"Gon.. why is it you want to find Ging?" Kite seemingly looked up over the small fire he had going and looked towards Killua who asked the question. Gon tilted his head in confusion as he looked down at his fish he had on a stick. "I already told you... I wanna find him and ask him why he left... to become a hunter and leaving me be-" "that is bullshit!" Gon went wide eye hearing this, looking up quickly. "Ging left without a trace and you still want to follow him! That should be a reason you shouldnt look for him!" Killua shouted making gon bite his lip slightly.

"Killua..-"

"You stay out of this! You cant say I'm wrong. If Ging left without giving even a phone call he doesnt care."

Kite shut his mouth as Killua said was the sad truth. Killua turned towards Gon and contiuned. "I still dont get why you contiune to follow the bastard you call a father." Gon felt tears run down his face before he got up and ran away into the forest making Killua raise his hand to his forehead. "Atleast he has us... yet he doesnt even look at us.." Killua muttered making Kite sigh and slowly get up. "He does Killua... but you should also speak the truth that you have yourself." He froze hearing this as he looked down at his hands.

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With gon

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The boy seemee to run for what felt like a eternity... channeling Zetsu as he did, not wanting to be found.. but he was.. his tears didn't help him defend himself from a Chimera ant... he was able to fein unconciousness... as he was carried away.. "Killua..."

He was dropped onto the ground making him wince slightly.. "Oh? Another one.. I suppose i can eat him too... for another guard.." Gon went wide eye before he bolted up and went into a stance... seeing a giant ant... the queen he presumed. "Oh? Your not dead... tell me Human.. why is it you fight?" Gons stance faltered briefly.. "I fight to see my..." he went wide eye hearing Killuas shouting... "I... I dont know..." he felt the tears build up once more, his hands going up to get rid of the tears evading his vision.

The queen tilted her head.. seemingly intrigued by the young human. "Do you want a purpose?" She asked making Gon look up slowly before he backed to a wall... "I just.. want someone who cares for me.." he curled up while the queen walked up to him and placed a claw on his shoulder. "I could care for you. As a mother... if you were to protect your brothers place as king..." she held her claw to her abdomen area.. "but.. i dont... wanna be eaten.." The queen seemingly chuckled. "Not all conversion of Chimera ants are from eating... just give the word... a painless sleep... to be reborn into a powerful being.."

Gon looked up before he bit his lip... "If... if i can forget..." he whispered as the queen stuck one of her claws into his shoulder..

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Killua looked out into the forest feeling a pit in his stomach. Kite went out to look for him after thirty minutes of Gon seemingly dissapeared. After a little while he saw Kite walking back with a shake of his head Killua knew he didnt find him... "He probably needs a little time.. Killua slowly nodded as he put his head down on his knees and bit his lip. "Please be okay... Gon..."

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Tbc.

Good start? I always wondered what would it be like if this possibilty happened.

And curiously, what would you rather. GonKillu or KilluGon. I can write it either way.