A blur.

That's all this morning was.

The only peace I had was while I was getting dressed. I work fishnet tights under very ripped up jeans. A tank top that was low on my chest and then a leather jacket that Jin had bought me when I first got here.

One of the stylist were supposed to come do my hair and make up for me, but, when she got there she smiled and said "your hair look great just like that." And then proceeded to do only my make up.

I was thankful she didn't do anything fancy with my hair...I always ran my fingers through it and I would just mess up her hard work.

It was once I stepped outside my hotel room that the blur happened. Wonho was there, and lead me down the hall, down the elevator and into the waiting SUV. It was just Wonho and the drive to the venue was very short. I was able to sleep in a tad longer than the members or the rest of them and when I got to the venue, there were fans...EVERYWHERE.

I could hear them call out "Noona" "Unnie" and flashes of cameras and questions thrown at me so fast and at one time that I couldn't even speak. Once we were inside, Wonho took hold of my waist and pulled me close to him. I looked up, a little taken back by his forcefulness, and saw that he was looking a head at MORE fans. Only they had not noticed us yet.

Once we got closer one girl looks at me and screamed.

"Noona, I should be your in law!" And that triggered all the rest of them to turn and scream as well. It wasn't until we got almost up close and personal to them all that I realized we had to walk through them.

Somehow I ended up in a dressing room, where the only thing I recognized was Hoseoks's own jacket and bag laying on one of the small couches. Wonho smiled at me.

"Over it yet?"

"I'm his sister...why am I being screamed for?"

He laughed and shrugged. "I don't know but, it's part of the lifestyle."

I was still sitting in a whirlwind when he left the room. I didn't even hear the last thing he said as he stepped out. The silence was very loud.

With all the chaos that I stumbled my way through, I felt a little disoriented now that it was so quiet. I couldn't even hear what was happening outside the room I was in.

I got a text from Wonho that he was at the door if I needed anything, so thankfully I at least knew he was there. Finally after gathering some grounding, I looked around the room and noticed that there were several other coats and bags scattered across the chairs and mirrors that were in the dressing room.

Jungkook's jean jacket he was always wearing was in the corner along with an open and empty bottle of banana milk. On the other side was Jimin and Taehyungs belongings and I could see Jin's portfolio planner sitting on the table I was sitting next to.

Just then I received another text, this time from Jin.

Jin: You're here?

Me: Yes.

Jin: are you in the dressing room?

Me: I believe so...

Jin:??

Me: I just don't know exactly where I am, the craziness in made my head spin a bit lol

Jin: you okay?

Me: Yeah I'm fine

Jin: Do you need anything?

Me: Water?

Jin: there are water bottles in the left corner of the room opposite of the door. There should be a fridge in there.

I looked up and sure enough there was the fridge that he was referring to.

Jin: We are doing sound check – it takes a few hours but we are already half way done so you wont have to wait a super long time. You are welcome to adventure around, have Wonho show you were you will be sitting if you want.

Me: I'll stick with the water for now, see you soon

I tucked my phone away and walked over to the very large fridge that was in the room. It had snacks in it too, but I grabbed a water bottle and started chugging. I was really thirsty I guess.

I didn't really know what to do with myself. I could ask Wonho to show me where I was going to be sitting but I didn't want to have to go out into the chaos to do so. I didn't even think to bring anything to keep myself occupied.

I did have games on my phone though. I sat down by the table on the big comfy chair that was there, and noticed Hoseoks headphones on the table. I grabbed the adapter and plugged it into my phone playing music. I pulled up one of my favorite games on my phone and then settled in. I almost got to my highest score too, until I saw something move in front of me.

When I looked up I let out a short yell, Jungkook giggling as he backed away from me.

"Oh my gosh you scared me!" I scolded him with a laugh as I took off the headphones. "That wasn't nice!"

"I'm sorry Noona, you were so zoned, what where you doing?"

"I was playing this game." I said sitting up and looking around the room. "It's just you?"

"Yeah I have to go back. I had to use the bathroom. But only one of us can be away from stage at a time, so I think we are all going to take a bathroom break."

"Oh okay." I smiled. "How is the sound check going."

"Really good." He smiled. "Fans are already here so it's interesting."

"What do you mean?"

"Just that this isn't even a show yet but they are having so much fun. It will make for a good show."

"That's great!" I said as he grabbed a water bottle. He chucked it right then and there before letting out a deep sigh and tilting his head back against the wall.

"Tired?"

"Yes and no." He responded. There is so much adrenaline it keeps you moving.

"That's good." I said taking a drink of my own water.

"You look great by the way." He said. "You're not cold?"

"I have a leather jacket." I said pointing to where it laid over the handle of one chair.

"Hot." He replied with a wink.

"Thanks."

"I gotta get back. But the guys will be in one by one."

"Okay bye!" I called waiving at him.

Shortly after Tae came in, sweaty but smiling wide. "I'm so glad you are here!" he said grabbing me and giving me a huge hug.

"Me too!" I hugged him back not caring about the sweat.

"Jimin has not stopped talking about you. The fans even all know you're here."

"Why is everyone so infatuated with me. Hoseok has a sibling, and so do the rest of you."

"Yeah, but you're close to Minties age range, and involved with us. Hoseok's Noona is doing her own thing and people barley know Jungkooks sibling or mine. So you're really the only insight about us that our fans are getting." He laughed. "And they are really enoying that, and so should you." He said, walking to get himself a drink.

"I guess I wasn't expecting it to be so...."

"...In your face?" He finished for me.

"Yeah." I laughed.

"You'll either get used to it, or run from it." He said, making my heart sink a little.

"I don't want to run from it."

"Give yourself time." He said after a big gulp of water. "It's overwhelming at first, and way too much, but you learn your limits and how to stay within those boundaries."

I nodded, really taking in his words. Then he let out another deep breath and closed his eyes for a moment.

"I am excited to see everything."

"Yeah and you're in the best seat. You're in one of the private balconies."

"Oh cool! Is anyone else going to be with me?"

"Just you and Wonho I believe."

"So he's going to be my second bestie?"

He laughed. "Probably for a while anyway."

He then gave me a swift kiss on the cheek and jogged back to the door before disappearing. When Jimin finally came in, he looked exhausted.

"Are you alright?" I asked, him handing him the water I had ready for him.

"Oh yeah." He smiled. "I just want this to be perfect."

"Perfect?"

"Yes." He said between gulps. "I made a mistake during one of the songs so Hobi said we can go through it again before the show."

"Did anyone notice you made the mistake?"

"Hobi and I did."

I didn't say anything.

I know how he is, the perfectionist. I promised myself that I would not interfere unless I thought he was being harmful. This did not ring bells.

"Well, I think you guys will do great." I said. "You know that I'm turning into a mintie." I winked at him.

"Yeah, and who is your bias?"

"Jungkook, of course. I told you that." I winked.

"And your wrecker is Tae?"

"Mmmmm no Hobi." I said making him scoff.

"Whatever." He laughed. "I got to go back, but we are almost done with the set, so Hoseok is going to take his break and then we are going to go through the last bit and then come back here and eat. Thank you for waiting."

"Of course."

Not too long after Hoseok came in and he didn't even say anything to me. Wearing the biggest smile ever he wrapped me up in a hug and squeezed me tightly.

"Hello there." I greeted him with my arms wrapped around him.

He pulled back and cocked a smirk on his lips before saying. "Jungkook, huh?"

That made me laugh.

"Can you blame me?"

He laughed before letting me go and getting a water bottle for himself. "Nah, he's quite the looker."

"Everything going well?"

"Yeah." He smiled brightly. "Everyone is really excited."

"Including me." I told him. "Jin said I could go check out my seat but I'm going to wait."

"It will be a while before the show starts anyway. I think food is on its way."

"I am getting hungry."

He took another sip of his drink, though his eyes never left me as I took a seat on the chair I was on.

"You look amazing." He said. "I like the fishnets."

"I thought it was super animated, but Jin said that is what fashion is for us now, extremely animated."

He nodded and started to walk over slowly to me. "I would agree." He then stood in front of me, leaned his face to mine as his hands steadied himself on the arms of the chair. "I want to fuck you so bad right now." He said, his voice low and a little shaken.

"Is that so?" I asked, leaning further back and placing my hands on top of his slowly skimming his skin. "You have to go back to your sound check right now."

He slowly dipped his head allowing our lips to touch in a soft slow kiss which made my heart race.

"I will get my hands on you again soon, you know." He breathed as he pulled away.

"I can only imagine what all those Minties would think of their Hobi talking to Jiminie's sister that way."

He grinned mischievously again before pulling back and making his way out the door. I had to put my hand on my heart to keep it from beating out of my chest.

An hour later Wonho and several others came in carrying several platter of foods. They set up meats, cups of ramen, vegitables, snack foods, and all different kinds of fruit and a very large bole of tangerines.

My mouth nearly watered when I saw they had beef bulgogi and other lettus wraps.

It wasn't too long after they were done setting everything up that all the members of Unite, including their producers and manager came in read to eat and starving from their physical activities.

"Oh my gosh I'm so glad you guys are all here." I said to them. "I have been bored out of my mind."

For several hours we talked and ate, and it felt just like we were at the condo. Jimin and Tae were play fighting, Jungkook was making fun of Jimin with me, and Hoseok and Namjoon were discussing a new solo song they wanted to produce for him.

"Next album we have plans to have solo songs, that way it gives us some individuality while also staying united." Hoseok told me as Namjoon started to eat more. "Its been a plan of ours for a while, and we all already have a ton of solo material."

"All of you?" I asked, eyeing Jimin as he and Tae continued their shenanigans.

"Oh yea." Namjoon said between bites. "In fact, I gave Jimin one of the best songs that I wrote. His voice was perfect for it."

"Really?"

Hoseok then nudged Namjoon giving him a look. "That was supposed to be a surprise you dunce."

"Oh shit." He said with a mouthful. "Sorry, I didn't know."

"I won't say anything." I told them. "I promise."

Idol life is like living in the fast lane because as soon as things seemed to mellow in the room, a swarm of stylists, came in to the room and pulled each idol into their own corner. I noticed that Jimin's stylist was the same one that had helped me earlier, and she came over to me once Jimin was sat at his seat.

"It gets really hot in the Balcony's some time, so can I put your hair up for you?"

"Oh I can just put it up." I said, making her laugh.

"No I would do an updo for you." She laughed. "That way if you're in any pictures, which you will be, you don't have to worry about it."

"Oh okay." I smiled.

She did a wicked double frensh braid but had each strand falling as if it was woven into the back of my head. Then she pulled out little pieces of my hair keeping up with the 'messy rocker' look I had going for me. Then she tucked the ends of the braid upward and it ended up looking really cute.

She was quick with her work, and then used a near half bottle of hair spray to keep it all in place.

"I miss doing women's hair." She said making me laugh.

The rest of the time we were in the room the sylists were diligently working on the members, and it seemed as if Jimin wiggled the most.

"Stop squirming." I said to him as his stylist struggled to finish his make up. "I can hold his head for you if you want." I offered.

She laughed. "Jimin is just fine." She assured me. "We have plenty of time."

"I can't help it Noona." He said. "I am so ready to get out there."

By the time everything was done, they looked great.

Seriously hot.

Especially Hoseok.

He was in Dior, and the fitted ensemble was just amazing.

"We have 6 outfit changes." Jimin told me as they were gearing up their headpieces. "I'm assuming you want to stay in your seat?"

"Why did I assume I'd stay back stage."

"You will after today." Jin said as he checked over a few documents. "Jimin wanted you to have the full affect your first time seeing them live. Which reminds me." He grabbed a box and handed it to me, and it looked like a light stick. "Here. This is already programed and ready to go."

"What is it for?"

"You'll see." He responded.

In a rush, the guys were called to the back and Wonho and I made our way to the balcony that was reserved for me. When I got there, there was a sea of purple and blue orbs that spread across the venue. Fans were chanting their names, and some even singing along with the music videos that were playing across the stage.

The balcony had luxurious seating and the perfect angle and view of the stage. I was in there alone with Wonho, but he was playing guard to the door. I was bummed I would be alone, but then I heard the door open and Namjoon, Yoongi and Jin walked in.

"You're going to watch with me!?"

"Yep!" Jin smiled. "I will have to go down periodically at the break points, but Namjoon and Yoongi usually stay up here unless they are needed."

"That's so exciting!" I clapped, taking my phone out and immediately taking selfies with everyone.

Chatter was short before the lights dimmed even further, and the beginning sounds of their first songs started to play.

Here...we...go!