! "

Hataw na to. I wanna make sure he'll be against me again.

"Please... I promise you that I'll do anything! Anything of me that you don't want, I'll change it for you!"

I failed again.

I clench my teeth so tight with that response.

I shook my head no again and again. "Don't change anything for me to love you. Look for someone that could accept what you are and who you are." I said kaya nanahimik na kami pareho sandali...

At muling nabasag ang katahimikan nang may narinig kaming may nag sarado ng pinto ng kotse, that makes us look at the road.

SHIT!

I know. I know... I'm dead.

I know chase won't believe on my statements. He never fall for that adlibs when he saw something is off.

At least I tried.

And when I turn back looking at chase while I was biting my lower lip, well... He was looking at me with that cold glare. And I know that he knew that I was making something up so I could ditch him away.

"You stop the act. I know you like me too my Cinderella... You're just doing this so you could ran away from me. AGAIN!"

YEP. I WAS RIGHT.

"So you really think everything I said is a lie? Then how should I stay if you also don't trust me chase..."

"I know what you said is all true... But you really want to leave now, in the middle of our conversation?! This isn't ov—

Bago ko pa s'ya takasan, napilitan akong halikan nalang s'ya to distract him from me, running away from him. And I did not expect that he'll carry me up and gently lean me on a tree and continued kissing me there wildly.

Pakingshet. Baka may mangyare pa samen dito sa puno anu ba. I hop down and slowly pulling away from him and he rested his forehead to mines as we both catch our breath.

Damn, It looks like I tamed a goddest beast here.

"I'm sorry, Cinderella...Please... Stay..." He whispered but I shook my head no.

"If you can't leave me alone... I'll be the one to leave you... " I pull away quickly and ran at mas ikinatuwa ko nung may mga bodyguards na nakapalibot sa kotse na sasakyan ko.

"Stop him! Quickly!" Utos ko kaya bago pa makalapit sakin si chase ay hinarang na s'ya. Malalakas naman bodyguards na kasama ko siguro?

Mas ikinatuwa ko ang pagsakay ko sa kotse ng buhay at agad na kaming umalis.

I keep on hearing him yelling at my name and fvck why does it hurts. Ha? Hindi wala pala to. Baka muscle pain lang .

Fvck. Bat ba iba nararamdaman ko ngayon? Well this is odd... this feeling is very wrong. I have to stop this. If I'll continue this feeling I'll still die if he'll knew that I was Alejandro, the same person that he loves and his best friend.

Pagka dating ko ng airport, since madaling araw na dito at nag hihintay lang ako ng private jet ko, hindi ko padin maiwasan ang kaba sa nararamdaman ko ngayon.

May inutusan na kong mag pack mula sa hotel room ko at ipadala sa New York at saka ngayon den sa pag hihintay ko may nag tatanggal ng pagkakatrack dito sa may tattoo ko. Baka kasi mahabol pa ko ni chase.

While someone is clearing that tracker on me, my phone rings so I look at it and narrowed my eyes when Keith's name flashes from the screen.

I accept the call "I want you to come and get me now!" Bungad n'ya so I glance at the caller ID. "Is this keith?" Kinaklaro ko lang and I could hear some loud neighbors from the other line.

"Xey! Fvck! I'll die if I won't leave here now! Come and pick me up! Please!" he panicked so I stand at sakto naman na nag sabi yung nag tatanggal ng tracker sakin na okay na.

"What's happening?" I asked  and I am also panicking. I still have a job with him so I won't letting him die.

"I'll fucking explain to you later when you come and get me alive here! I need to talk to you about Alejandro!"

Ow fuck.

"Where are you? I'll come and get you."