Chapter 4
"Don't you want some of this? It's your favorite." Chanhee asked as he placed a plate in front of Haknyeon. "Well...I can't eat that." Chanhee sat down next to him then looked at him. "Why not?" "I'm not hungry." Chanhee let out a sigh then made Haknyeon look at him. "You haven't eaten ALL day and you're here telling me that you aren't hungry? That's a load of crap." Haknyeon got up from his seat only to be pulled back down by Chanhee . "It's Sunwoo isn't it? Why do you care about what he says?" Chanhee finally asked the question he's been wondering for awhile. "I..." he started. "I don't know why. I just seek his approval for some reason. I want him to..." Haknyeon thought.
Chanhee could see the distress on his face, so he pulled him into a hug. "We just want to help you. Especially Changmin. I believe he cares way more than all of us combined. Would you be more comfortable telling him?" Chanhee stated as he rubbed circles on Haknyeon's back. "I want Sunwoo to like me." Chanhee froze at the younger's sudden confession. "What do you mean by, like you?" "I...I don't know." He sat up then let his tears fall. "I guess I just want to be accepted by him. I want him to be around me again..." Chanhee couldn't help but shed a few tears himself. "You don't need his acceptance. Don't change yourself to please someone. We miss you, Haknyeon. The real you. So please, eat."
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"This is going smoother than before. At this rate, we'll be done with the mv by the end of the week." the director said to The Boyz. They thanked the crew for their hard work then dispersed to different areas.
"Boo!" "Ah! Hey! Changmin!" Haknyeon yelled as he hit the older's arm. "It's nice to see you so lively. I missed your smile and the twinkle in your eyes." Haknyeon looked at the older wide eyed then felt a blush creeping up on his face. "Ah, it's the fat one of the group. What's this, your 4th or 5th helping?" "Sunwoo, why don't you go bother someone else. Haknyeon doesn't need your negativity." Changmin said as he moved to block the younger from Sunwoo's sight. "What are you, his nanny?" Sunwoo scoffed. "Someone has to keep the jerks away, right?" "Guys, please stop." Haknyeon said as he stepped from behind Changmin. "I-Sorry. Bye." Sunwoo said then suddenly walked away. "Did I-" "Shh..." Changmin said as he placed a finger on the younger's lips then gave him a kiss on the cheek.
"He WHAT?!" Hwall shouted. "Shh! I don't want anyone else knowing." Haknyeon said, face turning red as he remembered it. "I didn't know he had feelings for you like that. Now that I think about it, Younghoon has feelings for him. Imagine him finding out." "He won't because you're not going to tell anyone. I trust you, Hyunjoon." Hyunjoon nodded then added, "You know me. I love gossip and drama." Haknyeon rolled his eyes then walked away from Hyunjoon, heading out to the van.
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"Changmin! There you are." "Miss me already?" Changmin said as he ruffled the younger's hair. "T-That's not it. I came to confirm my suspicions." Haknyeon shuffled a bit then looked Changmin straight in the eyes. "Do you like me?" The question startled Changmin who then quickly regained his composure. "Why do you ask?" "Well, you did kiss my cheek." Haknyeon searched Changmin's face for an answer as he waited for a response. "Makes no sense in lying. I do." Haknyeon opened his mouth but closed it as words seemed to have failed him. "Why? Why me?"
Haknyeon watched as Changmin looked lost in thought. He looked behind himself then noticed Sunwoo was staring at them, but quickly walked away. "He looked...upset?" "I like your smile. The one you have when you're enjoying something. The one you have after eating. The one you have when laughing. I like the way your eyes sparkle when you become interested in something, when you eat something delicious. I could go on but I'm needed in the kitchen in a few minutes." Haknyeon didn't know how to respond to such a confession. "I-" "Don't say anything. You don't have to feel forced to respond. You knowing how I feel is enough." Changmin gave the younger a wink then went help Sangyeon and Jaehyun.
Haknyeon found himself unable to sleep as he remembered Changmin's confession. "I just thought he was being nice to me all the time. I guess there was more to it. But Sunwoo..." His mind drifted over to Sunwoo. "He has a nice smile when he laughs. It's too bad I can't see it when I'm around him. I want him to smile at me like that. What's wrong with fat pigs, Su..." He suddenly found himself being lulled to sleep by someone stroking his hair in the dead of night. As much as he tried to roll over and see who, sleep had completely overcome him.
a/n: don't forget to vote, share and comment! who do you think was stroking his hair? i wonder what haknyeon really thinks of sunwoo...
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