When i was 20 or 21. Me and my grandmother got into it. I got so mad that i end up hitting my granother in the head with my cellphone. I then stayed with mother and my brother and her bf for a few days since i was living with my grandma at the time. While i was staying with my mother. I been thinking on what i had done. The first thought that came to mind was i need to apologize to my grandma. Not sure if God put this on my mind or not. When the day came when we went to check on her. It was night by the way so when we came to her house. I got out the car and went to sit with her on the couch. I told her that i have something to say. At first i paused for a moment that i was sorry for everything i said and done to her. Then i cried out to God asking him to forgive me over and over again. Suddenly when i calm down. A hand had reach down on me and took everything off me. Everything i had been holding on to for years was gone.  I had truly experience the hand of God, he truly does have his hand on our lives. Praise God On The Highest!